Chapter 71:
He was more worried about Lin Heyuan than himself.
Even if Jiang Xiao was reborn once, he didn't know how to solve this matter.
There is no right answer to this question.
He has no experience in this area either. He has lost his mind to go to school during this period of time. He has been thinking about what to do, but his mind is empty and he can't think of anything.
He is now interfering in the affairs of the Lin family, no matter what he says or does, it will not alleviate the situation, but will make the situation even more ugly.
He even wondered if he had made the wrong choice. When the Lin family's mother came over, he should agree to the other party's proposal, so that the conflict between Lin Heyuan and his family would not become so severe.
Did his selfishness really hurt Lin Heyuan? In other words, can he and Lin Heyuan really go on under such circumstances?
Lin Chengyu was still with him behind, watching him in a trance, and also very anxious.
"Jiang Xiao, it's not your fault," he said softly to Jiang Xiao on the way home, "everything will be fine."
No matter what happened to Lin Heyuan, he couldn't let anyone hurt Jiang Xiao.
He met Lin Heyuan the next day.
When Jiang Xiaowan's self-study was over, he stood downstairs panting heavily, and his eyes lit up when he saw Jiang Xiao.
Jiang Xiao was also very surprised to see him, or the surprise was accompanied by fright. He quickly ran over, but only after running closer did he realize that there was a bruise on the corner of his eye.
"I bumped into it accidentally," Lin Heyuan explained to him, and added carefully, "When I was arguing with my family."
He ran out on his own, and if his mother hadn't stopped him at the time, the situation at home would have been even more ugly the other day.
Jiang Xiao thought about taking him home to give him some medicine, but Lin Chengyu, who came up behind him, stopped him.
"How do you explain this to your mother when you go back? Come to my house."
Xia Wanwan is currently preparing for the accountant exam. She has been taking the exam for two years, and there are still the last two exams this year. Jiang Xiao has not had time to tell him about these things.
After thinking about it, he took someone to Lin Chengyu's house.
The wound on the corner of the eye should be carefully applied with medicine. Lin Heyuan also had other bloodstains on his arm, which were very thin. He didn't know what he was pumping, but fortunately, it was not very serious.
Jiang Xiao even thought that the police would not work, but now the most criticism and education of parents is useless, that is Lin Heyuan's family situation, he can't avoid it.
"Does it hurt?"
Jiang Xiao asked him while taking the medicine.
He himself felt his heart pounding hard.
"It's alright," Lin Heyuan said, "I'm worried about you, I always want to see you, I didn't say a few words to you last time when I came back, I was in a hurry, and I didn't have time to give you the medal I got back. Look."
He took the gold medal out of his pocket.
"I brought it here on purpose today, for you."
Lin Heyuan was trying to lighten the atmosphere, but Jiang Xiao couldn't smile.
From the first time he saw Lin Heyuan today, his heart sank.
He also doesn't know how to help Lin Heyuan, can you help him leave that house? Does he have the right to do so? Can it really be done?
Jiang Xiao is only a high school student now, and has some money in his hand, but he doesn't care enough about this matter.
The resistance between him and Lin Heyuan is very likely to be fruitless.
Lin Heyuan also felt his emotions.
"I'm sorry," he took Jiang Xiao's hand, "I came today to apologize to you."
If Lin Chengyu hadn't stopped him, although the school wouldn't let him drop out because of Jiang Xiao's grades, it would still cause him harm.
Lin Heyuan only found out after the fact, but that's not the end.
Even if he tries hard not to go abroad, he is an adult now, and he can sign a contract to go to the university in China according to the recommended line. At most, he can do this, but what about Jiang Xiao?
Just like what his father said, Jiang Xiao is still in the third year of high school. When the third year of high school is such an important time, he will be affected a little, and it will eventually affect the college entrance examination.
What he does have is a way to deal with his little boyfriend until both sides give up.
Even his mother, who was more accepting, said the same thing when he secretly let him out this time.
"Go and say goodbye to him," she said to him like this, "If it goes on like this, it won't be good for both of you, Xiaoyuan, you are young now, and you still don't understand. When you grow up, there will be You have the right to choose, otherwise you will only hurt yourself and Jiang Xiao.
When you're a little older, think about it again. "
How motivated Lin Heyuan was when he resisted, how powerless he felt when he heard this sentence.
Because my mother is telling the truth.
He found that he had no way to go, and he couldn't protect Jiang Xiao now.
Take the last incident as an example, if Lin Chengyu hadn't stopped him, the consequences would have been unimaginable.
But this was only the first time. His father had never been so angry before. If the stalemate continued, there would always be times when he couldn't take care of Jiang Xiao.
Lin Heyuan's weakness is Jiang Xiao, and Jiang Xiao's weakness at this time is also him.
His hand holding the cotton swab was trembling slightly, and he wondered why it would be like this? Looking at the shiny gold medal, he felt his eyes hurt, and he already felt an indescribable sense of guilt in his heart.
Lin Heyuan is a very good person, he shouldn't have to endure this.
He won the medal and should have gone to the best university in the world, not because he broke with his family, his future was uncertain, and his face was hurt.
Besides, Lin Heyuan is really young. If he makes a decision that really affects his life now, Jiang Xiao cannot guarantee that he will not regret it in the future.
He has some regrets now.
He brought bad results to the people he liked.
Lin Heyuan also saw Jiang Xiao's silence, he reached out and slowly embraced Jiang Xiao into his arms.
The two didn't speak anymore.
Not even talking about going abroad, Lin Heyuan who ran out didn't even have a place to live. Jiang Xiao could let him live in his own home and find a hotel for him, but this was not a long-term solution. He did not have the ability to go out independently. In this situation, Jiang Xiao is not willing to be with him if he doesn't care about anything.
Lin Heyuan has studies and a family. His father is not good, but the Lin family's mother is not bad. Jiang Xiao thought that the eyes she looked at her were really similar to Xia Wanwan's. Jiang Xiao also had studies and a family. know about it.
Neither of them was wrong, maybe it was just the wrong time.
"I was really happy when I was with you," Jiang Xiao said softly, "Lin Heyuan, you are very nice, but I don't want to make trouble like this anymore."
It sounds very romantic to betray the whole world for the one person in love, but Jiang Xiao has passed that time period, and courage in love also requires a sense of proportion.
Neither were ready.
"...Jiang Xiao?"
"Because I'm not worth it, and no one is worth it."
After saying this, Jiang Xiao didn't speak any more.
His meaning has been clearly expressed, but it is not easy, he can't open his mouth to say it again.
Lin Heyuan said sorry to him again, but it was the first time he heard a cry in his voice.
Even if he was reluctant, he couldn't lie to Jiang Xiao, and he couldn't say the promise that we would not break up.
They used Lin Chengyu's place temporarily. This place is so big. Lin Chengyu was actually sitting not far away. He could hear what Jiang Xiao said, his ears moved when he heard the words, and his body unconsciously leaned here. Lean on.
Jiang Xiao saw him in the corner of his light, so he thought of something else.
In his previous life, at the age of Lin Heyuan, he made many immature decisions, and his family was separated after he failed to study.
He was afraid that Lin Heyuan would regret it later.
Jiang Xiao didn't fall asleep that night, and he arrived home very late.
Neither he nor Lin Heyuan said the word breakup, but today's direction is always clear.
After making this decision, my heart did not relax, but it was still heavy, like being pulled down by a rock.
After he was promoted to the third year of high school, the school's evening self-study lasted until 10:40, and it was 11:00 when he returned home from school. Xia Wanwan's daily biological clock was very accurate, and she usually went to bed around 10:30, so Jiang Xiao came back late. Neither was found.
He opened his eyes that night and couldn't control the tears.
The fate of two people together is always rare, and if they don't get along, they just can't get along. He has it, and when they are together, Lin Heyuan treats him very well, that's enough.
When he was in class the next day, his eyes were swollen, Lin Chengyu could see it, and felt that it would be uncomfortable to open his eyes like this. He secretly went out to buy a bottle of ice water for Jiang Xiao during the early self-study. After thinking about it, he went back to Bought a hot egg from the breakfast stand.
He didn't know whether hot or cold compresses would be better, so he bought them all.
When he sneaked back, he was caught by the head teacher. Even if he donated money to the school, he still had to obey the discipline of the school. After some training, he returned to his seat. Fortunately, the temperature of the ice water and eggs was good. are still there.
He secretly stuffed the things into Jiang Xiao, and after thinking for a while, he added, "Don't be sad."
Lin Chengyu was very good at comforting people, and he was afraid that he was talking too much and was wrong, but seeing that Jiang Xiao was not feeling well, he also felt sad together.
"Don't be afraid," Lin Chengyu said again, "You don't have to worry about those people in Lin Heyuan's family. I will protect you one day when I'm here. Whatever decision you want is fine, don't feel wronged, as long as... as long as you are happy."
What he said was sincere.
As long as Jiang Xiao is not sad, it will be fine.
Jiang Xiao held the ice water in one hand and the egg in the other. He lowered his eyes and was silent for a while before continuing, "Don't worry about it."
The matter between him and Lin Heyuan, Lin Chengyu's ex-boyfriend had been helped a few times before, and it was already chaotic.