Chapter 18 Gentle
Thinking of this possibility, Yang Hao suddenly felt a little complicated.
Yang Hao has never thought that he is a good person. He has performed missions everywhere these years, what kind of things he has done, and after high-intensity missions, women and alcohol are always the best medicines to relax physical and mental fatigue. These years, Yang Hao But they are seldom emotional, because for them at the beginning, love is too far away. For them, no one knows whether they will die in the next mission. For such people, it is not good to talk about feelings. Hurt others?
Withdrew from Yinlong and retired to Zhonghai, Yang Hao lived an ordinary life that he had never thought of before. Although this life was monotonous, he didn't have to worry about dying at any time, and he could sleep peacefully, but Yang Hao's heart was on the contrary. Feel so lonely and empty.
Out of the flames of war, out of high-intensity and high-risk tasks, Yang Hao's people seem to have lost their previous energy.
His heart has not settled down. After living in Zhonghai for more than a month, he always feels that he is an outsider, not only from another place, but also emotionally speaking, he seems unable to integrate into this kind of life.
Under such circumstances, Yang Hao never thought of developing a relationship like an ordinary person, and then marrying a wife and having children. He felt that he was not mentally prepared at all.
He could see and feel the affection in Zhou Manyuan's eyes, but he dared not accept it.
Not only because his heart has not yet settled down, but also because he now has a wife. No matter how this wife treats him or how they discord, this is an iron fact and cannot be changed.
Zhou Manyuan was full of vigor, she was a beautiful and enthusiastic girl, Yang Hao didn't want to hurt such a woman.
Yang Hao decided to retreat quickly.
Yang Hao drank all the remaining beer into his stomach in a hasty gulp, stood up and said with a smile: "It's getting late, you should rest early, I won't disturb you, I'll go home first .”
Zhou Manyuan kept staring at Yang Hao. She could see Yang Hao drinking his beer in one gulp. What's more, he had been sitting in the room for less than five minutes, why did he suddenly propose to go home in such a hurry?
Zhou Manyuan stood up reluctantly, but looked at Yang Hao with some doubts. Yang Hao didn't dare to look her in the eyes, and avoided her gaze by walking out.
Zhou Manyuan was originally very smart and careful, Yang Hao's subtle movements showed Yang Hao's heart, and Zhou Manyuan understood it all at once.
He must have been frightened by the way he stared at his face just now, that's why he finished his beer in such a hurry and bid farewell to himself...
He understood what he was thinking!
Seeing Yang Hao walking towards the door, Zhou Manyuan suddenly felt a little impulsive. She knew that if she didn't say something now, she might not have the courage to say it in the future, or she might not have the chance to say it.
Yang Hao's appearance of leaving in a hurry has already shown his attitude.
"Brother Yang..."
Yang Hao had already reached the door, and was about to open it, when he suddenly heard Zhou Manyuan's cry, the voice was not loud, with a slight trill.
Yang Hao stopped in his tracks, turned around, with a smile on his face: "What's the matter?"
Zhou Manyuan stood in front of Yang Hao, looked at the smile on Yang Hao's face, suddenly summoned courage in her heart, took a step forward, and put her arms around Yang Hao's waist.
Yang Hao was stunned.
"Brother Yang, I think I... fell in love with you."
Yang Hao opened his eyes wide and looked at Zhou Manyuan in surprise, but Zhou Manyuan didn't dare to look directly into Yang Hao's eyes, but lowered her head, as if waiting for Yang Hao's answer.
Yang Hao swallowed with difficulty, took a deep breath, organized his words, and then said in a low voice: "Zhou Manyuan..."
Zhou Manyuan gave a low voice, but still didn't look up.
"You are a good girl, you shouldn't put your feelings on someone like me..." Yang Hao said here, and noticed that Zhou Manyuan's shoulders trembled obviously. This movement made Yang Hao hesitate for a while, but after thinking about it, Yang Hao gritted his teeth and continued: "You will meet a good man who really loves you and is worthy of your love."
Zhou Manyuan raised her head, her rosy face was already a little pale: "Brother Yang, don't you like me at all, then today you..."
Yang Hao had a headache. At this time, he would rather deal with the vicious gangsters who were armed with live ammunition than to face Zhou Manyuan's disappointed and sad face. The tears in his eyes were no less powerful than bullets. unable to bear.
"We're friends, aren't we? If a friend is in trouble, it's natural that we have to use both sides, don't you think?"
Yang Hao pretended to be relaxed and explained, but Zhou Manyuan shook her head, apparently not satisfied with Yang Hao's answer, Yang Hao didn't know what to say for a while, so he just shut up.
After a long while, Zhou Manyuan lowered her head with a disappointed face, and slowly retracted her hands from Yang Hao's side: "I'm sorry, I was reckless, Brother Yang, you can go home."
Zhou Manyuan's disappointed expression was like a needle inserted into Yang Hao's heart, making Yang Hao himself tangled up, he gritted his teeth and said, "Zhou Manyuan, you are a beautiful girl, even a man would like you, But I can't like you..."
Zhou Manyuan stared at Yang Hao, her eyes were full of doubts, as if she was asking, you said that any man would like you, why don't you like me?
Yang Hao smiled bitterly: "I'm already married, and I have a wife."
Zhou Manyuan's small mouth opened in surprise, her eyes widened by two points, and she looked at Yang Hao in disbelief.
Yang Hao spread his hands: "I'm really not lying to you, I'm really married, so..."
Zhou Manyuan had a complicated expression on her face, and she didn't know whether it was joy or sadness: "You said you can't accept me because you have a wife, not because you don't like me?"
Yang Hao smiled helplessly: "It seems that there is no difference..."
Zhou Manyuan was silent, she didn't know what she was thinking for a while, the room suddenly became quiet, and the atmosphere was a bit oppressive and awkward.
Yang Hao didn't know what to say for a while, he could only say: "Rest early, I'm leaving."
Watching Yang Hao close the door and leave, Zhou Manyuan walked back to the sofa in a daze, sat down slowly, and lay on the sofa, her mind was messed up, her face changed, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
...
Yang Hao sat in the Highlander, the cool night wind blowing in from the car window, blowing on Yang Hao's face, the heat in his heart finally subsided slowly.
Thinking of what happened just now, Yang Hao couldn't help but smile wryly.
He is still not sure whether Zhou Manyuan's confession just now was because of the stimulation of today's events. Many people will do things that they would not normally dare to do after the great changes have taken place and are stimulated, but it may also expand or misunderstand some d emotions ...
It is certain that Zhou Manyuan has a good impression of herself, but the difference between good impression and love is still far away. Yang Hao is not sure whether her hero saving the beauty today has stimulated her, let her expand this affection, and evolved into what she said like……
I don't know if she will be as lively and cheerful as before when she faces herself tomorrow. After all, after what happened at night, the embarrassment between the two of them is certain.
Hey, never mind, just take one step at a time.
Thinking of Xue Na's violent policewoman, Yang Hao also couldn't laugh or cry, wondering how she dealt with that fat man afterwards?
Speaking of what happened today, I really want to thank her.
At that time, I was stimulated, and it was difficult to control my murderous aura. If she hadn't stopped me desperately, I'm afraid I would have killed the fat man. The fat man is a scum, and he deserves to die. There is a lot of trouble, even if I can handle it in the end, I am afraid that my ordinary life will be over.
Yang Hao dialed Xue Na's phone, but the phone rang for a while and no one answered, Yang Hao frowned, and was about to hang up the phone, but the phone got through.
"Hey, who is it?"
Yang Hao smiled: "It's me, Yang Hao."
"Oh, it's you, you were taking a shower just now...what's the matter with calling so late?"
Yang Hao said with a smile: "I just want to ask you how to deal with that matter later?"
"I beat that fat man up."
"What, you beat up that fat man?" Yang Hao was taken aback: "Aren't you a policeman, you were so desperate to stop me from shooting him..."
"What's the matter with the police, the police can't beat people." Xue Na shouted in a very dissatisfied tone: "If I were not a policeman, it would be as simple as beating him up, and you dare to scold me...Of course I will stop him." You, you are not beating people, you are killing people..."
Hearing what she said, Yang Hao probably guessed what happened. Most likely, after he left, the fat man yelled at Xue Na to catch him for swearing, so he was punished. With Xue Na's hot temper, it is really normal up.
"Are you not afraid that he will sue you?"
Xue Na said nonchalantly: "Complain, I told him the police number, let's see if he dares to file a complaint. If you have time, call me. Your woman has been sent back?"
my woman?
Yang Hao choked on his saliva, the car swayed and almost rushed to the curb.
"Hey, that's just my colleague, friend, not my woman, please don't talk nonsense, okay?"
Xue Na was a little surprised: "Colleague? I thought it was your woman because of your murderous posture, but you still have a bit of conscience..."
Have a conscience?
Yang Hao found that he had to have a big heart to talk to Xue Na. This woman speaks too much, and if she doesn't pay attention, she will irritate you and catch you off guard.
"I also asked someone to deal with your car, and I will call you when it is repaired."
Yang Haoen said: "Okay, thank you, I will return your car tomorrow, well, I'll treat you to a drink."
"Drinking?" Xue Na's tone was unabashedly arrogant: "I am so magnanimous and don't care about your fault, and I even lent you a car, so I should buy me a drink, but can you drink?"
Yang Hao was speechless, it seemed that he couldn't be polite when talking to this girl, if he was a little polite, he would become arrogant.
After Yang Hao finished speaking, he felt that the words were a bit ambiguous. Sure enough, Xue Na on the other end of the phone was furious: "Okay, just wait, see if I don't drink you to death tomorrow!"