Chapter 164:
The precursors are weakness in the hands and feet, frequent headaches, his stomach is gradually being dragged out, and his liver is also very poor.
Even if Jiang Xiao didn't follow him everywhere, he could still hear his coughing in the house, which was getting worse and worse, as if he was about to cough out his lungs.
Being sick turned out to be such an uncomfortable thing, Lin Chengyu thought, was it so uncomfortable at that time of Xiaoxiao?
Although Dr. Liu said that Xingfushu Hospital can greatly reduce his pain, Jiang Xiao's physical life was not bad in his last days, but only when he empathized with him did he know what it was like to be afflicted by illness.
Lin Chengyu didn't plan to go to the doctor either.
He knew that there would be this result, and he was even secretly happy that the result would come.
He couldn't last too long, he could only live on memories and some things Jiang Xiao left behind. Jiang Xiao in my memory is a little sun, shining all the time, but he is an out-and-out bastard. He hurts the person he loves and can't wait to strangle his past self.
But the past cannot be changed, and he can kill the current self little by little, which is another form of getting what he wants.
So even if he knew there was something wrong with his body, he had no intention of treating it.
At this point, no one cares about him anymore.
Lin Chengyu is indifferent to the outside world, and the so-called friends around him are more business partners. In the first year, the news of helping him run up and down to find Jiang Xiao is already very dedicated.
Later, he quit the business. He didn't have those interests, and he was very abnormal, so he basically broke up. Except for the old partner, who still took time to see if he thought of a little friendship, there was no one else.
Jiang Xiao made friends with sincerity in exchange for sincerity. He paid a lot, so even if he died, others would always remember him as good.
Lin Chengyu doesn't have such ability. He has friends, but it is far from Jiang Xiao's friendship. A few years later, he really became a loner.
He is still alive, and it was a long punishment. Lin Chengyu is indeed in good health. Even though he was afflicted with many illnesses, it took more than a year for him, and his minor illnesses were also dragged into serious illnesses.
In all, it has been more than four years and almost five years since Jiang Xiao left. These few years are longer than the more than 30 years he has spent before. I don't know how he survived.
In the year when the disease became more and more serious, Lin Chengyu still did some meaningful things.
After he sold the company's shares, plus the money he earned before, it was a huge sum of money. Jiang Xiao never touched his money. He and Jiang Xiao were the only two people in the family, and no one inherited it.
Before Jiang Xiao left, he donated the rest of his money, and he couldn't take anything with him when he died. Lin Chengyu also wanted to do the same. The only money he wanted to keep was for a trusted friend to find an agency and ask someone to keep the house.
Even if he leaves, he should take care of the plants left in the garden and clean the house, and try to keep it as it is. Everything Jiang Xiao left him is in this house, or a part of this house.
Even if he misses him very much, if he dies, he will not be able to take it with him. He just hopes that he will not be destroyed.
Large sums of donations flowed to different charitable projects, and Lin Chengyu even traveled far for this matter. This may be the only time he can catch up with Jiang Xiao now. He wants to do better.
Lin Chengyu's money has built many new schools in remote areas of several provinces. There is a village where there is a small and old temple, where poor villagers go to worship and ask for what they want.
Lin Chengyu stayed there for a long time and stopped by. He didn't believe in gods and Buddhas, and he didn't expect any more power to bring Jiang Xiao back to him. He just followed people to worship.
The old monk in the temple was half blind, knew what he had donated, and praised him for doing good deeds.
"Many people ask God and Buddha just to seek peace of mind," the old monk told him, "but in fact, whatever the cause of a human being, there will be a certain effect. Even if there are gods and Buddhas in the world, they will take care of those who have really worked hard. People. May you get what you want."
The old monk's speech was a little unclear, and he still had an accent. Lin Chengyu couldn't hear it clearly, but only understood a few sentences.
He didn't say anything, just lowered his head and pulled out a strange arc at the corner of his mouth.
He hadn't laughed for a long time, and he thought it was impossible to get what he wanted, but in the end he quietly made a wish for Jiang Xiao.
Then he hasn't traveled far, and after distributing the money, he can arrange his own affairs.
In the house that day, when Lin Chengyu woke up from another coma, he felt pain all over his body. After habitually enduring it for a while, it's not that uncomfortable anymore.
He sat up and took a few deep breaths, poured himself a glass of water, and stuffed something into his mouth so that he had the strength to go out.
Before death, there is always some kind of feeling, knowing that he doesn't have much time, but he still remembers that there is something he has not done.
He will visit Jiang Xiao's tomb. Although there has been regular maintenance there, when Lin Chengyu passed by this time, he also saw a bunch of fresh flowers placed in front of the tomb, probably because a friend came to see him.
He also brought flowers, but he walked there along the stairs of the cemetery, glanced at it from a distance, and did not dare to go there.
He has looked in the mirror during this period of time, and because of his illness, his whole body is in poor condition, and he is not trimmed. He is no longer what he used to be. It seems to be many years older, and the whole person is also much thinner, standing there like a high bone shelf, and it will collapse when the wind blows.
He didn't want to see Jiang Xiao like this, it was too ugly.
After finally making a visit, Jiang Xiao did not come forward. Seeing that he was hiding behind a tree beside the cemetery stairs, Jiang Xiao covered his unsightly body. He looked in the direction of the tombstone for a long time, until it got dark. It was gone, and only one step and three turns back to leave.
After meeting Jiang Xiao for the last time, he lost his last energy, and accepted death very calmly and even a little happily. He did not die at home. Like Jiang Xiao, he lived in Xingfushu Hospital, even in the same ward.
But Jiang Xiao has not lived for so long, only two or three days. When he went to the hospital, like Jiang Xiao, he didn't take anything with him, just a notebook and a mobile phone that he had been writing about during this time.
When lying on the hospital bed, Lin Chengyu was startled again, picked up his mobile phone and called Jiang Xiao.
Naturally, it is a shutdown prompt.
He listened with his phone in his hand, froze for a while, sighed slightly, then looked up at the ceiling, wondering what he was thinking.
The notebook was set aside, opened, and rested on the last two sheets of paper he had written.
Jiang Xiao leaned over to look.
It's his wish. Lin Chengyu's handwriting was the same as when Jiang Xiao was dying. There was no strength in his hand, and the font was distorted. It took a long time to read it carefully. The wish was all about Jiang Xiao.
"A lot of times I dare not think about the afterlife. Even if there is, Jiang Xiao and I will wash off our memories and start over. There are so many people in the world, will we still have a chance to meet each other?
But thinking about it carefully, if there is a soul reincarnation, it’s actually good, I can’t be so selfish. I hope that Jiang Xiao will be healthy, happy, happy and successful after starting anew. I hope his sincerity will respond and everyone he meets will love him.
Maybe these things don't need me to make such a wish. God will definitely take care of him. After all, Jiang Xiao is such a good person. "
Seeing this, Jiang Xiao stopped and thought about it.
After his rebirth, he basically did it.
pretty good.
There are words behind, Jiang Xiao raised his hand and turned a page. Lin Chengyu was lying on the bed, he heard the sound of paper flipping, and the unfolded notebook was rolled up and turned a page.
It was just that the wind was blowing at this time. He stared blankly, and then with a hoarse voice, he asked one last time: "Xiaoxiao?"
Only the nurse in the ward heard the voice and turned to look at him with a puzzled face, but at this time Jiang Xiao saw the content behind.
"...In all, it's been twenty years since I met Jiang Xiao, the first fifteen years of love were confused, and the last five years were of despair.
If there is a real reincarnation, I hope I can have the opportunity to meet him, treat him well, and guard him. Whether he loves me or not, I am willing to give everything to him, if I still have the qualifications. As long as you can see Jiang Xiao alive, it is 10,000 times better than now. "
Lin Chengyu didn't last long after entering the hospital. After a few short days, he, like Jiang Xiao, closed his eyes here.
It is said that the husband and wife live in the same bed and die in the same cave. He and Jiang Xiao have no such opportunity.
Even if he wanted to be buried next to Jiang Xiao, that was a cemetery that someone else had already owned. In the same cemetery, the closest and empty place to Jiang Xiao was three rows below and to the left, a long distance away.
He was separated by many monuments, so he could only look at Jiang Xiao from a distance. This is the end of their life.
Lin Chengyu closed his eyes, so Jiang Xiao's dream was gradually coming to an end. In the afterglow of the dream, he saw a bit of the scene after rebirth. This part was very fast, flashing like a revolving lantern.
When he opened his eyes in his small room in Houlin County, Lin Chengyu also woke up in a daze in the Lin's house.
Jiang Xiao was only shocked for a while, and then returned to his soul after being called out by Xia Wanwan. He calmly accepted the matter of rebirth, and firmly embarked on a very different path.
But Lin Chengyu was very different. He woke up with much more intense emotions than before he died. He couldn't believe it. He looked like a madman.
Because this is many times more wonderful than all his previous fantasies, and he would not dare to think like this in his dreams. When he was young, nothing had happened yet.
Then the two met again.
It has been ten years since middle school. Jiang Xiao has encountered many things. He has loved more than one person. Lin Chengyu's excitement of being reborn has been gradually extinguished. He knows that Jiang Xiao will not come back so easily.
But no matter what, it was impossible for him to let go of Jiang Xiao.
Just as he felt before his death in his last life, as long as he can see him and see the lively and healthy appearance of his beloved, it will be ten thousand times better than before, and people will always be content.
Soon after, Jiang Xiao finally slowly opened his eyes.
There was a misty white in front of him, and he smelled the strong smell of disinfectant.
The author has something to say: this is the end of the first episode.