1362 You said you'd let me sleep with you forever, but you left early
Yan qingsi pushed the door open and happened to see Ji Mianmian slowly opening her eyes. Her heart tightened, and she quickly went forward to hold Ji Mianmian's hand."Mianmian ... You're awake. How are you?"
Her voice was especially soft as she was afraid of scaring her.
Ji Mianmian's expression was a little dazed. She turned to look at the window and said,""Daybreak?"
Yan qingsi nodded."Yes, it's dawn. It's finally bright."
A smile suddenly appeared on Ji Mianmian's dazed little face. She said excitedly,""That's great. I knew it. I knew that when the sun rose, all the nightmares would be over. Oh right, sis, where's Ye shaoguang? ask him to buy me breakfast. I want to eat meat soup dumplings today ... Oh right, Oh right, you have no idea how scary the dream I had last night was. I dreamed that ye shaoguang was dead. Don't you think it's a little funny, sis?"
Yue tingfeng was about to enter when he heard Ji Mianmian's voice. He stopped in his tracks and stood outside the door with a serious expression.
Yan qingsi's heart ached when she heard Ji Mianmian's words. Those words were like knives, cutting her heart bit by bit.
She wanted to tell Mianmian to stop talking. Stop talking.
But,
He couldn't open his mouth.
"Sis, where's Ye shaoguang?" Ji Mianmian said after a while."Ask him to come over quickly. I'm about to starve to death. If he's still not here, I won't let him sleep with me tonight ..."
"Mianmian ..." Yan qingsi sobbed.
After being unconscious for two days, Ji Mianmian's small face had slimmed down a little. On her pale face, her large eyes were even more eye-catching. They were dark but still so bright, as dazzling as the sun.
She looked confused."Sister qingsi, what's wrong?" Why are you crying?"
Yan qingsi lowered her head."Mianmianmian...He's not coming back."
"What?" Ji Mianmian tilted her head and asked,"can't come back?" If he doesn't come back, he said he'll let me sleep with him for a lifetime ..."
Yan qingsi closed her eyes, hot tears streaming down her face.""Mianmian ... I'm sorry ..."
"What you dreamt of ... Was all real!"
The smile on Ji Mianmian's face slowly disappeared. The light and warmth in her eyes slowly turned into a black coldness and silence.
She really wanted to smile again, but the corners of her lips seemed to have been injected with hyaluronic acid. They were so stiff that she couldn't open them.
She looked at Yan qingsi and said,"I know it's true. I know ... I just want to lie to myself ... I just want to lie to myself for a little longer, just a little longer ... I want to lie to myself for a little longer. I want to lie to myself that he's still here. He's still by my side ... I'm just lying to myself ..."
Ji Mianmian's voice became softer and softer, as if she was mumbling to herself. She had been unconscious for a few days. Her lips were slightly chapped, and her eyes were like pearls covered by a black cloth.
He had said that he would let her sleep with him for a lifetime, but now that there was still such a long time in life, he had left her behind and left early. Liar!
A liar ...
Yan qingsi grabbed Ji Mianmian's hand tightly.
Ji Mianmian reached out with her other hand to catch Yan qingsi's tears. The tears were still hot, boiling hot. She could feel the warmth.
"Sis, don't cry," she said."Actually ... I don't think I'm that upset. You see, I can't even cry, so ... So ... Actually, he's not that important to me ... Really not ..."
Although Ji Mianmian claimed that she did not have any, she could clearly feel that her heart was being dug out bit by bit!