Chapter 395: don't want to keep losing

Chapter 395: don't want to keep losing

  Chapter 395 I don’t want to keep losing

   Shen Xian quickly flipped through various old reports, one of which was a 4D color Doppler ultrasound.

   Shen Xian said in horror: "Impossible, the 4D color Doppler ultrasound I got is not like this!"

"I did something wrong." Xi Guangyao was emotionally unstable, "The hospital where you did the examination is my Xi's hospital. I thought that something might go wrong with the child from the very beginning, so I asked them to prepare in advance before the examination. Here comes a fake report. All your real reports, here."

   Shen Xian read the past page by page, Shen Xian, who had already had two pregnancies, understood the results of each of these examinations too well.

   Abnormal, abnormal from the very beginning, four-dimensional color Doppler ultrasound actually directly wrote that the heart is not fully developed.

  She suddenly remembered that she would be very drowsy. She fell asleep during the examination, and then woke up and the examination continued.

  She thought she might just faint for a minute or two, but it turned out that it took a long time for every inspection?

  Xi Guangyao said: "I am used to domineering. At that time, I thought, instead of letting you experience the pain of unhealthy children, it is better to let you hate me."

  She was disheartened during that time, and she was mad with anger at him. Every night, every night, all kinds of dark thoughts emerge in the bottom of my heart. The reason is this?

   "I don't believe it!" Shen Xian said angrily. "You lied to me!"

  Xi Guangyao said: "You know it's true."

  Shen Xian suddenly remembered that the whole process of her first pregnancy was not very good, such as seeing red, keeping a baby, and so on. In fact, she faintly felt that something was wrong. And when she started to feel something was wrong, Xi Guangyao began to instill in her the idea that he didn't want a child and let her get rid of it.

   Shen Xian looked at the inspection reports one after another in front of him, they were all detailed.

   "What about Tiantian? Don't be sweet, it's your decision!"

  Tian Tian's big watery eyes looked at the deep man in front of her, as if she was also listening to him.

  Xi Guangyao said: "I would be quite scared. I don't want you to go through it again, and I don't want to be disappointed again. So I thought, this child just came, and it will not hurt you much if you take medicine and abort it."

  Shen Xian roared: "Xi Guangyao, don't fool me with these!"

  Xi Guangyao continued: "I didn't expect Tiantian to be so healthy and cute. Jian Xian, you made the right decision this time."

  He smiled at Shen Xian, and suddenly took out a single tube of blood from the side. "This is my blood. Do you want to do a genetic test? You can do it yourself. If you do it, you will know if what I said is true."

   Shen Xian snatched the blood, she gritted her teeth: "If you lie to me..."

  Xi Guangyao said lightly: "Jian Xian, I have no reason to lie to you."

   Shen Xian raced all the way back.

  A lot of things flashed through her mind like a lantern.

  She had a lot of entanglements with Xi Guangyao. She was his lover, and he gave her money to save her parents.

  She knew he had tried, and he wanted her to love him. She even knew that Xi Guangyao might have feelings for her. But she also knows the distance and gap between her and him, and she loves him forever. But getting along day by day, love grows uncontrollably and crazily.

   How much is love worth? He gave her resources, money, and contacts. She also thought about it, in fact, perhaps in this relationship, the real disadvantaged person is Xi Guangyao.

  So, even if Xi Guangyao told her that he would not marry her. She couldn't bear to be such a bad person.

  So, she didn't leave him until Xi Guangyao asked her to abort her second child.

  But so many things happened, she didn't know the truth was so hopeless until she completely escaped from the cage of "Xi Guangyao".

  Their first child itself was a tragedy.

  This tragedy cannot be blamed on Xi Guangyao.

   Shen Xian felt that his mind was extremely messed up. She didn't need to test the plasma around her at all, she knew that everything Xi Guangyao said was true.

  She can no longer tell who owes whom more, and she even has a faint feeling that he saved her parents' lives. Does that mean she owes him more?

  Back to the small house of 60 square meters. Shen Xian stayed up all night.

  The next morning, Lawyer Lu made several phone calls to Shen Xian. Shen Xian looked at the phone, but didn't answer it.

A few days later, Shen Xian had been at home for several days, Lawyer Lu came home suddenly, seeing Shen Xian's dazed expression, he was startled and said: "Chen Xian, let me take you to dinner. "

   Shen Xian nodded.

   Arriving at the hotel, Shen Xian stopped talking several times. Finally, she said solemnly: "Lawyer Lu, let's forget about our marriage contract. I don't think we are suitable."

  Lawyer Lu's expression changed slightly, and his hand holding the wine glass was slightly tight: "Let's eat first."

"Ok."

   "This dish is too salty, drink some water."

  Shen Xian unpreparedly drank the water that Lawyer Lu handed over.

  Lawyer Lu looked at her and said slowly: "Shen Xian, you are actually Jian Xian, right?"

   Shen Xian looked at him in surprise. "I'm not!"

Lawyer Lu lightly said: "We have actually met before. In high school, I didn't do very well academically, and I was still a school bully. During that time, I made trouble for you, fought with you, and you There is an inconspicuous injury on my arm, I made it, I know it very well. So I know you are Jian Xian at a glance. "

"I remember that I liked you a little bit at that time, so I brought a group of people to surround you. I didn't really want to hurt you. But I didn't expect to kill three men." Lawyer Lu laughed mockingly, "Rong Feng, Xi Guangyao, and Yang Bo, these three men, no matter how many years have passed, they are so annoying. It was because of their penetration that it turned into a fight, and I hurt you unintentionally."

   "It is because of you that I want to correct myself, study hard for the exam, and become a lawyer."

  Lawyers are all recognized academic masters. A school scumbag turned into a school bully, this change is not insignificant.

   "But back then, you always looked at Xi Guangyao from afar."

Lawyer Lu's hand holding the wine glass became tighter and tighter: "I looked at you from a distance, and I knew that your heart was on Xi Guangyao. Later, you were engaged in the entertainment industry, and I also heard that you and Xi Guangyao were together. You Tiantian, your daughter, also belongs to Xi Guangyao, right? You talked about canceling the engagement with me today because of Xi Guangyao?"

   "Shen Xian, I didn't mind the part between you and Xi Guangyao. I also didn't mind that you had children. But you can't play me like this."

  Lawyer Lu looked at her unkindly: "Since we got along until now, we haven't even held hands. Don't you think it's unfair to me?"

   Shen Xian's head became heavier and heavier, and the hotness in her body made her feel that something was wrong with her.

   Shen Xian, who had been in the entertainment industry, realized what had happened to her. She said to Lawyer Lu in disbelief: "Lawyer Lu, you!"

  Lawyer Lu stared at her sullenly: "Shen Xian, I don't want... to keep losing."

  (end of this chapter)