Chapter 70:
The sound of the waves kept coming, endlessly, as if I didn't feel tired at all.
Listening to these waves, Mo Ran's heart was not as quiet and peaceful as the sea at night. Instead, it was as if a storm was approaching. There were loud and huge waves everywhere, and there was no peace at all.
She remembered a lot of things from her previous life. She saw things in her last life but never paid attention to them. Now after putting these things together again, she realized that the things that used to be looked different.
For example, in that mysterious tavern, all the news in it is called true, there will never be hearsay, and there will be no lies, but Mo Ran never believes it. She always feels that the news in the mysterious tavern seems to be true. There is no gossip about any tangible evidence, and in fact, she has always listened to these news as gossip.
Just like the news about Gruen's death, the mysterious tavern said it decently, and Mo Ran listened very intently, and she almost believed it, but when she saw it, she was already disfigured, and even her legs were crippled. When she met Grun, she had already started to treat all the news of the mysterious tavern as a joke.
However, now, when she saw Gruen and heard the shocking things he said, she suddenly realized that perhaps, the mysterious tavern had never lied, but she was too self-willed. If she didn't believe it, she sentenced the mysterious tavern to death from the very beginning, so much so that she didn't care about a lot of news about it.
Grun, Grun.
Perhaps, Gruen never died from the very beginning, she may have suffered a lot of setbacks, suffered a lot of suffering, lost her appearance, and her legs were crippled, but she never died, she was always alive, for revenge, Living to regain the glory of the so-called high elves.
And the person who died from the very beginning was Grun, the Grun who had lived to die from birth. He had no name, no status, and no status in his own race. Not even his own name, he was born to die.
Thinking of this, Mo Ran suddenly felt very cold. She couldn't imagine such a life, and she couldn't even think about it from a different standpoint. She tried to try what she would do if she were Grun, would she choose to obey?
No, she won't, she can't.
So how did Gruen do it?
How did he start from birth
No matter from which angle or direction he thought about this matter, Mo Ran still couldn't convince himself.
Predicting one's own death from birth, and preparing for the death of another person from every day of growth, how did this happen?
Mo Ran couldn't find the answer, and she didn't want to find it either.
The Mystery Tavern did not lie, Gruen is dead.
The Grun who never had his own life died.
Mo Ran didn't even dare to imagine, what was he thinking before he died? Did he cry? Or, he was already numb.
Gruun kept talking.
His voice was intermittent, as if he was half asleep and half awake, and there was no coherence in what he said, as if he said what he thought of, not for anyone to listen to, let alone to confide.
Mo Ran kept listening, and from Gu Luen's broken words, she gradually pieced together the life of a shadow that could never live in the sun.
It wasn't until this time that Mo Ran discovered that in this world, he was not the only one who was wronged, and the pain was not limited to extermination. Look, the person in front of him probably didn't even have friends in his previous life. Even after he died, no one would remember.
His life and death have always been insignificant like dust.
"Gu Luen." Mo Ran didn't know why she suddenly felt extremely sour. This feeling was as if she was standing in front of Ming Yuechen and watching all the clansmen explode one by one. That kind of hatred What lies beneath is indescribable sourness, helplessness, and despair.
Her voice was very soft, and it almost disappeared quickly with the sound of the waves, making one wonder if she really spoke, and really said something.
Gu Luen heard it, he turned his head, looked at Mo Ran, and responded in a very low and gentle way: "What?"
"Mo Ran." Mo Ran lowered his eyes, quietly looking at the extremely handsome face, at the gentle eyebrows, at the disheveled purple hair, at the slightly bluish complexion, and Those golden eyes overflowing with endless tolerance finally spit out two words slowly.
"What?" Gu Luen didn't seem to understand what Mo Ran meant.
"This is my name." Mo Ran twitched the corners of her mouth. She really wanted to give Grunn a smile, but the expression she pulled out was so stiff that she finally gave up and just explained to Grunn quietly. .
Obviously, Gu Luen was quite surprised at the fact that Mo Ran suddenly reported his name. He even widened his eyes and stared at Mo Ran for several seconds. My heart couldn't help softening.
"My name is not Xiaomei, and I am not so unlucky. My name is Mo Ran. You have to remember this name, because, from now on, I will be your friend." Mo Ran said while bending down, she It was very, very close to Gruen, and even she could feel the warmth that Gruen brought out when he breathed.
"Friend?" Gruen seemed very confused. He had never had this word in his life. His life was meant to end from the beginning, so his teacher told him that because he was destined to lose, then he couldn't Own, because owning is a pain in itself.
"I don't understand, why are they friends?" Gu Luen propped his head up on his arms, and lay on his side on the ground. The night wind blew his somewhat messy purple hair, and his golden eyes But there was deep confusion, he just looked at Mo Ran, like a newborn chick discovering the beauty of the world for the first time.
"Then what do you think?" Mo Ran also lay down like Gu Luen. She supported her head with her hands and lay beside Gu Luen. distance, saying some words that don’t need to care about identity.
"I don't know." Gruen shook his head: "When I was taught, the teacher told me that I survived because of Gruen, so everything about me belongs to Gruen, So... I have no rights."
"Teacher? Is it your teacher?" Mo Ran was very strange about this word. In her impression, no one seemed to use such a word to describe the person who taught her knowledge.
"No, I don't have a teacher, I can't have a teacher, the teacher is the one who teaches me all the knowledge, but he is not my teacher, I can't have everything, parents, sisters, friends, teachers, lovers, I have everything Can't have it."
Gruun said very quietly, in his opinion, perhaps these are very common things,
Although elves are different from humans, they are all creatures with high IQs and live in groups. In fact, they are the same in many ways. Such creatures should live in a group from birth, and they should live in groups from the very beginning. She will establish all kinds of social relationships, ranging from family to classmates, friends, or other things. However, she cannot imagine that a person, an elf, is told from birth that he cannot have all social relationships. what a tragedy.
What's even more sad and poignant is that the elf himself doesn't seem to realize this at all.
"Then do you feel sad?"
Mo Ran didn't know if it was because the sea breeze here was too gentle, if the atmosphere here was too gentle, or something else, at this moment her whole body became unusually soft, and she could even feel some Minutiae that I have never felt before.
"No." Gu Luen answered Mo Ran without thinking, and then, after hesitating for a long time, he said slowly: "I don't know what sadness is. As a shadow, I don't need to have emotions. "
"So, when you found out that I fished out the abyss and then let you jump into the big pit, you weren't angry at all?" Mo Ran suddenly understood why when he knew about this, he was just wow Apart from expressing that he was very powerful, there was no reason to blame his own emotions.
"Why are you angry? Aren't I still alive?" Gu Luen blinked and thought about Mo Ran's words seriously before laughing: "As long as you're alive, everything is good."
Mo Ran once thought that she had seen someone who had no desires and no desires, but it was only now that she understood what true desires and no desires are.
Facing Gu Luen like this, Mo Ran seemed to be filled with a sense of powerlessness in her heart. She lowered her eyelashes and sighed long, feeling a little uncomfortable, but soon she shook off this sense of powerlessness.
Mo Ran has never been the kind of person who would indulge in a certain negative emotion. Even if she died in the hands of the three races, she would jump up after being reborn and beat them half to death one by one. .
So, she sat up at once, crossed her legs to face Gu Luen, straightened her back, and said, "Now, you can have friends, you can also have family affection, and you can even have everything, anything."
Mo Ran's voice is high-pitched and energetic, and this kind of vitality is extremely easy to
"I said you can do it, so you can." Mo Ran leaned forward, grabbed Gu Luen's hand, and pulled him hard: "Sit up, just like me."
Gu Luen looked at Mo Ran in bewilderment, and looked at the dead woman. Her body seemed to be shining, with a light that people couldn't look at directly. He was pulled to sit up like this.
"What did the giant say? What is this place? This is the supreme supreme, this is the bliss of bliss, this is the glory of glory, this is the realm of God, Gu Luen, do you understand what this means?" Mo Ran's face With a faint smile on her face, her eyes seemed to have fire.
"This is a place worthy of awe. Is this the realm of the gods?" Gu Luen obviously didn't understand what Mo Ran meant, and even the tone of his speech was not very sure, as if being called by a professor in a high math class Question, but the classmate who has been sleeping just now.
Mo Ran didn't expect to find a satisfactory answer from Gu Luen's head. From her point of view, Gu Luen was completely spoiled by others, and it would not be possible to change this kind of thinking overnight. What's more, Mo Ran didn't think she could change anyone, she did this today just to make Gu Luen feel happy.
If you want to ask why Mo Ran did this, is she such a nosy person?
Of course, Mo Ran has never been such a nosy person, and her **** did all this - she must be crazy.
"No, Gu Luen, it's not." Mo Ran shook her head lightly, she patted the back of Gu Luen's hand with her hand, and motioned him to look up, and there were three bright moons in the vast night sky. "Look, there are three moons here, how many moons are there in our world?"
"One." Gu Luen looked at the moons in the sky, and was a little fascinated: "What a beautiful moon."
The three moons in the night sky here are not the same, they are the full moon, the first quarter moon and the last quarter moon, and the colors are also different, there are red, blue and white, so that the three moons appear in the sky at the same time Among them, there is a strange beauty.
"Using your words, there might be a three-month **** here." Mo Ran laughed.
"But..." Gu Luen immediately retorted: "There is only Moon God."
"So, which one is she in charge of? Or, which moon is she in charge of?" Mo Ran seemed
"Really?" Thanks to the fact that Gu Luen has never had any friends, and rarely contacts outsiders, let alone a big fool like Mo Ran, although he still doubts what Mo Ran said, but compared with the situation in the sky, Can't help but feel that Mo Ran's words are extremely reasonable.
"Of course it's true." Mo Ran nodded affirmatively: "Then, do you know what this means?"
"This is the realm of the gods. There are many gods here, which are worthy of our awe." Gurun replied immediately, and the answer was still full of his characteristics as always.
Mo Ran sighed, and finally gave up asking heuristic questions. She suddenly understood that it would be better to tell him the answer directly to this kind of ingrained elf who has been brainwashed by others, otherwise, she might be **** to death.
"No, Gu Luen." Mo Ran blinked, and said word by word in a very firm and cautious voice: "This shows that this is not our world, so here, you are not Gu Luen." Luen's shadow, you don't have to die for her, you are just you, you are Gruen, you are an elf, and I am Mo Ran, I am a dead person, I am your friend, we are friends."
Mo Ran's speech was very slow, rising up like a tide bit by bit, with undeniable firmness, wrapping Gu Luen's heart bit by bit, making him a firm man already long ago. There seemed to be a tiny crack in the inner part of the city wall.
His eyes widened little by little, and finally became round. Looking at those round golden eyes, Mo Ran suddenly remembered a long time ago, before the end of the world, when she was still the most ordinary girl. college student, a skinny stray cat suddenly appeared in the yard of her community one day.
When I saw it for the first time, it was very vigilant, no matter who approached it, it would raise its back hair and make a continuous hissing sound, but gradually, after getting familiar with it, as long as Mo Ran came back, it would He would run over, and even come back to pick La Moran's schoolbag and pockets to see if he brought him something delicious.
The current Gruen looks very much like the stray cat that approached him at ease the first time. While eating canned cat food, he stared at him with wide eyes, as if this was already the whole world.
"I am not the shadow of Gruun? I am
"Yes, Gu Luen, you are you." Mo Ran told him again in a firm tone: "This is not our world, we have no other identities, we are all ourselves."
"I am me?" Gruen seemed to be completely fascinated by these people, his round eyes gradually returned to their original shape bit by bit, and he kept repeating these words, never The tone was hesitant and slow at first, but later became quick and sure.
Mo Ran narrowed her eyes and looked at Gu Luen, as if she saw a gap in an impenetrable city wall that had been torn apart, and something was protruding from the back of the city wall.
Mo Ran didn't know what kind of changes this would bring to Gu Luen, nor did she know what kind of changes this would bring to the entire elf family, but she only knew one thing, the elf in front of her liked this kind of change very much.
that's enough.
So, what did these bring me? Mo Ran thought about this question seriously for two seconds, and then put it away, which brought her happiness, the kind of happiness that destroyed the fact of the mysterious tavern.
"I am me!" Gruen stood up from the ground, and he shouted loudly: "I am me! I am me!" While shouting, he danced and danced on the beach, spinning and jumping continuously, as if only this kind of The ultimate body dance can bring him the ultimate pleasure.
Suddenly, he rushed towards Mo Ran from a distance, and when he rushed in front of her, he stopped suddenly, looked down at Mo Ran who was still sitting cross-legged on the ground, and Mo Ran also looked up. looked at her.
It was obviously the same face, but Mo Ran felt that something was different, it was full of vitality like a spring breeze, and even his handsome face became clear and vivid.
That kind of vitality has an irresistible appeal, and even Mo Ran's dry and boring life has gradually become more green in spring. She looked at Gu Luen's smiling face quietly, and also Can't help but smile gradually.
In the next second, Gu Luen stretched out his hand. He grabbed Mo Ran's arm and pulled her up from the ground. He said, "Mo Ran, do you know "Life Wine Song"?"
"have no idea."
"That's the song we elves sing at the Brewfest every year
"Every elf will sing this song from birth, and they will sing it loudly during the Brew Festival." When Gu Luen was talking, he even began to hum a very cheerful tune, which Mo Ran had never heard before. I've heard it, but I have to say it sounds good, and with the blessing of the spirit's ethereal singing voice, it's even more beautiful, like the sound of heaven.
"But because of my identity, I have never participated in a wine festival, and I have never sung this song at a wine festival. I remember when I was a child, I hid in the shadows and watched everyone singing. I also looked forward to it, and practiced this song secretly without daring to speak out, hoping to sing it one day, but as I grew up day by day, I realized that I would not have such an opportunity.”
Although it is talking about the tragic past, in Gruen's radiant expression, it seems that this misery has also become a small tonic for life, "I didn't know until today that my practice at that time was useful. Meaningful, because I finally have the opportunity to sing this song, and finally someone is willing to listen to me sing this song.”
"Mo Ran, today is the first time I sing this song, Mo Ran, I only sing it for you alone."
Gu Luen's ethereal voice diffused in the night like water vapor in a spring day, stirring up emotions with a moving breath. He suddenly stopped his jumping steps and stood under the three-colored moonlight, Looking at Mo Ran quietly is like looking at the most charming treasure in the world.
There seemed to be Momo's warmth in his eyes, bit by bit staining Mo Ran's cold heart, making it wet.
Everything seems to be fine.
The author has something to say: I feel so tired after going through the plot all the time, let's have some emotion. As I write, I feel that Gu Luen is actually a good male lead. Anyway, it is quite interesting to cultivate a loyal dog or something...
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