Chapter 603: Confused
Chapter 603 Confused
Kong Chuan and the others were very disappointed in the tea poetry meeting that was handed over. They were all very interested in Bai Cangdong and wanted to see Bai Cangdong's talents and learning. There was no performance at the tea poetry party, and Bai Cangdong's performance could be described as terrible.
The tea poetry meeting didn't last too long, because of Bai Cangdong's poor performance, everyone was a little bit downcast, and the tea poetry meeting ended hastily.
Bai Cangdong didn't stay long, and left Yangxin Peak first.
"At first, seeing that he was able to compose poems like "Haiyan", I thought he had some outstanding literary accomplishments, but I didn't expect him to be an idiot." Yu Huaji said disappointedly.
Kong Chuan also said: "Although this man is strong in martial arts, his literary skills are in a mess. No wonder he made such a nondescript "Haiyan". It turned out that it was because of his poor literary skills. What about poetry?"
Gu Qingcheng said, "Maybe Senior Brother Bai is not in a good state today."
"The bad condition doesn't mean that you can't even compose a few simple poems, right?" Mo Shuang interjected, obviously very disappointed with Bai Cangdong's performance.
"I think there must be some reason. Brother Bai was able to compose a poem like "Haiyan", he is definitely not incompetent." Yan Xia Xue really defended Bai Cangdong.
However, everyone was still very disappointed with Bai Cangdong, and they didn't say what they were going to talk about.
After Bai Cangdong returned to Yuxu Peak, he felt more and more irritable, and his mood was very chaotic. He let Bai Cangdong know that there was indeed a problem with his Dao heart.
"I haven't practiced much at all recently, and even put aside the "Dream Sutra" for the time being, how could there be a problem with my Taoism?" Bai Cangdong also couldn't think of the reason, and his heart became more irritable.
For several days in a row, Bai Cangdong had difficulty maintaining his mood. He always felt distracted and difficult to concentrate, but he couldn't find the problem.
Until Uncle Fu came to bring him daily necessities, after Bai Cangdong told Uncle Fu about his situation, Uncle Uncle looked at Bai Cangdong with a complicated expression and said, "Young master, you have encountered an obsession."
"Mixin Jie? Could it be that someone secretly manipulated me? What kind of power is this Mixin Jie?" Bai Cangdong recalled. If he was to be tricked, it could only be at the tea poetry meeting, but at that time He didn't feel anything unusual, and no one had a chance to attack him.
"Mind robbery is not a person's power, but a kind of demon. Humans are not like demons. Demons are born on the monument of demons. They are born with beliefs and goals, but these humans don't have them. Humans are on the path of practice. Constantly affirm self-worth, strengthen one's beliefs and goals."
"For us practitioners, this is to hone our Dao Xin, but when your cognition conflicts with your previous beliefs, your Dao Xin will be lost and your beliefs will not be firm. You need to re-recognize your beliefs And the goal, when you regain your beliefs, your Dao Xin will also change accordingly, for practitioners, this is tantamount to a rebirth, and it is also a Dao Xin reborn that cannot be met."
Uncle Fu looked at Bai Cangdong with a strange expression and said: "As far as I know, when a perfect person is pursuing the holy way, he can't find the way to practice, and then the catastrophe will occur, but you are only a sage, young master It can be said that it is a great blessing, and it is also a great test."
"What if I can't cross it?" Bai Cangdong asked.
"I'm afraid that no matter how hard it is to improve your cultivation, you may still regress." Uncle Fu looked at Bai Cangdong and said, "I believe that with your talent and heart, young master, you will be able to overcome the obsession."
Bai Cangdong didn't say anything more, until Fu Bo left and sat in the courtyard in a daze.
He knows why he encountered the catastrophe of obsession. He spent the past twenty or thirty years on the earth, and his own beliefs and outlook on life have already been formed, but after arriving in the holy world, his beliefs and outlook on life have been greatly affected. Moreover, under the pressure of this world step by step, the concept is greatly distorted in a short period of time, so the conflict of self-cognition occurs. Suddenly, because of a momentary feeling at the tea poetry meeting, all the accumulated Like a volcanic eruption, it erupted completely.
If this is on the earth, at most it is a little psychological problem, but here is the holy world, the influence of the mind on the Dao heart is too great, and there is no psychiatrist here, I want to rebuild my beliefs and strengthen my Dao heart , and can only rely on himself.
The earth and the holy world are really two extremes. On the earth at least Bai Cangdong has never thought of killing people, but in the past few years in the holy world, he has been able to kill people without even blinking an eye.
All kinds of huge psychological changes in a short period of time are the root of the appearance of the confusion.
"One step further into the sea and the sky, one step back into the abyss. I have to cross this step. I still have too many things to accomplish." Bai Cangdong thought of Ziyi, Qin Yuxi, senior sister, and his disciples , Thinking of Nanli Thirty-Six Islands.
But it is one thing to understand, but another thing to be able to survive the catastrophe of obsession. Bai Cangdong sat in the courtyard for several days, but the results were not very good, and his mood has been difficult to calm down.
After Bai Cangdong participated in the tea poetry meeting, whoever spread the news about the tea poetry meeting made Bai Cangdong's Wen Daoxiu become the laughing stock of Yuxu Palace.
"After all, he is the descendant of an illegitimate child. If he has any good education outside, even if he is lucky enough to learn some powerful secret skills, but his literary cultivation depends on his background. Of course he can't do it."
"I didn't expect that the master's Wen Dao cultivation is so poor."
"Wen Dao is different, no matter how strong the Martial Dao is, it will definitely be difficult to become a saint in the future."
"Sanctification? You think too much. How can he be a descendant of an illegitimate child?"
For a while, there were gossip in the whole Yuxu Palace, and some people even questioned the qualifications of Bai Cangdong as the head disciple, and some even demanded that Bai Cangdong's identity as the head disciple be cut off.
Bai Cangdong knew nothing about all this, he had been meditating at home to cultivate himself, hoping to survive the catastrophe of obsession.
It's just that the obsessive catastrophe was not able to survive, but he had to preside over the monthly morning class. Although Bai Cangdong was restless and not in a good state, he could only preside over the morning class.
Bai Cangdong came here this time, even though he was a little absent-minded, he still felt that the attitude of these disciples who attended the morning class had changed a lot towards him. Compared with the last time, their eyes were completely different, and many disciples lost In awe, even with a little contempt.
(end of this chapter)