1981 An unconcealable love
There was also a strong resentment, and ... A love that was so deep that it could not be hidden.
"Why?" she asked, feeling petty. Her brother's question was laughable. Why do you think I drugged you? Don't tell me you really don't know?"
Helan fangnian did not say anything. He did not want his guess to be true. That would make him feel disgusted.
He did not speak. Helan xiuse laughed and cried on her own. She got up and slowly crawled to Helan fangnian. She was like a blade of grass that had been reduced to dust as she looked up at the man she loved deeply.
"It's because I like you, brother, because I love you ... Do you understand now?"
Do you understand?
Helan xiuse had once thought that she would never be able to say the words 'I love you' in her life.
She had suppressed her feelings so much that she didn't dare to let anyone find out. However, these morbid and twisted feelings had become an uncontrollable disaster in her heart. It was like they had grown into a towering tree. Her heart was too small to hold that book. The branches and leaves drilled out, and she couldn't control them.
Now that she had finally said those words, Helan xiuse felt her heart suddenly lighten. She had finally said it. The feelings that she had hidden for so many years, the feelings that she had been so careful about for so many years, she could finally say it without any qualms.
It wasn't because she had no scruples after receiving his love.
It was because she couldn't get it and had completely lost the sibling relationship, so she had given up and said it.
Helan fangnian had already guessed it, but he was still shocked when he heard Helan xiuse's words.
He suddenly took a step back, as if he felt dirty just by being a little closer to her.
Other than Ji Mianmian, who had a shocked expression, the others did not seem surprised. It was as if they all knew what Helan xiuse was thinking.
Helan xiuse saw Helan fangnian's actions and sprawled on the ground, crying and laughing at the same time."I knew it, I knew it. I told you, you would react like this. I knew it ..."
Helan xiuse no longer had any dignity or pride. She lay on the ground in a sorry state. She no longer cared about how others looked at her. She poured out everything that had been weighing on her heart for many years. She knew that she would not get a response, but she still could not control herself. She just wanted Helan fangnian to know how she had managed to survive all these years.
Ji Mianmian was so shocked that she did not know what to say!
There was actually such a thing in this world. A biological sister actually fell in love with her biological brother. This kind of forbidden relationship actually existed?
She found it unbelievable. All of this was too crazy. She could not understand Helan xiuse's thoughts at all.
Helan xiuse seemed to be talking to herself."You must be thinking that I'm so disgusting and shameless to like my own brother. But I just like him. What can I do? I tried to stop myself from falling in love too. I tried to see if I could fall in love with Yue tingfeng, but I did it?"
"But I can't do it," Helan xiuse shook her head."I really can't ..."
Back then, her mother had asked her to get close to Yue tingfeng, hoping that she could marry into the Yue family. She did not refuse and agreed.
She wanted to give it a try. Yue tingfeng was a handsome and outstanding man with a prominent family background. She wanted to see if she could fall in love with such an outstanding man.
However, things did not go as he wished.