Chapter 83:

Chapter 83:

But mom just laughed happily

Ji Zhile's eyes were wide open, full of shock inside, staring straight at the small notebook in Si Tian's hand, and reconfirmed that it was really his revenge notebook!

Ji Zhile rushed towards Si Tian like a small cannonball, opening his hands to **** back his little notebook.

But he was too short, his height just reached Si Tian's waist, even if he stretched his arms, he couldn't reach him.

Ji Zhile jumped up: "Give it back to me! My books!"

Seeing Ji Zhile's blushing face with excitement, Si Tian thought of what he had written down in his notebook, and he had a clearer picture of Ji Zhile's image in his heart.

She raised her hand, and Ji Zhile couldn't touch the notebook at all.

Si Tian looked down at the little winter melon, suppressed a smile and said, "Ji Zhile, what did you write in it?"

Ji Zhile was extremely flustered at first, but when she heard Si Tian's words, she rolled her eyes, thinking that her mother hadn't read the content in his notebook, and clenching her fists, her voice was tender and crisp: "It's my notebook, return it to me!"

"No, you want to tell mom what's written in it?"

Ji Zhile panicked, and couldn't think of a good excuse for a while: "It's me, I wrote the homework!"

Si Tian originally wanted to give the kid a chance. If he confessed, she would return the book to Ji Zhile, but she didn't expect Ji Zhile to be so arrogant. She is still lying now. Fool people for fools.

Si Tian said, "Well, let me see—"

Then she read the contents of the notebook aloud, and directly converted the pinyin into words: "Mom forced me to eat carrots that I hate, it's really annoying!

"Mom ate a lot of fried skewers, I only had a little bit, I hate it!"

"Mom ate my potato chips, nasty nasty!"

Si Tian read with rich voice and emotion, cadence and cadence, more emotional than usual storytelling, but seeing that Ji Zhile even wrote the wrong word when he was holding a grudge, Si Tian couldn't help laughing, and laughed while laughing. Said: "Ji Zhile, so this is what you study."

"Why is there still a grudge against my brother in the back, um, didn't I say I want to thank my brother for teaching you how to learn pinyin to bear a grudge? Ji Zhile, why did you also write your brother on it..."

Ji Zhile couldn't bear it anymore, and cried out with a "wow": "Don't read, don't read! Woooooo."

He was crying so loudly, his face was red, and he was jumping up and down like a rabbit, trying to **** his revenge book from Si Tian, ​​but he was really too short, so he pushed it hard He jumped up, but couldn't touch it, and Si Tian rubbed his head unceremoniously.

"Usually you always ask for milk, but now you know the consequences. If you don't grow tall, you can't even take your own things back."

Ji Zhile was so wronged, so sad, so aggrieved, so depressed, so sad!

I hate my mother, I hate it to death!

He reached out to wipe away his tears, and ran out whining, as if he could escape everything in this way, whining along the way, like a little train.

Ji Zhile ran away, Si Tian rubbed her sore cheeks from laughing, and wiped away her tears.

She closed the book, thinking that this is a treasure, when Ji Zhile grows up, she will show him for himself, and let him see how careful he was when he was a child.

In vain, she used to think that Ji Zhile was a very angry child, even if he was angry, he was quickly coaxed away, so it turned out that she wrote it down in the notebook.

Si Tian clicked his tongue.

Ji Ning stood at the door, holding a watercolor pen in his hand, looked at the direction Ji Zhile ran away, and then at Si Tian, ​​looking a little conflicted.

Even if he grew up with Ji Zhile, as Ji Zhile's elder brother, Ji Ningyi didn't know that Ji Zhile was doing this behind his back.

He taught Ji Zhile pinyin. At that time, Ji Zhile said that he could read more story books after learning pinyin. Ji Ningyi, a little teacher, also tried his best to be a teacher, but he didn't expect Ji Zhile to use it to keep revenge.

As soon as Ji Ning walked to Si Tian's side: "Mom, don't be sad, Zhile likes mother very much."

As soon as Ji Ning thought that her mother must be very sad, because her mother cried just now and was still wiping her tears, and now her eyes are red. Although her mother laughed loudly just now, as soon as Ji Ning knew that there is a kind of sadness called being extremely sad, she can only laugh. He took Si Tian's hand and tried his best to comfort her.

Si Tian tightly held the warm hand of her eldest son, she laughed too loudly just now and now her voice is still a little hoarse, she said, "I'm not sad."

Ji Ning blinked his eyelashes, opened his other hand, and hugged Xia Sitian's waist: "Mom, Zhile is too young to be sensible, and he will understand when he grows up."

Hearing Si Tian's hoarse voice, Ji Ning knew that his mother was forcing a smile, because he also spoke in the same voice after crying.

Ji Ningyi is almost seven years old now, he knows that his mother loves Zhile very much, and his mother knows that it must be very sad for Zhile to hold grudges, because grudges mean hate.

Si Tian is really not sad, maybe the average mother will feel let down when she knows her son keeps his grudges in the notebook, but Ji Zhile's vengeance notebooks are all pediatrics, which is something that adults will laugh out loud when they read it , she actually did some inappropriate things and accidentally hurt Ji Zhile, but Ji Zhile didn't remember them.

It's also because Si Tian knows Ji Zhile's character so well, even though she has a strong vengeful heart beyond her expectations, overall Ji Zhile is a kid who is easy to fool and a bit silly.

So Si Tian just thinks it's funny, Ji Zhile's revenge is funny, it's funny that Ji Zhile kept jumping around but couldn't touch the notebook, Ji Zhile ran out like a little train, it's also funny funny.

She said to Ji Ningyi: "Ningyi, don't worry, mother is not so fragile, it's just a little thing."

But Ji Ning sighed secretly in his heart, knowing that his mother didn't want him to worry, she was always so gentle and kind, he hugged Si Tian's waist tightly, and his tone was very sincere: "No matter what mother does to me, I won't vindictive."

Si Tian's heart felt filled with honey, and she kissed Ji Ningyi's cheek: "Thank you Ningyi."

Ji Ning blushed slightly, stood on tiptoe and kissed Xia Sitian, he rarely did such a thing, because he would feel very embarrassed, but today he didn't want to make his mother sad.

The mother in Si Tian's heart suddenly flooded to the peak. She knew that the two children had very different personalities. Ji Zhile's emotions fluctuated greatly, and he could change his likes and dislikes in a second. It won't be true either.

Ji Ningyi's emotion is restrained and his emotions are very sincere. He is caring and sensible, he is the real gentle person, and what he said to her is from the bottom of his heart.

Ji Ning hugged Si Tian for a while, feeling that her mother should not be too sad, and then said a little embarrassedly: "Mom, did Zhile write anything about me in the notebook?"

He was a little nervous, a little curious, and he still had the most worrying thing in his heart.

Si Tian said, "Then let's take a look."

Ji Ning thought it was Ji Zhile's little secret, but just now her mother had finished telling Zhile's little secret, and Ji Zhile himself ran away, so they can read it.

Ji Ningyi swore silently in his heart that he would keep Ji Zhile a secret.

Opening the small book, Ji Zhile's handwriting is immature. Through these, it seems that a little one can be seen lying on the table and earnestly holding grudges. This is only three and a half years old...

As soon as Ji Ning saw Ji Zhile's grudge against him: [Brother doesn't help me make the quilt, it's true. 】

[Brother also told Brother Pei Jing not to help me fold my clothes, how could this be? 】

[I said I hate my brother, but he is not angry, he doesn't like him anymore]

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There is much less content about Ji Ningyi in the book, but it is all trivial things in life. Ji Ningyi did not see what he was most worried about, but he was not very happy. He lowered his gaze to the book, Found scratches on it.

Ji Ning took a closer look and found that it was what he was most worried about.

He left Zhile in the woods.

Ji Zhile really wrote down this matter, but erased it again. At the bottom, there is a neatly arranged but slightly distorted pinyin. Ji Ning spelled it out and read it silently in his heart, that is: Brother didn't do it on purpose , Brother did a lot of things that made me happy, so I forgive him.

When Ji Ning lowered his eyelashes, the black eyelashes trembled. Sniffing lightly, Si Tian rubbed his hair: "Ning Yi, don't be sad, don't put too many things in your heart and add pressure to yourself."

Ji Ning nodded, with a nasal sound in his voice: "I will, Mom."

"Mom, I'm going to see Zhile."

Si Tian: "Go."

Si Tian was the only one left in the room. She helped Ji Zhile tidy up the drawers. Although Ji Zhile is small, he is not a child who likes to mess things up. The drawers are not messy, so it can be seen that he likes to be clean.

Si Tian took out her mobile phone to take a photo of the cover of the notebook, and stored it in a special folder. When putting it away, she tidied up the creases of the book and opened the front. Si Tian saw that there were still some pieces that Ji Zhile hadn't wiped off. Content.

[Mom grabbed my hair and pulled out several strands, it hurts a lot, I don't like her]

After spelling out these contents, Si Tian was taken aback. She didn't seem to have plucked Ji Zhile's hair, because Si Tian cherished her own hair very much, and she would not pull out other people's hair either.

So is this content recorded by Ji Zhile about his biological mother?

After realizing this, Si Tian looked at Ji Zhile's books seriously, instead of browsing with a funny attitude just now, she was learning about Ji Zhile's previous life through these.

But the more he watched, the more angry he became, he didn't talk to Ji Zhile, looked at Ji Zhile with disgust, pushed him down, grabbed his arm and bruised him for several days, refused Ji Zhile's approach, and said Ji Zhile many times Le is a monster...

The contents of the notebook have been wiped out a lot, but there are still some left, and it is these that make Si Tian breathless.

Especially after Ji Zhile erased it, it still read, "Mom treats me very well now, so after erasing the old grudges, I will almost forget that my mother treated me badly before, I hope my mother will continue to work hard." Followed by a few five-star paintings, it is not difficult to see that Ji Zhile was sincere and even happy when he erased these.

But Si Tian is angry, the gains from cooperating with her to do these things are not only rewarded to herself, but also more to fill in the hole for the original owner?

Besides, Ji Zhile, this is worthless, others have treated him like this, she actually called her baby a few times later, and made some delicious food, what should I do after it is so easy to coax, maybe someone sells it and pays for it!

Si Tian was really angry and angry. At one moment, she felt that Ji Zhile was narrow-minded, and at another moment, she felt that Ji Zhile was too free and easy. Don't remember what should be grudges, and remember what should not be remembered. Who taught him to hold grudges like this?

Si Tian wished she could catch him in front of her now and teach him a good lesson.

She has mixed emotions in her heart now, thinking of Ji Zhile running out just now, she feels a little distressed again.

Although she clearly knew the difference between herself and the original owner, in the eyes of the two children, she and the original owner were the same person, and Ji Zhile forgave him so easily.

There is also Ji Ningyi, the original owner did these things to Ji Zhile, it is impossible to do nothing to Ji Ningyi, but to know Ji Zhile, you can still go through the books, but there is no way to know Ji Ningyi.

Si Tian couldn't ask Ji Ningyi directly, that would cause the child's scar again.

Si Tian didn't know what to do, her anger mixed with some helplessness soared to the peak in an instant, she shouted: "Xiao Ai, come out!"

Xiao Ai knew that the host was not in a good mood right now, so she said softly, "I'm here."

"I want to know everything about the original owner!" Si Tian said.

Xiao Ai cried and said: "This is really impossible, host, first of all, it violates the regulations, and secondly, we don't have permission to directly instill memory."

Si Tian's tone was not good: "Then let's leave it like this? You somehow bound me to do the task, but I don't know anything about the original owner. Is this appropriate?"

Xiao Ai said: "Host, you don't have to worry about the original owner. You are two different people. Now you are the owner of your body. Everything you do now will be directly returned to you. What does this have to do with your life?" What's the difference?"

Si Tian frowned: "Then I will live like this for the rest of my life, and I'll just die."

"No!" Xiao Ai said immediately, "The reward after the task is completed is not only a second life, but also the memory of the original owner. If the host has this request at that time, it will be satisfied."

"But generally speaking, in the process of completing the task, the host will have a chance to get the memory." Xiao Ai comforted, "The host doesn't need to be so anxious, aren't you doing well now?"

Si Tian didn't speak, she was living a good life, but when she read Ji Zhile's revenge book, she felt that her baby was hurt by someone, and there was nothing she could do about it.

But she at least wants to know how they have been hurt. Although she may feel sad when she knows, Si Tian doesn't want to live this life ignorantly.

Si Tian asked: "When will I have the chance to recover my memory?"

Xiao Ai said: "It's possible during the process of completing the task, but the time the host came here is too short, less than half a year."

Hearing this time, Si Tian was in a trance for a moment, it was less than half a year, but she and the two children had a very deep relationship, and she would be sad and sad for them as well as happy for them.

Before that, Si Tian never thought that one day she would become a painless mother and fall in love with two children sincerely, because she is not a person who likes children too much in essence.

They gave her very pure and sincere love, and she liked them, as if they had some special feelings.

Si Tian closed the book and put it back to its original place, cleaned up the table, and when she pushed the stool in, she accidentally caught a glimpse of the eraser on the floor out of the corner of her eye, and bent down to pick it up.

This is a tragedy caused by an eraser.

For Ji Zhile, this was indeed a tragedy. He couldn't go back to his room, so he went back to Ji Ningyi's room, lying on the bed and crying sadly, twitching, the tip of his nose was red, and his little fists were clenched. Tightly, I accidentally remembered what happened just now in my mind, and angrily beat out of bed fiercely. Because of the strength of breastfeeding, the mattress trembled, and my body trembled accordingly.

Ji Zhile buried her head sadly again, pressed her face against the quilt, rubbed against it, and wiped all her tears on it.

Mom actually read his vendetta and read it aloud. Ji Zhile's heart was about to break. My brother was still beside him just now, so my brother must have heard it too.

hate hate! annoying!

The first reaction that came to his mind was to hold grudges, but Ji Zhile was worried about being discovered by his mother again, what should he do?

He cried even louder. Now that he can't even remember revenge, what's the point? And will my mother tell others when she sees the content of the note?

Ji Zhile thumped out of bed again, really annoying.

The door was knocked lightly, and then pushed open, Ji Zhile had good ears, and heard it immediately, turned his head quickly, and found that the person who came was Ji Ningyi.

"Why are you here?" He cried until his voice changed.

As soon as Ji Ning saw Ji Zhile's red eyes similar to those of a rabbit, thinking of the content of the vendetta he saw, his heart was filled with all kinds of feelings for his younger brother, pity and distress.

He approached and took out a wet tissue to wipe away the tears on Ji Zhile's face.

Ji Zhile felt the moisture on his face, and blinked for no reason, the red eyes were clear after washing.

"Zhile, don't cry, your eyes will hurt if you cry for too long." Ji Ningyi said.

Ji Zhile thumped off the bed viciously again: "But my mother read my vengeance notebook and read it out, woohoo, she still laughed at me!"

Ji Ning moved his hand up slightly so that Ji Zhile's tears were wiped away as soon as they came out. Ji Zhile was a little dazed, as if he hadn't cried.

"Zhile, mom didn't laugh at you." Ji Ning lowered his voice, "I think mom is sad."

"Woo." Ji Zhile looked at Ji Ningyi strangely, what Ji Ningyi said was beyond his expectation, "Why are you sad?"

Ji Ning said softly: "Because my mother loves you very much, if you say you hate her and remember it, she will definitely be sad."

Thinking of her mother's hoarse voice and the tears in her eyes just now, Ji Ningyi's mood also dropped.

He thinks Zhile is not good like this, but Zhile is already very sad, and he believes that Zhile didn't do it on purpose, so he doesn't talk about Zhile.

After hearing this sentence, Ji Zhile was a little dazed: "But my mother laughed very happily just now."

Also very loud.

Ji Ningyi said: "Because the mother is an adult, adults don't want to cry in front of the children, so when they want to cry, they will use other emotions to cover it up. The louder the mother laughs, the more sad she will be."

Ji Zhile was stunned, he didn't doubt his brother's words, because his brother was older than him and knew more than him.

So is mom really so sad? Then they are all gone now, will mom hide and cry secretly by herself?

When Ji Zhile thought of this kind of thing happening, he felt a little uncomfortable, as sad as his snacks being eaten by Yu Zihang, he clenched his fists again, bit his lip, lowered his head, his eyes were red Yes, asked in a low voice: "Then what should I do?"

Will mother dislike him after being sad?

Ji Zhile also understands a little now, if he loves someone very much, but that person is secretly holding grudges, he will be sad too.

Ji Zhile's broken heart was glued together, but he was a little dazed again.

Ji Ningyi said: "Don't cry, just tell mom that you love her very much later."

Ji Zhile thought for a while, and then gave a soft "hmm".

He sat up from the bed, quietly raised his eyes to look at Ji Ningyi, and then mustered up his courage to say, "Brother, I love you too."

After saying this, Ji Zhile didn't run away, and even smiled at Ji Ningyi, but this smile was a bit ugly, because Ji Zhile cried for too long just now, and he was afraid that his brother would be sad because he was also holding grudges The book says brother.

Ji Ning was stunned for a while, and then said in a low voice: "I also love Zhile."

After saying this, the tips of his ears turned red, and he felt embarrassed to stay here: "I'm going out, Zhile, you have a good rest."

Ji Zhile nodded obediently, thinking that her brother was very strange, because now is not the rest time.

Ji Zhile stayed in Ji Ningyi's room, sitting on the bed, dangling his legs dangling in the air, thinking about how to find his mother, he really had a grudge, but he also liked his mother very much.

Ji Zhile was entangled, because he was still a little angry in his heart, how could his mother read his vendetta?

He didn't cry anymore, but his eyes were a little sore, so he reached out and rubbed them.

Si Tian was standing at the door, and happened to see this scene when she looked in through the crack of the door.

The child sat alone on the bed, lowered his head, wiped away his tears, his shoulders drooped slightly, and his curly hair seemed to have no usual vitality.

Si Tian's heart ached and she knocked on the door.

"Please come in." Came a rustling voice.

Si Tian pushed open the door, Ji Zhile raised his head and looked at each other. Si Tian saw Ji Zhile's rabbit-like red eyes, which were slightly swollen. Seeing her, he bit his lip and lowered his head again.

So pitiful, so lovable.

Si Tian immediately said, "Zhi Le, I'm sorry."

Ji Zhile was shocked!

Mom actually apologized to him first! Mom didn't feel sad, didn't criticize him, didn't dislike him, she even apologized!

This sudden development left Ji Zhile in a daze, and he chose to accept it softly: "Yeah."

Si Tian locked the door, approached Ji Zhile, and sat beside him.

Ji Zhile didn't know what to do, his mind was in a mess, he thought about what his brother said, and then thought of his mother's laugh, and then he heard his mother's voice, slightly astringent—

"Zhi Le, I found your eraser on the ground." She handed the eraser to Ji Zhile.

Ji Zhile raised her hand, and when she took it, her fingers brushed against her palm softly, bringing a burst of warmth.

"When I was looking for an eraser for you, I found that there was no one on the desktop, so I opened the drawer and saw that there was a pencil in your notebook. I thought it was an eraser, so I opened it and saw what you wrote about your mother. Then read on." Si Tian explained.

Ji Zhile understood, and now the entanglement in his heart is much less. He thought that his mother read his vengeance notebook on purpose. It turned out that it was careless, and things that were done carelessly can be easily forgiven.

But what about his revenge?

Alas, Ji Zhile feels a little troubled.

Then he was hugged into a warm embrace, Ji Zhile was stunned for a moment, and his hair was rubbed by his mother.

"Zhile, I'm sorry, I won't read your vendetta in the future, you can continue to write if you want to, and mom won't tell anyone, including dad."

Ji Zhile blinked, completely stunned.

What kind of development is this? Why does his mother treat him so well? She is obviously very sad and apologizes to him. Is it because her mother loves him so much?

Ji Zhile felt that he had found the truth, his face turned red, and he said in a low voice, "It's okay, mom."

He opened his hands, hugged his mother's waist, and said bravely, "Mom, I don't hate you, I love you very much."

After finishing speaking, Ji Zhile was extremely embarrassed, and plunged into Si Tian's arms, even more embarrassed than he had just said to his brother.

His voice was a little hoarse, but he said seriously: "Mom, I won't hold grudges in the future."

Si Tian: "No, you have to remember!"