Chapter 384: always with you
Chapter 384 Always with you
"Youqing... have you... experienced some past that you don't want to recall..."
Gu Changan thought for a long time, and finally asked.
But Ruan Youqing froze completely, the shock and momentary panic in his eyes had nowhere to escape.
"You...you..." Ruan Youqing's voice trembled.
It wasn't until Gu Chang'an held her cold hand firmly that she pursed her lips, and said in a very soft voice, "I...I might be a different kind...I don't know how to tell you...it's just...I used to be very ridiculous All my life... that life... I didn't know people... and my family didn't have a good death. Then... Then I started all over again... The reason for doing it all over again... was still... still because of you."
Gu Changan frowned and focused on other things: "So, when you experienced those tragic past...I...I also existed?"
When Ruan Youqing saw Gu Changan's eyes, he knew what Gu Changan was thinking, and put their hands on his face, Ruan Youqing continued to speak with a trembling voice: "You are...you have been...just...it's me... I was the one who was blindfolded. But you have been trying your best to save me. I can start over now because of you..."
After finishing speaking, Ruan Youqing gradually lost her confidence.
She will tell everything, will Gu Changan...get bored with her...
Will she think she is stupid...disgusting...
Thinking of this, Ruan Youqing hugged Gu Changan's waist in a panic, the strength was so great that Gu Changan was stunned for a moment.
"Gu Chang'an, you...you don't...don't leave me because of this..." Ruan Youqing's voice was hoarse, and the unstoppable tears just rained again.
Today, somehow, she is so emotional.
After hearing Ruan Youqing's words, Gu Chang'an rubbed the back of her head with pity, and said softly, "Little fool, how could I leave you because of this kind of thing. To tell you the truth, I once... I had a similar dream...that's why I thought of asking you..."
Afterwards, Gu Changan told Ruan Youqing about the dream concisely.
Ruan Youqing with red eyes froze in shock.
When she thought she was going to stand like this, Ruan Youqing suddenly grabbed Gu Changan's hand and said excitedly, "You...are you also reborn???"
"Re...rebirth?" Gu Changan was stunned for a moment, then he quickly understood the meaning of rebirth, shook his head and said, "I should be different from you, before I met you, I was living step by step. There is no...memories belonging to the past like you do."
Ruan Youqing nodded as if feeling a little discouraged: "I...I know..."
Seeing Ruan Youqing's sleepy expression, Gu Changan felt a little uncomfortable.
It was confirmed that Ruan Youqing had lived for decades, but he hadn't been by her side all the time.
It makes people feel uncomfortable.
Although with the little fox, he may have been...
But he always felt that it was not enough.
But now, all he has to do is comfort his little fox.
Just as he stretched out his hand to pinch Ruan Youqing's cheek, there was a hasty knock on the door.
「Master! Missy has news!」
Hearing Fan'er's voice, Ruan Youqing, who was still as wilted as frost-beaten eggplant just now, instantly regained light, got up and opened the door to let Fan'er in.
Gu Changan lightly stroked the residual warmth of his fingertips, but he was disturbed, his eyes were still gentle after seeing Ruan Youqing's profile.
Fan'er didn't care about other things, and quickly told Yuejian and the others the news: "Master! The eldest lady has obtained the certificate of customs clearance, and has left for Canglong Kingdom."
"It's already passed?!" Ruan Youqing's face darkened.
Gu Changan has also walked to Ruan Youqing's side at this time: "In this case, we will set off immediately tomorrow morning. You can rest for a while now, and I will go find the governor of Gucheng."
When Gu Changan was about to leave, Ruan Youqing hugged her from behind again at this time.
The little man leaned against Gu Changan's firm and strong back, the softness and fragrance made Gu Changan's eyes darken.
Fan finally backed out quietly with a wink. And Gu Changan also turned around at this time, and hugged Ruan Youqing with his hands.
"Changan, I... I was thinking... the person I met in the previous life... and you... are one person... or two people." Ruan Youqing's voice was like a feather in Gu Changan's heart.
At this time, Gu Changan did not answer in a hurry as usual.
Because Ruan Youqing's question was also what he was thinking just now, Ruan Youqing was reborn, but he has always been living in this life.
He is a little annoyed, why can't he be reborn like Ruan Youqing, so that he can keep the memory of the two lives and protect her from any harm, instead of letting her start planning from such a young age? everything.
Just as he was frowning and irritated, something suddenly flashed across his mind.
Gu Changan suddenly remembered what he looked like when he saw Ruan Youqing for the first time.
It wasn't on the second floor of Yunjian Pavilion to see how she looked light and graceful, but when his little fox... was very young.
It's not like General Ruan said, the two had no intersection before.
Gu Changan had seen her from afar.
Just one look, and something was in his heart. It's just that at that time, he didn't think about the relationship between men and women.
Until Yunjian Pavilion saw her again, she almost didn't recognize her.
Although he doesn't have the memory of the previous life that Ruan Youqing mentioned, but...in his heart...he seems to have always had different feelings for her.
Otherwise, he won't be easily attracted.
Thinking of this, Gu Changan, who was still restless just now, suddenly felt relieved, and gently kissed her smooth forehead gently.
"I suddenly figured it out. I... have always been with you. Although I don't have the memory of my past life, I may not have a past life. But in your past life and this life... I exist, and I will always exist. Youqing, My love for you is carved into...my instinct."
Ruan Youqing looked at him stupidly, then sobbed and wanted to cry again.
After Gu Changan figured out the confusing and tricky things just now, he once again coaxed Ruan Youqing into his hands.
Until Ruan Youqing stopped thinking about those meaningless questions about who she loved, she felt that her current life was as beautiful as a dream.
After feeling happy, she obediently ran to rest.
And after Gu Changan went to the governor of Gucheng to come to clear the customs document, he sent four people from Tianwen to leave the customs first and go to Canglong Kingdom to find Ruan Youning.
This night, it was rare for Gu Changan to sleep peacefully with Ruan Youqing in his arms.
On the second day, Ruan Youqing and his party immediately packed their luggage and left for Canglong Kingdom.
Along the way, Qiu Bang has been quiet, hardly saying anything.
Until they came to the border town of Canglong Kingdom and Ning Kingdom, Huzhuo City, his face, which had always been sad and joyless, finally changed.
(end of this chapter)