Chapter 17:
Roman once thought about whether his "child of the world" was a Xibei product, and the girl in front of him was the real "God's Chosen One".
"Classmate Roman?"
It's weird though, weird in every sense of the word. At this time, you should stay at home, why did you go to the park? And the clothes Yukawa Tsubasa was wearing were school uniforms. Today was the weekend, so there was no need to wear school uniforms at all. Although the security around here is very good, but it is not good to go out alone at this time? You must know that there are strange people like the homeless in this city.
Forget it, it has nothing to do with him, there is no need to take care of the squad leader's private affairs.
"So, why does Roman-san feel depressed?"
"Well - why does the monitor keep calling me 'Roman classmate'? If it's at school, it's for identity and relationship, but outside of school, the name 'Roman' is enough."
"Roman?"
"That's it. Actually, you can call me that in school. The term 'Roman-san' actually sounds strange."
"But it's been almost two years. Does that mean Roman has been listening to strange names for the past two years?"
"Because I didn't know it. I always thought that the monitor should use XX to address people."
"Romain is always messing around in weird places."
Yu Chuanyi walked to Roman's side and sat down, staring at him with a serious face.
Kind of a headache. Yukawa Tsubasa is a very serious and conscientious person, but this seriousness also makes people feel very troublesome. Not only is he frank, but his thoughts are also very intense. As long as the decision is made, he will not be shaken. Roman, who is under her care, has always felt a sense of restraint in front of her.
"Why does Roman feel melancholy?"
"Really... why does the squad leader have to know?"
"No, no, not the monitor. The name 'monitor' is used to distinguish identities and relationships, but this is outside the school, so it's more comfortable to call your name. It's worth mentioning, if possible, I hope I won't hear it when I'm in school. To the title of 'squad leader'."
Have you exchanged all the words you just gave her?
I had little contact before, but now I realize that Yukawa Tsubasa is actually a good talker.
This kind of behavior should be the so-called "use the spear of the child, attack the shield of the child", this is impeccable.
"wing?"
"Ah? Shouldn't it be called 'Hakawa'? Only people who are very close will call their names directly, family members, couples, and good friends will do this. Sure enough, Roman is always in strange places. I don’t understand, even basic common sense can be worrying.”
Yes, is it? Roman feels that his learning ability is still quite high. Even if he is such a person now, there is no problem. Do you need to worry so much?
"No, this has nothing to do with personal ability. Dealing with people is not learned, but more accumulated by personal experience, but Roman's experience in this area seems to be very little, it really is the reason for being too withdrawn."
It's not because you have less experience, you have almost no experience compared to you.
Roman counted the number of people he came into contact with, and found that there were no more than ten at all. Where could the experience come from?
As for being withdrawn... Roman doesn't deny this, but is it really okay for you to say it directly, monitor?
"I thought that the squad leader and I had reached the point where we could call names directly."
Roman knew that only close people would be called by their first names. First, he felt that he had a good relationship with Yu Chuan Yi, and second, he was not used to it.
"My level with Roman?"
Yukawa Tsubasa had a rare look of doubt on his face. Anyone who knows Tsubasa Yukawa would be surprised to see this expression.
The "all-knowing" Yukawa Tsubasa, the "absolutely correct" Yukawa Tsubasa, it is basically unimaginable for her to show doubts.
"Well, what should I say? I'm specially urged to hand in homework every morning, and I'll be reminded once after school. I'll also stay here on duty when I'm on duty. Class notes will be exchanged at the end of each month."
"It's a state of being cared for at all, it's not proof of intimacy. And these are things Roman has to pay attention to, but they forget every time."
Yukawa Tsubasa's face suddenly showed an angry expression, to be precise, it should be "like an angry expression".
Roman thinks that he and Yukawa Tsubasa are too bad, because Roman doesn't care much about these things. This kind of too casual character is unbearable in the eyes of serious Yukawa Tsubasa. It is probably for this reason that he was taken care of for two years. Bar.
That's what it is, it's been taken care of all the time.
"Really? I thought I was treated specially by the squad leader."
"It's called Yuchuan, and it's a special treat."
However, these two kinds of "special treatment" are different, and the biggest difference is active and passive.
"Actually, it doesn't matter if Yuchuan doesn't care about me. I'm not a good student anyway. Hasn't Yuchuan been working hard for two years? He should almost give up."
"It's also the first time I've met someone who has been corrected for two years and still doesn't know how to correct it. Has Roman's laziness stuck to his soul?"
Yu Chuan Yi's tone was already full of resentment.
Roman thinks that she can't stand it anymore. The classmates who have taken care of them for two years have hardly improved. The bad character as always is no different from rot. If this person is not Yukawa Tsubasa, but someone else is the squad leader, maybe he will give up after a while.
But this person is Yukawa Tsubasa, the serious Yukawa Tsubasa and the hardworking Yukawa Tsubasa, when she discovered Roman, the "black sheep", she decided to go on the road of no return to correct Roman's character.
"But there's no way. Although I've thought about giving up, as long as I think about letting Roman go, something bad will happen, and maybe I'll go to the prison to visit the next day."
"It's not that serious, I think I can still be saved."
Although Yukawa Tsubasa said in a joking tone, the content of the words has been enough to prove one point - she will not give up on correcting Roman's character.
Now think about it, how much energy and effort has Yukawa Tsubasa spent in the past two years? How much pressure did she endure over Roman's issue?
Thinking of this, Roman suddenly felt embarrassed.
"Hey, Roman, why are you so depressed?"
Topic, once again back to the beginning.
It won't stop!
Chapter 40 Chapter Six
Yukawa Tsubasa, a girl who seems to be very ordinary, but has a serious and hard-working personality, and will never give up what she believes in.
Even the one who has been under control, Roman has more than once expressed admiration for Yukawa Tsubasa's character. It is a masterpiece of God that such an almost perfect person can appear.
But if possible, Roman really hopes that Yukawa Tsubasa can learn to give up, at least for now.
"You can't lie, I don't like liars, and I don't like liars. If Roman lied, I would hate it."
"Why do you use such a stern tone all of a sudden? Do I look like a primary school student who needs to be taken care of? And why can Yukawa decide that I'm lying?"
"Because Roman Reigns is too easy to understand, it seems that he can't lie at all. As for being strict, sorry, I don't know why, every time I see Roman Reigns, I feel that I need to take it seriously."
- Simply put, it looks like a good bully, right? Am I so weak that I can bully even a talkative person like the monitor?
Roman couldn't help but doubt his own life once again.
Still, can't lie...?
Can't lie.
The person who has been taking care of, the person who has been cared for, the person who has devoted countless energy without expecting anything in return, the person who just spends his life at will... How could Roman deceive her?
At this time, there are only scumbags who can say deceitful words.
"I... want to die."
Roman was able to Yukawa Tsubasa tense in an instant, and his words shocked her so much that she couldn't speak.
Even if the person who has been taking care of him for two years said "I want to die" in front of him, even if he was as calm as Yukawa Tsubasa, he wouldn't be able to accept it.
"It's shocking, but why should there be such a strange thought of 'finally here' in my mind?"
"Have you thought, Yuchuan, that I've already been a ready to commit suicide? Also, if you're really surprised, just give me a good surprise."
So what is this cold expression?
"Does surprise mean 'ah!'?"
Yu Chuan Yi showed a very shocked expression, but no matter how you look at it, it will feel very fake.
As expected, the calm Yukawa Tsubasa is the real Yukawa Tsubasa.
"Is this a momentary thought? It's like an impulse that occurs in a moment because of love or hatred. Because of the blow, the thought of 'let's just die' occurs in an instant. But that kind of momentary The impulsiveness doesn't explain anything, doesn't Roman have no such idea now?"
Yes, when people are impulsive, they always do things without going through the brain, so they don't even know what they will do. But impulses are just impulses, and when sanity returns, impulsive thoughts quickly dissipate.
So, impulsiveness, love at first sight, etc., are all false.
"But even if it is an impulse, don't have the idea of ending your life. Maybe the first time is a spur of the moment, but because of this idea, I may consider it carefully next time, and maybe it will be regarded as a priority in the future."
"Could it be that the squad leader thought I would definitely kill myself?"
"Isn't it? It's said that a young man with a gloomy personality, bad words, no friends, and staying at home all day, ends up either becoming a criminal or committing suicide with the remainder of his life."
- Desperate, I am desperate for this world where even the squad leader bullies me. Also, give me a good apology to all the family members.
But Roman was even more surprised that the squad leader also guessed the result correctly in a sense.
Roman will not be killed, his death will only appear in his own hands.
"Actually, if Roman really has thoughts of suicide, it's enough to think about the things that interest him."
"Something of interest? For example?"
"Sailor Moon?"
"That's right! Sailor Moon's serialization hasn't ended yet, how can I just die like this? At least wait until Sailor Moon ends!"
Is it so easy to sell your life?
Even Yukawa Tsubasa didn't know what to show when he looked at Roman who was suddenly crazy.
In any case, the goal has been achieved, even if one day Roman really can't think of it, at least there is still "Sailor Moon" to support him to live.
However, Yukawa Tsubasa feels that this possibility is very unlikely. On the contrary, if the editor announces that "Sailor Moon" has been cut in half one day, maybe Roman will (report) send (recover) knife (human) film (class).
"Speaking of which, why is Han Chuan here?"
"Me? I'm taking a walk."
Yukawa Tsubasa's expression was very unnatural, and he didn't seem to want to continue talking about this.
It should be a lie to take a walk or something. Probably for some reason I had to leave the house and run out. After all, wandering around alone at this time is not a fun thing. Maybe encounter a homeless, a homeless or something, the ending is not so good.
"Have a quarrel with your family?"
Although it was a simple guess, Roman clearly saw Yukawa Tsubasa's face stiffened, his lips moved slightly but no sound came out, a look of "should admit but don't want to admit it".
Seems to have guessed right.
Well, it seems that Tsubasa Hagawa is also not the type to lie.
Romance wins! Finally pulled a game back in front of the almighty squad leader.
My heart jumped for no reason.
"If you don't mind, why don't you come and sit with me?"
Although he felt that he should find a way to reconcile Yu Chuan Yi and his family at this time, but Roman doesn't know anything about her situation now, and he can't do such a thing that people can admit wrongly. Since Yukawa Tsubasa is now homeless, it is safer to invite her to his side rather than letting her wander outside alone.
It's a big deal to take her back.
"Roman's home... It's okay, I'll go home soon, Roman doesn't need to worry about me like that."
"Don't worry, I won't do anything bad to you, Yuchuan. Just take it as thank you for taking care of you all the time, and give me a chance to entertain you. I'm sorry, at least this time I found some man's dignity."
He has been taken care of and taught a lot of things, whether it is "knowledge" or common sense, Yukawa Tsubasa takes the trouble to teach him to take care of him. This is not one or two days, but almost two years. Even people with good relationships will not do this. Obviously, he is only the monitor of the same class. Yuchuan Yi actually did this. To say that Roman did not do it. Impression is absolutely impossible.
He also thought about repaying Yukawa Tsubasa, but he couldn't find the opportunity until later, because Yukawa Tsubasa almost had no room for others to help.
She is so perfect that she is not humanoid, almost a saint with no desires.
It was great to be able to help her.
PS: The Story series is really too easy to count, so it doesn't seem to be nutritious. So in the end is the two without nutrition better, or the one with nutrition better?
Chapter 41 Chapter 7 Invitation
Yu Chuan Yi did not continue to refuse. After all, he was so kindly invited by Roman, and if he refused again, it would be unreasonable.