Chapter 319: 320: Fu Xiting said: I can't help it

Chapter 319: 320: Fu Xiting said: I can't help it

  Chapter 319 320: Fu Xiting said: I have no choice

   "Dad, what did your Excellency tell you?"

  As soon as the old man entered the house, Xu Zhi eagerly greeted him.

   When the old man was taken away by Your Excellency, it happened to be meal time.

  Jiang's family was sitting at the table eating, when your people rushed in and took them away.

  It’s fine if it’s someone else, but it’s the Tian family.

   is an existence that they have been unattainable in this life, but this unattainable existence is now standing in front of them.

   extended branches to them.

   It seems to want them to climb up.

   Such a good opportunity is in front of them, how can they not cherish it?

  The old man looked at Xu Zhi and the others, sighed helplessly, and glanced at the aunt and housekeeper standing aside.

  The latter withdraws wisely.

  On the sofa, the old man picked up the cup and took a sip of water: "I haven't seen you."

   "Then your Excellency sent someone to pick up father—."

  The old man didn't know how to say this for a while.

  If Fu Xiting is just an ordinary person, and Fu Xiting's elders come to tell him about Jiang Yi blowing the pillow, he can still stand on the commanding heights of the elders and say a few words.

  But now—he is your nephew.

  He is not qualified to say so.

   In other words, the relationship between Jiang Yi and the Jiang family is a little better.

  He is also qualified to speak.

  But now—Your Excellency, he dare not offend, and so does Fu Xiting.

  If he went to Jiang Yi now, he would definitely be angered by Fu Xiting.

"dad?"

   Seeing that the old man was silent, Xu Zhi called out eagerly.

   "Mr. Fu is your nephew."

boom--.

  The cup in Xu Zhi's hand fell to the ground, and the flowers broke.

   Unbelievable eyes fell on the old man: "You said, Fu Dong is your nephew?"

  The old man nodded.

  Jiang Si was even more shocked: "Why have I never heard of it before?"

  The old man sighed, sorry!

  Knowing that the relationship between them is so close, he will not drive Jiang Yi out no matter what.

  Good and evil will be rewarded in the end These words seem to have been verified in front of the old man.

  He's always wanted to get to the top again.

   Exhausted various methods and means to display various plans.

   are all fruitless.

  But I never thought that my granddaughter married your nephew. The relationship between them can be imagined, but it is a matter of one sentence, but I go around and can't reach the point.

   Miserable! It's really miserable!

   "Your Excellency and Mr. Fu don't like to talk about family affairs outside, I don't know it's normal."

  Xu Zhi frowned suspiciously: "Then why did you go to find Dad today?"

   "Your Excellency had some family conflicts with Mr. Fu, let me persuade Jiang Yidang to be your bedside person."

   "Why is she?" Jiang Si yelled angrily.

  The old man's sullen eyes fell on Jiang Si: "Why don't you know about her? It's not your fault that Jiang Yi married Fu Xiting everywhere?"

   "How can I get the credit?" Jiang Si muttered a little afraid to face the old man.

   "Is there, you know in your heart that you don't need to come to me to pretend to be innocent."

  The old man was furious. Ever since he knew that Fu Xiting was your nephew, he felt that he had loved the wrong person for so many years.

  If Jiang Yi and the others stayed by his side, he would not be so embarrassed now.

   A careless move and everything is lost.

  Xu Zhi saw the old man's anger and knew that today's matter had nothing to do with them. He glanced at Jiang Si and took her upstairs first.

   "Mom, why did you ask me to go upstairs?"

   "Didn't you see it? The old man regretted it," Xu Zhi said indifferently.

   "What does he regret?"

   "It's you who regretted the pain for so many years, not Jiang Yi. If it was Jiang Yi, he has got everything he wants now."

  Jiang Si was furious, and his face was extremely ugly.

   "Then let him go to Jiang Yi, see if Jiang Yi wants him."

"If Jiang Yi doesn't let him go as far as he can, I'll write his name upside down. When he needs us, he will be with us. When he doesn't need us, he regrets it and wants to kick us away. That was just now. What kind of attitude? Grandpa is old and still doesn’t accept his old age. He really thinks that he is the same as when he was young. He can still call the wind and rain and stand at the top! Those who really want to be in high positions have already gone up before retirement, and none of them Those are the people who deserve to come down, what level are you, don't you have any clues in your heart?"

  Jiang Si stood angrily in the bedroom and cursed.

   It doesn't matter whether the door is closed or not.

"I am also convinced. I don't accept the wall and the old lady these days, so I obey him. The whole family is smarter than him. We are all fools, aren't we? How did uncle control him? Isn't it all our family who is in charge of him? Take care of him, even if there is no credit, there is hard work, right? But look at the present?"

   "People don't care about your credit or your hard work. What they care about is their bright future."

   "Okay, let's not say a few words, Xu Zhi is next to him and speaks decently."

   Didn't close the door either, as if it was because Jiang Si's yelling could be heard downstairs.

  As if the old man could hear it.

   "Why should I say a few words less? We have always had a clear conscience towards grandpa, and this is not necessarily the case with grandpa towards us. Those who have a guilty conscience don't want to apologize, why should those who have a clear conscience bear it?"

  Jiang Si said, closing the door with a bang.

  Turn around and go back to your bedroom.

   This evening.

   It was early in the morning when Fu Xiting came out of the study.

  When I opened the bedroom door, I felt the cool wind rushing in through the balcony door at the end of October, making the whole room chilly.

  Fu Xiting stood at the door of the bedroom, looking at the big bed in the bedroom, but did not see anyone.

  There was a moment of panic and worry rushing up in his mind, so he turned around eagerly, and strode downstairs with eager steps, wishing for the wind under his feet.

  Fu Xiting panicked.

   It was a kind of panic that Jiang Yi couldn't see.

  It's the horror of not being forgiven for doing something wrong.

  He knew that the problem with Jiang Yi hadn't been resolved yet, and the reason why he lived in harmony recently was because Jiang Yi was in poor health, not in the mood, and didn't have the energy to argue with him.

  As for solving problems, the same is true.

  He knows better than anyone else that if Jiang Yi's body returns to its original state.

  The relationship between them is definitely not as good as before, and they will even fall apart.

   "Suxin, Suxin," the man's voice became louder and louder.

  Before people arrive, the sound advances.

  When the person standing at the foot of the stairs stepped down the stairs, the drowsy servant on duty trembled with fright.

"gentlemen."

   "Where's your wife?" The man looked nervous.

"After drinking the Chinese medicine at night, my wife said that the smell of the medicine in the master bedroom was too strong, which affected my sleep, so I went to the guest room." Fortunately, fortunately, Suxin mentioned this matter to her when she was resting, otherwise she would really be in a hurry when facing the husband. I don't know how to open my mouth to explain.

  Fu Xiting's heart hanging in his throat fell hard.

   Turned around and headed towards the second floor.

   Pushing open the door of the guest room, the man saw the lump under the quilt.

  Jiang Yi sleeps on the left, and two cats sleep at her feet.

   After a while, he heard the sound of the door, and raised his eyes to look at him.

  Fu Xiting approached and rubbed the cat's head with his big palm. The little guy purred and rolled up his belly happily.

  Fu Xiting stopped in time to avoid disturbing Jiang Yi.

  The man stretched out his hand to cover the quilt on her body.

  The night was so dark that the purrs of the two cats were so close that I couldn't hear them.

  But on such a hazy night, Jiang Yi seemed to be sleeping and waking up, as if she knew that Fu Xiting was by her side, she was so sleepy that she didn't even want to lift her eyes.

   But still did not forget what he wanted to say.

   "When this matter is over, we will divorce."

  Fu Xiting's hand behind her head froze.

  Quiet night When Jiang Yi's calm words flowed out slowly, they poured into Fu Xiting's heart.

   That feeling is so miserable.

  The feeling of heartache and inability to speak made Fu Xiting seem to become a mute, and he sat quietly beside Jiang Yi.

for a long time! for a long time!

  It was so long that Jiang Yi felt that this person had left.

  Opening his eyes to look at him, what he got in return was the man's aggressive kiss and the urge to tear her apart.

  Jiang wanted to struggle, but the man held his face with his hands.

   No matter how hard she struggles, she cannot avoid it.

   Between the intertwined lips and teeth, Fu Xiting's mouth was full of the smell of traditional Chinese medicine.

  The man pushed Jiang Yi hard into his arms.

  From the thin lips, to the ears, and then to the chest.

   Attack her inch by inch.

   A gasp sounded in my ear: "You know, I don't want to."

   "You know it too, I have to."

  Jiang Yi looked at the ceiling expressionlessly and spoke.

  “I admit that I did something wrong first, but it doesn’t mean I don’t want to correct it.”

   "Knowing mistakes can make a big difference. This kind of statement doesn't hold for me."

invalid?

   No, no, no, it’s not true.

   Fu Xiting obviously knew that in Jiang Yi's heart, he was not qualified to be treated specially.

  Knowing mistakes can improve a lot. This sentence Jiang Yi can be applied to Lin Jingzhou, but not to him.

  How cruel!

   "Yiyi, you are too cruel to me."

  The man's lips and teeth fell on her bare shoulders, biting Jiang Yi slightly frowned.

   "Fu Xiting, what if I treat you the same way I treated Lin Jingzhou? That would be cruel."

  Jiang Yi's hand fell on Fu Xiting's hair, and stroked it slowly.

  When the long-lost warmth suddenly came, Fu Xiting froze.

   And Jiang Yi suddenly realized that his work is inertial.

  Every night after the two of them, Fu Xiting would lie on her body and kiss her gently, from the ear to the chest, and she, just like today, would reach out and caress him gently.

  Talking about homework and talking about love.

  And today—there should be no such action.

  Seeing Jiang Yi suddenly stop, Fu Xiting said in an almost pleading tone: "Touch me, baby."

  Jiang Yi's hand slowly fell from Fu Xiting's soft hair. Fu Xiting grabbed her palm and was forced to interlock his fingers.

   And took her hand and slowly brought it to her lips: "Yiyi,"

   "Fu Xiting, you know, this trick doesn't work for me."

   "Have pity on me, I beg you."

  A person as proud as Fu Xiting is now leaning on Jiang Yi and begging her to take pity on him.

   How rare.

He never felt that his life was full of flowers. On the contrary, being born in such a family was an indelible pain in his life. This pain was not relieved until he met Jiang Yi. Fu Xiting felt more than once For him, Jiang Yi is salvation, a ray of light in the gloomy life, leading him out of the haze.

  But now, this Moguang actually wants to leave him. This cruel approach is tantamount to kicking him back to **** and letting him return to the chaotic world.

"I was born in the dark, I grew up in the dark, until I met you, Yiyi, until I met you, I was already alone and helpless, you can't kick me back so cruelly, you know better than anyone, but I I have a choice, and I will never do anything to hurt you."

"Being calculated and persecuted is something I don't want to see, but if Meng Qian threatens me with other things, I will never care about their life and death, but the thing he used to threaten me is you. Meaning— .”

"It's you-."

"They are just outsiders to me, but you are the treasure of my heart. How can I bear my beloved woman being hurt by others! Between advance and retreat, either I hurt you, or others hurt you, I hurt You, at least I can control it to that extent, but if someone else comes to hurt you, I can't guarantee that they will do something crazy to make me regret it."

   "Yiyi—I can't choose,"

   "You have a choice, choose to tell me about things."

"Fu Xiting, you don't say it because you have a hidden worry in your heart, and you haven't told me this kind of hidden worry until now. Do you love me? Then you should know that people have extremely strict requirements on the one they love in this life. It's like you can accept other women flirting with Lin Jingzhou, but you can't accept that I have anything to do with Lin Jingzhou."

   "These are two different things." Fu Xiting explained in a hoarse voice.

   "But in my opinion, this is the same thing," Jiang Yi said in a high tone, forcing Fu Xiting to express his unspeakable difficulties.

   "You are not in my position, so you don't know how difficult my road is." Fu Xiting wanted to refute.

   "You are not me, and you don't know that I was learning the truth. My heart is so painful. I even wish I could die on the plane at that time. Why bother to live again."

   "Yiyi—," Fu Xiting couldn't hear Jiang Yi saying death.

   "Fu Xiting—."

   The quarrels intensified, and Yu Garden, which was originally quiet, was awakened by bursts of silence.

  The two cats in the house have long lost sleepiness.

  The dark bedroom is slightly lit by the street lamp outside.

  Jiang Yi looked at Fu Xiting's forbearing face, and the anger in his heart gradually rose: "You keep saying you love me, so is this your love?"

  She reached out to push Fu Xiting away, got up and left, but just as her toes occupied the floor, Fu Xiting pushed her back on the bed.

   "Everyone has a past that cannot be mentioned in their hearts. I don't tell you, not because I don't want you to know, but because I don't want you to see that I have lived in such a dirty environment since I was a child."

"Jiang Yi, you are right. People in this life are extremely demanding on the one they love, but they also have low self-esteem. I don't want you to see the dark side of my life, and I don't want you to see it either. I grew up living in such a dirty environment, because I love you, so I don't want you to see my worst side, because I love you. I don't want you to see those dirty things, because I love you , I want you to look forward to the beauty of the future and imagine our beautiful life in the future, instead of looking back and seeing naked and dirty human nature."

  Fu Xiting stared at her, his eyes were so red that he was about to bleed.

  Looking at Jiang Yi, the veins on his face were straight out of forbearance.

  Jiang Yi looked at Fu Xiting who was pressing on her body, only to see that the man was trembling all over.

"How do you want me to tell you? In order to have enough money to support him to sit in a high position, my own uncle designed poison to make my father die slowly. How do you want me to tell you that my mother and others A man went to bed and gave birth to a child who should not exist in this world, and this man was specially sent by the Meng family to restrain her? How do you want me to tell you that I knew these things when I was a teenager The truth, I watched my father die in front of me, and my mother slept with other men, Yiyi, you know that I have hidden feelings, but you force me to tell these truths that make me feel extremely dirty. "

  Fu Xiting pinched Jiang Yi with his palm and handed her arm, almost shattering her bones.

  Jiang Yi's inner anger turned into guilt in Fu Xiting's short words.

  She understands Fu Xiting's feelings so well, just like when she was young, she didn't want others to know about her family situation.

   It's like entering the negotiating court for the first time, and she doesn't want anyone to know that she came from a humble background next to a bunch of ladies and sons from wealthy families.

  Do your best to hide these truths.

  And for the sake of my little vanity, I tried my best to sit in a high position.

  She does not deny that she is capable, but all of these internal drives stem from the inferiority complex that her family is not as good as others.

   "A proud peacock was forced to bow its head by you, almost kneeling in front of you, begging for your forgiveness."

  The four words of shame and shame are not enough to describe Fu Xiting's mood at the moment. His long eyelashes cover his gloomy eyes, and he looks directly at Jiang Yi as if he was looking directly at an executioner.

   "Jiang Yi, you love me, but you love yourself more, and I love myself, but you love you more."

"I have always thought that you and I are the same. I didn't realize until today that you and I are fundamentally different. I know that human nature is dirty and unreliable, but I still choose to love you. And you, obviously can choose to love me, but I always feel that human nature is dirty and marriages are unreliable."

   "Because I've been in the rain, so I want to hold an umbrella for you."

   "And you, because you have been drenched in the rain, you want to break my umbrella."

   "Don't speak so grandly of yourself, this is a matter of principle," Jiang Yi's argument was not as powerful as before.

   On the contrary, with a little bit of injustice.

   "This is a matter of choice. You can choose to trust me unconditionally, but you still choose to doubt me and question me."

   "Jiang Yi, we don't love each other that much."

  Fu Xiting seemed to be drained of all his strength by this matter.

  The originally agitated person slowly withdrew his gaze, forcing himself to become calm.

  The hand that fell on Jiang Yi's shoulder also slowly retracted.

  That kind of loss and forbearance made Jiang Yi feel that he was an executioner.

   She seemed to be holding a knife, beheading the self-esteem of a proud man.

   "If I don't love myself, will you love me?"

  Jiang Yi's words gave Fu Xiting a pause when he stood up.

  Four eyes met, what he saw was the indifference in Jiang Yi's eyes, and his indifferent and disappointed face.

She had to admit that what Fu Xiting just said hit her heart directly, making her feel like a murderer at this moment, relying on Fu Xiting's love for herself, forcing her to break her wings in front of her, Forced him to pluck out the shameful feathers on his body one by one.

   Cruel?

   Cruel.

  He forced Fu Xiting to let go of his self-esteem, bowed his head and knelt down in front of him, forcing him to tell how dirty and unbearable he was when he was young.

  Forcing him to dig out the past events of Cheng An that should have been kept dusty, put them in front of her, and tell them one by one.

  Forcing him to tear open his flesh, and take out the filth inside bit by bit for himself to see.

  Jiang Yi's hands were shaking.

  She originally thought that what Fu Xiting said about having no choice was nothing more than a choice between Dongting Group and her.

   But in reality, Fu Xiting had no choice but to choose between the family's dirty history and maintaining the dignity of the dead.

  She was too cruel, a living person tore off the fig leaf of the dead.

   Relying on the fact that he is still alive, he behaves recklessly.

   "So in your heart, I am such a superficial person."

  Fu Xiting got up and looked down at Jiang Yi.

  When pain and disappointment followed, the sense of powerlessness in him immediately appeared.

  The days of pretending to be calm seemed to have vanished at this moment.

  Jiang Yi watched the man walk to the door.

  The hands that fell beside her squeezed together fiercely.

   His fingertips were trembling.

"Why?"

   "Why did you hide it for so long and suddenly say it today?"

Fu Xiting stopped, stopped at the end of the bed, did not look back, and his low tone was like a person on the verge of death: "Because you forced me to do nothing, I don't want to divorce, I want to get your forgiveness, except to tear open my own wound There is no other way."

   Wow! Tears from the corners of Jiang Yi's eyes slammed onto the back of his hand.

  A drop of clear tears seemed to be extremely hot, and she subconsciously wanted to shake it off.

   During the movement, it was thrown onto the desk lamp on the bedside table, and with a snap, the desk lamp shattered to the ground.

  The two cats ran away in fright and slipped away from Fu Xiting's feet.

  The man looked back, and it wasn't Jiang Yi's scarlet back of the hand that caught his eyes at first glance, but the tears on her face.

  In an instant, he plunged into the depths of Fu Xiting's heart.

   "What are you crying about?"

  Jiang Yi was crying silently, but it gradually turned into a deep sob.

  Why are you crying?

  Jiang Yi dare not answer this question.

   It's hard to say.

  She covered her hands, sobbing and crying, held her injured hand in front of Fu Xiting, choked up and said, "Hand hurts."

hand pain?

  Fu Xiting thought, not necessarily.

  The man sat on the edge of the bed, staring at her like the deep sea.

   After a while.

  Holding Jiang Yi's head with his hand, he put his thin lips on her, holding her cheek and tossing and turning.

  Different from the previous rudeness, this time, whether Jiang Yi or Fu Xiting are trying their best to restrain themselves and make themselves gentle.

   At midnight, Jiang Yi's urging voice sounded in the quiet bedroom: "Hurry up, I'm coming."

  Fu Xiting, on the other hand, always focused on Jiang Yi in this kind of matter. The man lowered his waist and sent her to the peak. In an instant, Jiang Yi's gasps and groans exploded beside Fu Xiting's ears.

   Looking at the number of words, you should know how good I am at fishing,

  

  

  (end of this chapter)