2141 He's such a good man, she can't ruin him
Nie qiuping opened her mouth to scold qingsi, but when she saw her little face full of desire, she could not say the words that were in her mouth.
Her heart was bitter and unbearable. Other than feeling guilty that qingsi had never received fatherly love since she was young, there was also ... She could not promise qingsi that she would agree!
It was precisely because you Yi was such a good person that she was not worthy of him.
No one knew better than her how terrible her situation was.
Qingsi told nie qiuping a lot about the things you Yi had done for her. She told her how amazing and Noble he was when he protected her. She told her how much she liked this uncle.
She almost forgot to tell nie qiuping that she had actually already called you Yi 'dad'.
Nie qiuping listened and thought about it. She never thought that you Yi would do so much for her. Other than being touched, she felt even more bitter-endless bitter.
You Yi's kindness to them was something that the two of them would never be able to repay in this lifetime.
That kind of person was too good. So good that if she fell in love with him, she would feel that she was destroying him.
He should have a better life and not be dragged down by them.
The black hair gently pulled on nie qiuping's arm,""Mom ..."
Nie qiuping came back to her senses. She wrapped her arms around her black hair and held her in her arms. She looked at the night sky outside the window and murmured,"Qingsi, I know you want a father, but...It's impossible between me and him. You're still young and there are many things you don't understand. You'll understand when you grow up. There are many things in this world that can't be achieved just because you want to. In the adult world, love is not the only thing that's blocking you ..."
Nie qiuping did not know what to say to qingsi, but she could not let her daughter continue to fantasize.
Qingsi's face was bitter."Mother ... You mean, it's impossible?"
"No!" Nie qiuping hardened her heart and shook her head."Right, it's impossible."
Qingsi's eyes turned red."Mom ... Is it really impossible?"
Looking at qingsi's teary face, nie qiuping wanted to harden her heart again, but she could not say it. She held her daughter tightly in her arms and did not speak.
"Mom," qingsi cried,"if ... If there's a chance, if you'll find me a father in the future, I think that person will be uncle you."
After a moment of silence, nie qiuping touched her black hair and finally said,""Mom will remember."
Qingsi lay in nie qiuping's arms,'mom ... You have to forgive uncle! Uncle didn't do it on purpose. "
"Yes, mommy knows. Be good and go to sleep."
Under nie qiuping's comfort, her fine black hair gradually fell asleep.
That night, nie qiuping could not sleep. She tossed and turned until the early hours of the morning and still did not sleep.
Qingsi was sleeping soundly beside her. She turned to look at her little face and felt sad.
If ... If it was possible, she really wanted to find qingsi a father like you Yi. However, they owed him so much. How could they drag him down for the rest of his life?
He didn't know when, but there was a cracking sound outside the window.
The rain in summer always came quickly. The sky was very clear during the day, and it did not look like it was going to rain at all.
Nie qiuping did not care at first, but later on, the rain became heavier and heavier, accompanied by Thunder, stirring up her already chaotic heart and making it more irritable.
She suddenly remembered that the window on the balcony was not closed, and the clothes were still hanging there, including the clothes she had washed today.
Nie qiuping quickly got up, gently opened the door, and walked to the balcony in the dark.