Chapter 134

Chapter 134

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(2) ================ “Master… … ." I couldn't finish all three syllables, Master.

My heart was pounding.

A lot of emotions were mixed in an instant.

It felt like my heart had become a rag.

If I squeezed it tight, dark emotions seemed to flow out.

Master, my Kiyeon (奇緣).

Peony, who became my teacher.

“Mother.”

"......." Master looked at me.

Your always neat eyes fluttered.

I called Master Mother for the first time, and Master called me Mother for the first time.

Master put down the pencil.

Maybe it was while he was writing the manuscript.

On the table in the living room, there were papers with Master's handwriting on it.

Sentences that could not be written.

Words that did not become sentences.

Scraps and red manuscripts that did not become one side were scattered.

"I think I have heard the voice of a mother for a long time.

“I love you, mother.”

Master's fingertips stopped.

"I wanted to see you again.

Did you know? I have found someone I will love for the rest of my life.

It was possible to truly love someone and to be completely loved by someone.

Holding Raviel's hand… Someone I wanted to introduce you to my mother first.”

"......." "My mother would have been a good friend to Raviel.

I...

I am living well.

I am living well.

I am trying to live well.

The days when I think of the words my mother said to me.

many." Master, “I wanted to see you again.”

Master got up slowly.

He came over to me.

Master's long, dry fingers grabbed my eyes.

"Did you have a nightmare?" “I am having a nightmare.”

"Life is like a dream.

That doesn't change anything.

If you change malice to coldness, will malice become good? Will excuses for wrongdoing with ignorance heal wounds? My son, do not be deceived by words.

You must always examine your heart, and do not give your heart to false words and poor sentences.”

Master hugged my shoulder and said, "Even if you call me mother, even if you don't call me, I remain as me in your heart.

You are the same.

A person is a person because he can memorize a few words and shed a few sentences.

No.

A person only becomes a person as much as the weight that the heart carries with another person.”

I was so small that I held it all in Master's arms.

My mouth opened and closed several times.

"Mother couldn't have raised her child… Yoo Soo-ha that much." "okay." "He punches him because he's angry, and he's that kind of person...

There's no way you'd invite that person to the dinner table.

He must have kicked him out of the house.

Before he kicked him out, he would have corrected him.

Before he corrected him, he would have raised him as a good child." “It is.”

"therefore." I opened my mouth, "Your mother is not… Sobaekhyang." Master smiled and said, "You must survive.

Confucius.

You must live strong." With a smile on his face, he collapsed.

"......." Master's face flowed down.

The smile melted.

The hand that held my shoulder was erased.

Disappeared and there was only a shadow.

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The shadow had no face.

The outline was blurred.

Mulleong.

Like a giant earthworm moving, the shadow left for the living room.

The world was peeled off one more layer.

That's the bare face of [my mother] “---Wow.”

I ran to the bathroom.

I fell on the toilet bowl and bowed my head.

Feelings of loss.

Guilt.

Black emotions regurgitated.

My heart vomited.

"Huh?" Behind him, a voice came from the bathroom door: "Hey, what did you eat wrong? Why are you vomiting as soon as you get home? Dude.

You must have picked up some crappy food outside.

Didn't your brother tell you to bring your own food even though you don't know anything else? ”

"Will your brother pat you on the back?" “..Sooha Yoo.”

"Damn, did you vomit what you ate and even vomit your brain.

Brother.

Are you short?" I sat down on the bathroom tile and looked up at Yoo Soo-Ha, who was standing there squealing on the legs of a running squid.

“You dog….”

“I didn’t vomit my brain water, I just poured it out.

Hey, as long as you live, you can hit anyone! The news broke yesterday and my brother was scared too.

My mom and dad were so pissed off, too.

However, if you are a family, you should support them.

huh? is not it?" “You crazy bastard… … ." I muttered as I grabbed the toilet bowl.

"under?" "If you hit a stalker, you're an angel.

You're the one who slaps the stalker in the back of the head and bury it in the forest and then sets off a wildfire." “What… that’s a psycho.

Were you looking at your brother that way?”

"You're that psychopath! You motherfucker!" "Idol? Singer? Do you think you can do such a job? You don't even know about fan service, every interview you do, double bathing is basic, and the guy who asks for his parents for dessert, what kind of idol is he doing? Do it.

Don’t be funny.”

"Huh…." "Besides, you were scolded by your mother and father? Are you the one who gets scolded for being scolded by you? It's a good thing you don't slap your parents in the face.

Damn it! Damn it...

Yoo Soo-ha, you're not the kind of guy who never pats your brother on the back because he vomits.

Because you did it at least.

At least, if only you were that kind of guy.”

I glared at Yoo Soo-ha's face, "I didn't kill him." "......." "I said I didn't kill you, you motherfucker.

I didn't kill you.

If it was enough for you to do it at the very least...

I'm going to kill you..." In order not to kill you, I said, "Some, really, some kind of bullshit, really, you." Occasionally, I have a dream, “Hey there, Hunter! Please help me!”

I shout, “Huh?”

Yoo Soo-ha looks back at me, “I was attacked by wolves.”

“Oh really.

Did you get it? gives me a potion.

Sometimes, I have a dream.

“I’ll give you a potion, but you have to calculate the cost of your life.”

That’s what Yoo Su-ha says.

“For four or forty gold,”

I say.

“Give it to me.”

Yu Su-ha said and gave everything he had, so “Okay.

Be careful next time, Mister.”

Yoo Su-ha gives me a potion.

11 years ago, Yoo Su-ha is still such a guy, so he’s a greedy bastard, but still.

Sometimes I dream that I don't have to kill my former hero with my own hands, because he's a guy who doesn't kill the weak, but I...

"You're like a dog..." Yoo Soo-ha's black hair fluttered in the air.

"Shut up.

Your place is my shadow.

If you're going to set up a new residence in a hell like this and wash your personality, get rid of it." And the black hair collapsed.

-■■, ■■ ■■■.[My older brother] became a ghost and had a gloomy tone.

Yeah, he is a ghost.

He couldn't even become a ghost, so his existence in this traumatic world was lost.

Lost spirits, lost their appearances extracted from my memory, but now mere shadows.

"......" I washed my face in the sink.

Water dripped from my eyebrows.

"Okay." At the haunted house, my muttering quietly subsided.

"It's okay.

I can do it.

Gongja Kim.

I can do it." This is not my home.

This is not my world.

The life I wanted to take is just being imprisoned in this hell.

I left my house and came back with Salcheonseong.

"Ah..." Salcheonseong is a ghost In his eyes, the ghosts looked like my father, mother, and older brother.

No.

Maybe the opposite.

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Father, mother, and older brother may have looked like ghosts.

To him, humans in this world may not have been any different from ghosts, so all the human sounds would have been just noise to Salcheonseong.

“Don’t say hello.”

I cut it short and said, "You don't have to be polite." I grabbed Sal Cheon-seong's wrist and entered the room.

Sal Cheon-seong could not finish his greeting and was led by my hand.

I tried to come in, but I pushed my brother and never let him into the room.

"Don't come in, I warn you." -■■■? "I'll take care of this kid for a while.

I'll take care of everything, so no one else has to interfere.

Don't come in or talk to me unless this kid doesn't allow it.

I said it clearly." I closed the door and locked it.

-■■.■■■? The ghosts murmured outside the door.

I ignored it and made a bed for Salcheonseong.

Salcheonseong looked at me with the bag he was carrying when he left school.

Can I say that to my family?”

"A family is a family, too.

To you, it must be the family of the perpetrator." "...don't use respectful words.

It's weird.

I feel bad.

Seriously, I don't know how you're going to put food on the ground like this in order to make a big deal out of it." “It doesn’t matter if you think like that.

Just close your eyes.”

“Where will you sleep?”

“Anywhere.

Rest.

After resting, you will be fine.”

"...." From that day on.

One by one, I erased the existence of this world.

-Who are you? Yes? Suha's younger brother...? Why did your younger brother give me...? -Huh? Ah, I've heard from Suha.

Have you seen it before? But what's going on? Isn't Suha trying to apologize for her younger brother instead? I broke down the angler and goldfish with one call.

Occasionally, an idol group that used to be a fisherman and a goldfish appeared on the TV screen, but their faces were not reflected.

[The realization of the trauma decreases.] Only then did the response come: [The material to implement the trauma is corrupted.] [Extract the damaged data from your memory… Failed.] [Recover the data.] I can't do it.] The gaps I've created have begun to puncture the world.

[Extract the damaged data from the original owner's memory… failure.] [The data can't be recovered.] I acted with acceleration.

(four) was torn down.

The children running around in the mansion of inferno were torn down.

Traumatized characters were turned into ghosts as soon as I saw them.

Each time the traumatic world collapsed a little bit.

You all come to the office.”

Doksado, the homeroom teacher, said, "High school, Confucius student? Why did you call me alone to the empty classroom? Hi.

In principle, teachers and students are not allowed to date, but you can't break the school rules...!" A pharmacist, a math teacher, also said, "I heard that you applied for an interview.

You are an unusual student in many ways, so at the request of the student council president, this place was prepared.

Do you have anything to say?" One by one, the principal teacher, Geomseongdo.

[The degree of realization of the trauma decreases.] [Data cannot be recovered.] By the time a fortnight has passed, most of the students and teachers at the school have already turned into ghosts.

Only the school has become strange No.

-■■ ■■■■■ No matter what channel the TV turned on, a ghost sat in the announcer's seat.

Even the performers on the show were just muttering the silence of the shadows with their faces, so they couldn't understand anything.

There was a time when I tried to go out of town by train.

The scenery of the city continued for a while, and at some point, black darkness spread out of the window.

When it reached the dark area, the train disappeared.

Requesting data from Kua… Failure.

Rejected.] [Data cannot be restored.] Broken world.

Abomination that has failed.

“…Confucius, I have something to consult.”

One day, after class, the paladin approached her, with a somewhat nervous expression on her face.

"I can't talk in the classroom.

No, it's almost like I don't want to talk." The paladin turned his head and glanced behind him -■■■! After glancing at his friend, the paladin lowered his voice: "Go out into the hallway." We walked out of the classroom into the hallway, "So what's going on?" "...it may sound strange.

No, it is a strange sound.

But somehow, I felt like I should consult with you." In the middle of the hall where the ghosts came and went, the paladin looked around very nervously.

"Something is strange." "......." "If you ask me what's strange, it's hard to give an exact answer.

But it's clear.

This isn't normal.

Last weekend, I went on an outing with my family out of town.

I was going to go.

I prepared a sip, but in the blink of an eye, it was dinner.”

The paladin shrugged his shoulders slightly.

"At first, I was suspicious of amnesia.

However, my family talked at the table saying that today's outing was really good.

I don't remember anything and I can't even remember what I did on the outing..." The paladin lifted his head once more and looked around, except for a handful of students, in the classroom, in the hallway, in the playground, all black wriggling ghosts.

Maybe it's me who's become weird.

I'm sorry, Gong-ja Kim.

I'll quietly make an appointment with a psychiatrist.

Maybe I'll get better after consulting." “The back seat of the classroom.”

I opened my mouth, "The student sitting by the window.

Remember?" “Ummm…?”

The paladin furrowed his eyebrows, "Aldamada.

Aren't we classmates? Maybe his name was ██." “Did you know that friend got these texts?”

I took out my cell phone and showed it to me.

"......." "As I said before, it was not tampered with." The more he read the text, the more the paladin's face became whiter.

was shocked However, the shock was short-lived, and the paladin immediately uttered an angry voice.

"what.

Doing this...

No, he can't send a text message like this.

Nonsense! This is by no means a level that can be passed on as a joke!”

“Are you mad?”

“Of course! As children, there are things that you can look at and things that you can't.

Wounds are the same whether it is worn by an adult or a child.

Even the wounds inflicted on a child are even worse!”

“What are you going to do now?”

“Isn’t that a documentary? You must report it to the police immediately! I know this problem well.

If you file a complaint with the school, your evidence will be taken away and you will often be told to solve it with your friends.

It wouldn't be a problem if the two of us simply went to the police station, so gather as many people as possible and form a group...

… !”

"okay." paladin.

“You are such a person.”

A person who tries to reduce the number of victims even a little.

“If there was at least one person like you in the classroom, it wouldn’t have happened.”

“… … What?" “Because you can’t stand by like this.

There's no way I can leave it alone, and there's no way I can't ignore it.

Because there wasn't even a single person like you in that large classroom." I covered my phone.

“So this is what happens.”

"......." "it's okay.

please disappear The rest of the work, I'll take care of.

If you close your eyes and open them.

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The faceless ghost is waving.

"......." slowly.

I stood in the hallway and looked around.

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The students chatted while going back and forth.

chattered up I laughed as if it was fun, and I laughed even if it wasn't fun.

We shared a season of youth with each other.

When the teacher passed by, he bowed his head and said hello.

That is.

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Words did not form sentences, and sentences failed to become texts.

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It was a world of death.135.