Chapter 628: you forgive me
Chapter 628 You forgive me
He also has a little selfishness, and wants to stay here, even if he can't see her again, he can still live in the same city with her.
It was the last comfort in his heart.
Mo Zhiyun pulled Jinjin's small arm, "You didn't want to see Uncle, you have now."
Jin Jin raised his head and smirked at her, looking at Lu Heyun with a pair of big watery eyes with a bit of embarrassment.
Mo Zhiyun picked up Jinjin and put him beside the hospital bed, "Call him Uncle."
Jinjin was shy, bit his lip and shouted awkwardly, "Shushu..."
Lu Heyun's heart shrank fiercely, and his obscure eyes shifted from Jinjin's cute little face to Mo Zhiyun, his mood was so turbulent that he didn't know what to say for a while.
Mo Zhiyun touched Jinjin's head, his clear eyes met him calmly, without anger, sympathy or pity, and said in a light voice: "Happy New Year."
Lu Heyun slid his Adam's apple a few times, and managed to squeeze out three words, "Happy New Year..."
He never thought that Zhizhi would appear, let alone that she would talk to him in such a pleasant manner.
Mo Zhiyun put the fruit basket on the table, opened it, and said: "Today, you spend good time with uncle. Mom, go wash some apples."
Jinjin nodded obediently, "Yeah."
Lu Heyun's gaze stuck to her body like glue, moving with her figure constantly.
Climb up on top of him today, with a soft and waxy tone, he jumped out word by word, "Shu Shu, hug."
Lu Heyun came back to his senses, stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and touched her small head with his warm palm, "Today..."
Jin Jin put his arms around his neck, "Shu Shu... Shu Shu..."
She seems to have a natural intimacy with Lu Heyun, and she likes to cling to him and get close to him.
Mo Zhiyun washed the fruit in the small kitchen, and when he came out with a plate, he saw Jin Jinlai in his arms.
Put down the fruit plate, stepped forward to pick up Jinjin, "Jinjin, it's too heavy, it will tire uncle."
The little man flattened his mouth, and immediately showed an aggrieved expression.
Mo Zhiyun put her on the sofa next to her, and took an apple for her to chew, "Uncle is sick now, so I can't hug you. I will hug you when uncle recovers."
After listening to his mother's words, and with the big red apple, the little man was not wronged, and happily gnawed on the apple.
Mo Zhiyun went to the chair beside the bed and sat down, picked up the fruit knife and slowly peeled the fruit.
Her hands codes can be used to make software, but it is a bit handicapped to use a knife to cook or something.
A good apple was peeled by her with pits and pits. If she cut it harder, there would be only the core of the apple left.
Lu Heyun looked at her with complicated eyes, hesitating again and again before opening his mouth, "Chen Jing went looking for you?"
Only Chen Jing knew that he was still in Mocheng, so it was taken for granted that Chen Jing went to find her.
"Chen Jing didn't say anything, I ran into her in the hospital last night." Mo Zhiyun explained, not letting Chen Jing take the blame.
"Did you come to the hospital last night?" Concern welled up in Lu Heyun's eyes, "Are you feeling unwell, or are you sick today?"
Mo Zhiyun was silent for a moment, but still told the truth, "I met Wen Xingchen last night, she was injured, I sent her to the hospital."
Lu Heyun's breathing stagnated, he didn't expect this to happen.
"Zhizhi..." He started and paused, not knowing what to say for a moment.
Now that he has relieved the burden of Wen Xingchen, it is not appropriate to say thank you for her.
Mo Zhiyun seemed to know what he was thinking, and handed him the apple, "Wen Xingchen begged me to save her, my conscience can't do nothing, it has nothing to do with you."
He is like this now, I don't want to burden him any more.
Lu Heyun took the apple and didn't eat it, but thought of another question, "Aren't you afraid of seeing blood, did you feel sick last night?"
"A little bit, but it can be overcome." Mo Zhiyun replied, "I can't live in this psychological shadow all my life."
Lu Heyun didn't know if she was telling the truth, or in order not to burden herself, she pursed her dry lips, "Zhizhi, why are you still willing to bring Jinjin to see me?"
Doesn't she hate herself and can't forgive herself?
Mo Zhiyun glanced sideways at the gnawed apple, his mouth was drooling, his eyes gradually softened.
"Lu Heyun, what you did before is indeed not worthy of forgiveness, but..."
Withdrawing his eyes, he looked at Lu Heyun sincerely and calmly.
"I still hope that you can live on. Whether you live to redeem your sins or reform yourself, as long as you live, there will be countless possibilities."
This is also the purpose of her bringing Jinjin here today.
I hope he will not give up and live hard.
Even if it is difficult to wait for a donor, you may not be able to wait in the end...
Lu Heyun's throat tightened, "Zhizhi, do you want me to live?"
Mo Zhiyun nodded, "Of course I hope you live, otherwise what am I doing here today?"
Lu Heyun lowered his eyelashes to block the light in his eyes, lowered his head and hooked his lower lip in a self-deprecating manner, "Is there really a meaning for a person like me to live?"
Even if he survived, he would still be a **** who would not be able to stand up for the rest of his life.
"How do you know it's meaningless if you don't live?"
Mo Zhiyun's clear eyes were full of sincerity, and he said seriously: "Lu Heyun, no matter why you came to this world, and no matter what you did or missed before, the most important thing is to look forward."
"If I can forgive you, can you also forgive yourself and try to live?"
Lu Heyun's breath was stagnant, and surprise flashed in his eyes, "Did you forgive me?"
"A person's life, except for life and death, is a trivial matter." Mo Zhiyun got up and said: "I am willing to forget the past and look forward, and I hope you can look forward. Not for anything else, at least don't let people who really care about you People are sad."
For example, Chen Jing.
"I'm going to take Jin Jin to my elder brother's place for dinner at noon, so I'm leaving first."
I've finished what I should say, as for whether to persevere, it depends on what Lu Heyun thinks.
Lu Heyun watched her carefully and gently wipe Jinjin's hands and mouth clean, and leave with Jinjin in her arms, feeling sore and swollen for a moment.
Looking down at the uneven apple in his hand, he suddenly laughed.
Even though she knew that she was purely pitying herself, a glimmer of hope was rekindled in her heart.
I hope I can live on, I hope that one day in the future, I can hold her hand again...
Even if this hope is really slim.
When Mo Zhiyun walked down the elevator with Jin Jin in his arms, he ran into Wen Xingchen who was discharged from the hospital.
The man who was with her had handsome features, his brows were full of ambition, and even his eyes revealed an arrogance that looked down on everything.
Wen Xingchen saw her stunned for a moment, then looked at the girl in her arms, his bloodless lips parted slightly, "I haven't thanked you for what happened last night."
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