Chapter 60: the reason for forgetting
Chapter 60 The Cause of Forgetting
The queen looked at Rong Yan thoughtfully, and then laughed mockingly: "Oh? Are you discussing something? But I have to say... You guys have deep feelings for discussing things here in this palace."
Hearing the irony in the tone, Rong Yan bit her lower lip, her eyes were full of innocence and she said: "Auntie, you misunderstood Yan'er. At that time, it was Sister Ruan who said something bad about the prince's brother... Yan'er I couldn't help but argue with her a few words..."
"She's speaking ill of the Crown Prince?" Li Yi narrowed his eyes dangerously, obviously he still didn't believe Rong Yan's words.
The queen frowned and asked, "Is this true?"
Seeing the other party's disbelief, Rong Yan seemed extremely wronged, she lowered her head, her body trembling slightly: "Auntie, how could Yan'er arrange others at will."
The queen had already believed Rong Yan's words at this time, and when she finished speaking, she put on a straight face: "Unexpectedly, she looks soft and weak, but there are twists and turns in her stomach! Yi'er! You Do you really want to marry her?"
Li Yi's expression was always gloomy. Hearing what the queen said, he stretched out his hand and rubbed the center of his brows: "Mother, we will talk about this later. My son will leave first."
After finishing speaking, he turned around and left without even being polite.
Seeing that her biological son seemed to be complaining about herself, the queen was also angry and sour.
Even the gaze towards Rong Yan became indifferent again.
Doesn’t this little hoof want to marry in?
it is good! Then fulfill her.
It's just... marrying her Yi'er, they will become mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
And the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law and aunt and nephew... But it is very different.
…
That night, Ruan Youqing dreamed of Gu Changan again.
This dream is different from the previous two.
Just because...in this dream...she has herself.
In the dream, she was about the same age as she is now. She and Gu Changan seem to be very familiar? And the behavior between the two seems to be a little intimate...
Looking at the two embracing each other standing under a peach blossom tree, Ruan Youqing's heart seemed to be torn apart suddenly. The feeling of pain and suffocation is like being punished.
After waking up screaming, Ruan Youqing was sweating like he just got out of the water.
Fan'er heard the sound and came in, seeing his young lady sitting on the bed with a pale face and panting heavily, she immediately walked to her side in panic and asked anxiously, "Miss, what's wrong with you?"
Ruan Youqing put his hand on his chest, feeling the strong beating there.
"It's okay, I just had a nightmare." Ruan Youqing spoke after calming down the unspeakable emotions.
Fan'er was still a little worried, so she reached out to wipe the sweat from her temples and forehead, and continued, "Miss, don't be afraid, Fan'er is here with you."
Seeing Fan's tone as if coaxing a child, Ruan Youqing couldn't help but smile: "Your lady, you are not afraid of anything."
Fan’er curled his lips, and retorted in a low voice: “Before that, you cried several times in your dreams to tell the old generals not to leave you, just like… they were going to something…”
Ruan Youqing, who has excellent hearing, naturally heard what she said, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and then he sighed softly.
Seeing this, Faner felt that he seemed to have said something wrong, so he immediately changed the subject and said:
"Miss, the night is still long, why don't you continue to rest?"
Ruan Youqing waved his hand: "Forget it, I'm sleepy, and I'm going out for a while."
"Get out???" Fan'er was shocked: "Miss, it's time to be ugly now! Where are you going?"
"Pick the stars."
Because of the curfew, even Hualou closed its doors early.
However, the light reflected through the window added a bit of charm to the silent night.
Dodging the patrolling guards, Ruan Youqing jumped directly to the window of Yueying's room.
As soon as he landed on the ground, a sword wind rushed towards him.
Rubbing between his brows helplessly, Ruan Youqing said, "It's me."
"Master?" Hearing the familiar voice, the other party hastily withdrew his sword.
Afterwards, the surroundings became quiet, presumably Yueying went to light the lamps.
Sure enough, the room lit up after a while.
At this time, Yueying was topless, with her back to Ruan Youqing, she took a coat and put it on.
Ruan Youqing hooked the corners of his lips, making a rare joke: "Your figure is getting better and better!"
Yueying froze when putting on her clothes, then hurriedly tied the belt of her coat, turned her head with a reddish face and said, "Master, if you continue like this, be careful that your future husband will be frightened by you."
Ruan Youqing smiled indifferently, but suddenly a figure flashed past in his mind.
It's...Gu Changan...
Why does she think of... Gu Changan when others mention her husband...
And this time she came to pick the stars late at night, she also came for Gu Changan, for that intermittent dream.
Intuition told her that she really forgot about Gu Changan in her previous life.
And... the relationship between the two of them... definitely... not that simple.
However, why does she have very, very little memory of him, like a stranger who has never had a direct intersection.
His heart ached again, Ruan Youqing frowned slightly and found a chair to sit down.
Yueying couldn't help but continue to speak: "Why did the master come at this hour? But what's important?"
Ruan Youqing finally calmed down, and then slowly said: "Go and help me find out...in this world...is there any medicine or other methods that can make people lose their memory or forget a person."
"Amnesia?" Yueying's expression froze, although she was surprised why the master suddenly came to ask such a thing in the middle of the night, but as a dedicated subordinate, they were never allowed to raise objections or ask questions about the master's request.
Ruan Youqing saw Yueying frowning in thought, so he couldn't help but breathe lightly, so that he could think quietly.
After an unknown amount of time, Ruan Youqing even felt a little bored, resting his head on his head, closing his eyes and feigning sleep. Yueying suddenly let out a low cry, and spoke excitedly:
"Master! This subordinate just remembered that there is a strange wizard in the country of Guz. He once researched a medicine called Wangqing Pill."
"Forgetfulness Pill?"
"Yes, although it won't make people lose their memory, it can make people forget certain people."
Ruan Youqing's heart sank suddenly, and his voice trembled unconsciously: "I will forget what specific person..."
"Wangqing Pill, as the name suggests, forgets feelings, and this feeling is not family affection or anything, but forgets the loved one in this life. Maybe that wizard has suffered some kind of unhealed emotional wound, so... he researched this kind of thing." Moon Shadow spoke slowly while recalling what she had heard. At the end, I added a sentence of my own guess: "But...whether it really works... I'm not so sure."
At this moment, Ruan Youqing's heart was already filled with turbulent waves.
Forget about love...forget about the one you love in this life.
She forgot about Gu Changan in her previous life...
Could it be because the Wangqing Pill failed?
If it's really...then why does she want to eat...
It was her own initiative to choose...
Still... Forced to...
(end of this chapter)