Chapter 135: no one ever finds you ashamed
Chapter 135 No one ever thinks you are ashamed
I got off topic while chatting.
"After staying at home for so long, I want to go out for a walk."
"I'll buy you whatever you want. If you're bored, go to the flower house, go to the garden, go to the lake. It's so cold outside that no one else wants to go out."
This is another set of rhetoric.
Wen Hua doesn't play hard with him either, she knows best that he will take the soft and not the hard, and smart women will try their best to get what they want.
"But I've been to all these places, and there's nothing new about them. I won't go to other places. I'll go to your company to deliver delicious food to you, okay?"
Xi Mo stared at her for a few seconds, then nodded.
Knowing that he couldn't refuse to act like a baby, Wen Wei secretly felt complacent, feeling that she was extremely attractive, and devoured this man to death.
Xi Mo sighed in his heart, he had already seen that she was putting on a show, but even if she pretended to be a baby, he was very useful.
Forget it, he didn't even think about really trapping her for a month, and he also 'grounded' her for a long time, so he should let her out.
Although she was allowed to go out, Xi Mo didn't allow her to drive by herself. The road conditions are bad in cold weather, so she asked the driver to follow her wherever she went.
After sending the small cake she made by herself to his company, she sat with him for a while, and slipped away when she saw him get up to work.
After Xi Mo went to the lounge to look for her after the meeting, he realized that she had already slipped away. He shook his head dumbfounded, and knew that it was an excuse to bring him food, so he didn't know where he went to play.
Wen Hua made an appointment with Zhou Shulong to meet, but she couldn't come due to something, so she sat and drank afternoon tea alone.
When I was about to get up, I met an unexpected person.
Xi Mo thought she would play outside for a while, but he didn't expect her car to be parked in the garage when he got home.
Walking into the living room, the aunt greeted her, "Go upstairs and see the young lady, she seems to be in a bad mood."
Frowning slightly, he went straight upstairs.
As soon as he opened the door, he saw a man sitting on the carpet beside the bed crying heartbroken, and he panicked.
"What's wrong?"
Her eyes were red and swollen, and her cheeks were full of tears. It was obvious that she had been crying for a long time, and she was sobbing all the time.
Take a tissue to wipe her tears, but can't stop, he also sits on the carpet and hugs her.
"What's wrong? Who messed with you, tell me, I'll clean him up for you."
Tears were still falling, Wen Wei covered her mouth, "Xi Mo, I met Rong Qiu..."
He frowned, "Did she mess with you?"
Wen Wei shook her head, crying her voice broken, "She said... Lu Yu... Lu Yu is gone!"
After speaking, the tears fell even more fiercely, "Why aren't you here? Xiao Yu'er is such a nice person, so young... I haven't seen her for many years, she used to be so good to me, why didn't I even have the chance to see her once?" No more, who would know that eight years ago was the last time we saw each other..."
"She became a policeman, and she sacrificed herself last month to save some children who fell into the water... what happened last month!" She sobbed, "It's all my fault, I haven't contacted them for so many years, if I had found them sooner, You can also see how lively she is..."
"Am I ruthless? I didn't contact anyone when I left, and left all my good friends just because I experienced some bad things. They must think that I am ruthless... But, but in those years, I really I have nightmares every day, I hate Tang Junshen! I hate Sun Ruoshu! I still feel ashamed, I can’t face my classmates... It’s not that I’m indifferent and forget them, I really... I really..."
Xi Mo pressed her into his arms, tears soon soaked his shirt, he comforted her in a hoarse voice, "I know, I know you are not doing well, no one blames you, how could anyone blame you, everyone I care about you, feel sorry for you, we all know your difficulties. You can hide from us, you can hate Tang Jun deeply, you can hate Sun Ruoshu, or you can hate me... But you can't feel ashamed of yourself, you are the victim, you are clean."
"Wen Hua, no one has ever felt ashamed of you. It's too late for everyone to like you. Teachers, classmates, and your roommates, no one has ever blamed you."
Wen Hua went from sobbing and crying at the beginning to crying loudly, and her emotions could no longer be stretched.
"I will never see Lu Yu again, I will never see Lu Yu again..."
"I couldn't even attend her funeral! Xi Mo, I haven't seen Xiao Yuer as an adult. It turns out that our fate was broken eight years ago..."
Seeing her crying so hard, Xi Mo's heart felt as if someone had tightened it with a rope, and his internal organs ached.
The big palm comforted her back over and over again, "Don't cry, don't cry, your eyes won't be able to bear it if you cry any more. I'll take you to see her tomorrow, okay?"
It took him a long time to comfort her before calming her down. Her eyes were swollen until there was only a slit left, her face was covered with criss-cross tears, and she was still twitching. He wiped her face with a veil before he comforted her to sleep.
She was very restless in her sleep, Xi Mo held him in his arms and patted her on the back lightly, she fell asleep almost midnight.
The next day when she woke up, her usually delicate face was not looking good, and her eyes were swollen like walnuts. After dinner, he took her to fly to Lucheng.
After visiting Lu Yu's cemetery, the two stayed in his former house for one night. On the third day, she looked a little better, but she was still in a sad state.
She knew that he was busy with business and asked him to return to Tongcheng. At this time, other things were not as important to her, so Xi Mo put off work for a few days to be with her.
"You used to sleep in this bedroom, remember?" He led her around the villa, chatting to divert her attention.
Wen Hua was quiet, and nodded when she heard the words.
"I have never let anyone else live in this room after you lived in it." Looking at the furnishings in the house, he recalled the memories deep in his memory, "This house belongs to my mother, and Lucheng is her hometown. , she died when I was 11 years old, and I lived in this house all by myself after she left. I was used to being alone until you lived in that winter... I was actually quite happy in those few days.”
"You are the first one, apart from the servants and the cook, the first person who cooks for me. I have to stay in my mother's hometown if I don't go to Switzerland. Before I was 16, my grandfather arranged someone to take care of me. Later, I hated them. Trouble, after the age of 16, I live alone."
Wen Hua wanted to ask something, but still didn't ask.
His past didn't seem very happy, she could feel it.
Holding her hand, Xi Mo looked at the bright sky outside, "Take you somewhere."
The car drove out slowly, and when he passed a certain long street, the corners of his lips curled up, "It was a colder winter than now, you sat alone in the cold wind, your eyes and nose were red, I was shocked when I saw it. Jump."
"I've never seen you so pitiful."
Wen Hua looked over and saw that the paint on the bench had faded and became old. Thinking of the past, she nodded, "It was really cold that day, and I only had money for one night's hotel stay in my pocket. I was very worried. I didn't expect to meet you. Your The time is indifferent..."
Xi Mo looked unnatural for a moment, "But didn't I also bring you home later?"
"Well," she nodded, "thank you."
Xi Mo glanced at her and drove across the long street.
(end of this chapter)