Chapter 18:
There was still a little distance from Roman’s house in the park. Roman suggested that the two go back by train, but Yukawa Tsubasa refused.
According to Yukawa Tsubasa, her original intention was to go out for a walk, and if she took a car, the cart would be put upside down.
As a result, it took almost half an hour to return to Roman's house from the park.
Roman lives in a certain apartment, which is a relatively small single room, which is more suitable for single people and couples to live in. But because Roman has no friends and relatives, the family's room is more rudimentary than the average person's room.
Simply put, it is not suitable for entertaining guests.
"Sorry, it seems that I can't entertain you properly."
The moment the door was opened, Roman began to apologize to Tsubasa Yukawa.
The reason is very simple, because of the fact that one person lives here, it is already horrendously shabby.
Apart from his own bed, he has no other furniture, no tables and chairs, no cabinets, and no electrical appliances that can be used for electricity except for lamps and chargers.
"Roman, have you always lived here?"
Yukawa Tsubasa looked at the living room that Roman had used as a bedroom, with an incomprehensible expression on his face.
"Yeah... I'm sorry."
It seems that it was a very wrong decision to invite Yukawa Tsubasa as a guest.
Thankfully, with less furniture, it looks pretty neat...it's just empty.
Yu Chuan Yi hesitated for a moment, and finally walked into this room that was more like a den of thieves than a residence.
"I'm sorry, let's sit down and rest for a while, you need something to drink."
"Boiled water is enough."
There seemed to be no place to sit other than the bed, so Yukawa Tsubasa, who was at a loss, finally sat down.
Soon, Roman came over with two glasses of water, Yukawa Tsubasa stood up and took the disposable water glass, only to find that Roman was sitting directly on the ground.
She was also going to sit on the ground like Roman, but was stopped by Roman with the reason of "how to let guests sit on the ground".
But Yukawa Tsubasa was so embarrassed to let Roman sit on the floor while sitting on the bed himself.
In the end, Yukawa Tsubasa, who was uneasy, stood still.
"Roman, your 'home' is too simple. Have you always lived alone?"
"Didn't the squad leader know? I have always lived alone. Two years ago, no, it should have been like this since earlier."
"That's right, I did see Roman living alone in the student file, but..."
Tsubasa Hagawa's fingers began to gesture inexplicably.
"I always thought that this was just Roman's living alone for independence... Don't Roman's family care about it?"
"I have no family..."
"No... family?"
No family means no family. No parents, no siblings.
That is, orphans?
"That's right. I don't have parents and brothers, and I only know a few friends when I was studying in the UK, but I can't get in touch now. Get it, Yukawa, if there is no social interaction, there is no need to entertain guests here. Furniture, because I'm the only one using them, and I've been the only one living here all this time."
Yukawa Tsubasa finally understood where Roman's gloomy character at school came from. Although she has been trying to correct Roman's bad character in the past two years, she has never planned to start in life, because that is not the field she should be involved in, and she is not qualified to intervene. But because of this, Roman's lifeless attitude at school has never changed.
—I… want to die.
Yukawa Tsubasa suddenly remembered what Roman had just said in the park. At that time, she thought it was Roman's impulsive idea, but now it seems that it is more of a world-weariness germinated by years of loneliness.
If this situation does not improve and Roman continues to live alone, it will not be an accident to find out that he suddenly died one day.
"Absolutely not!"
"Huh? What's wrong, Yukawa?"
For some reason, Roman felt that Han Chuan was suddenly excited. Not only that, the calm eyes staring at Roman suddenly cheered up, and there was a sense of mission to accept the responsibility that made her look sparkling.
What is this dazzling brilliance that can only be seen in mythology? Could it be that Yukawa Tsubasa has achieved enlightenment and became a Buddha? Or is she possessed by a French village girl?
Yukawa Wing in front of him was suddenly so dazzling that people couldn't look directly, but it also made Roman feel very uneasy. Before he could figure it out, Yuchuan had already crouched down, showing compassion for the heavens and the people, and put his hands on the shoulders of Roman, who was sitting on the ground with a bewildered face.
"Don't worry, I will save you."
-So what the **** happened! What the **** is going on somewhere I don't know? who the **** are you? Have I reached the point where I need someone to save me?
"Then start now!"
"Why are you suddenly so motivated, at least dare to tell me what happened?"
Yu Chuanyi's movements were abrupt, and she realized that she seemed too anxious. Although her character itself is the type of doing what she says, she will never give up until she achieves her goal, but the state of being so resolute as now is very rare. Have.
It's probably because of human life. I always feel that if you leave it alone, something big will happen.
But now is really not an appropriate time, and correcting Roman's character is not a matter of one or two days. It is better to understand Roman's specific situation first.
"Speaking of which, Roman never seems to have mentioned his past."
"The past...no one mentions it, and it's not worth talking about. Yuchuan should understand that, if the relationship is not very good, generally no one will talk about his past affairs casually."
Through past events and past experiences of a person, one can learn more about the essence of a person, but this information will never be revealed unless the person has a bad relationship. Not to mention Roman, even Yukawa Tsubasa has a past that he can't tell others, and there are some secrets that even his best friend can't tell. Until now, Yukawa Tsubasa has never mentioned his family to anyone, and he has not been able to find any friends who can tell his family situation.
Although I really want to learn about his past from Roman, but I think about myself and others, as long as I think about my family situation, Yukawa Tsubasa can't speak.
"But if it's Yukawa, that's fine."
Chapter 42 Chapter 8 Important People
"what?-"
Yukawa Tsubasa had already given up.
It is a very normal thing to be refused to answer by a person about his past, because they have an ordinary relationship with classmates. Maybe a little more time than other students, but the two are not even friends.
"Because Yuchuan is special to me and is different from others. If it is Yuchuan, it doesn't matter if I tell you, but can I hide what I don't want to say?"
Yukawa Tsubasa nodded subconsciously, only to realize that Roman had the final say after he let go.
Although Yukawa Tsubasa has been taking care of Roman for the past two years, in Yukawa Tsubasa's view, this is just what a responsible squad leader should do.
As mentioned earlier, although Yukawa Tsubasa has always taken care of Roman, she never thought of interfering with Roman's life, because she only controls the bottom line of "squad leader".
But it's just a job for Yukawa Tsubasa, but it's not the case for Roman. Being reminded again and again, being nagged every day, this kind of tireless care, even wood will be enlightened, let alone a person? And Roman has neither relatives nor friends, there are very few people who can talk to each other. Except for Oshino baaba and Yukawa Tsubasa, whether they are with other people or alone, they can't find other feelings except loneliness. . Because of this, every time he faced Yukawa Tsubasa, the warmth that emerged from the depths of his heart became more intense.
Yukawa Tsubasa felt overwhelmed by Roman's sudden straight shot. It was the first time she heard such words from someone else's mouth, and her heartbeat suddenly accelerated.
But it soon calmed down, and she understood what Roman meant when she thought about it.
Although Roman's words are very easy to cause misunderstandings, the atmosphere is not right, the occasion is wrong, and the tone is not the same. Roman is not confessing to her, but simply describing the difference in the heart of "Hankawa Tsubasa" in "Romani Akiman".
Although somewhat disappointed, but thinking that he is different in the heart of a heterosexual, Yukawa Tsubasa felt a little joy in his heart.
"But Yuchuan has to promise me that he will not tell anyone else without my consent."
"I promise you, I will never tell anyone else."
The moment he got Tsubasa Yukawa's answer, Roman smiled.
- He smiled like a child. This was the first reaction in Yukawa Tsubasa's mind when he saw the smile on Roman's face.
"Actually, I'm an amnesiac."
Roman began to tell Yukawa Tsubasa his past.
His past is short, but detailed. At the same time, in order to avoid misunderstandings and doubts, he can conceal and modify some places.
Waking up in a high school in the UK is an ordinary person who has forgotten everything, but because his amnesia is different from ordinary amnesia, he has forgotten even the basic attempts, so Roman can't even do the most basic life. But he met a very good group of people - Mi Lei, the granddaughter of the chairman, brothers and sisters Lelouch and Nanali living in the activity building, and everyone else in the student union.
It is because of this group of friendly friends that Roman can gradually grow from knowing nothing. You can live in the school, you can take classes in the school, you can see interesting things, until one day, a person related to his memory loss appeared in front of her and took him out of the school.
Roman's tone was full of nostalgia, and the smile on his mouth never stopped. Yukawa Tsubasa had never seen this kind of satisfaction in him.
Yukawa Tsubasa finally understood where Roman's melancholy came from, and also understood why Roman always looked down at school, because the school he remembered was always the warm and joyful college in England, and the small dormitory was the only place. It belongs to Roman's real "home", not this empty apartment, nor is it the private Naoejin high school that they don't know each other.
"What about the woman? The woman who brought Roman from England to Japan?"
In Roman's account, C.C was an acquaintance of Roman before the amnesia. She brought Roman from England to Japan and let him live in this apartment.
"Already gone. I've been gone since the day I lived, and I haven't seen her since. It's funny, except for the code-like name C.C, I follow her without even knowing her name. left."
"Why...?"
At this moment, Yukawa Tsubasa realized that he never knew Roman Reigns. In her cognition, Roman is an Arab who once studied in the UK, but now he came to Japan to study alone. Because he is not a local, he does not know much about Japanese common sense. She is withdrawn, has few friends, and earns living expenses by her own efforts. All of this information is correct. Even after Roman told his past, Yukawa Yi had no error in his understanding of Roman before that, but correct does not mean comprehensive, and insufficient understanding has caused great errors in understanding. .
Studying in the UK is actually being taken in by well-meaning nobles in the UK. A person is not living for independence, but has no relatives at all. It's not that he doesn't understand the common sense of foreign countries, but he doesn't try at all. Roman's "always" is actually not long, because it has only been more than three years since he woke up.
"It's lonely to live alone."
Roman's past is full of warmth and happiness, and even happiness is not too much to describe. But it is precisely because of this happiness that he feels lonely and lonely now, and it is probably the excessive contrast between the front and the back that leads to Roman's dislike of the current life.
The room was shrouded in silence, neither Roman nor Yukawa Tsubasa said a word. Roman is still immersed in the memories of the past, while Yukawa Tsubasa doesn't know what he is like.
"But that's not right."
After a long silence, Yu Chuan Tsubasa broke the peace.
Roman, who was sitting on the floor, looked at Yukawa Tsubasa standing in front of him with a firm expression.
It's still the ordinary three-strand braid, the outdated big-frame glasses, and the Yukawa Wing. But at this moment, her body exudes a holy light, a light that makes people feel ashamed.
"No matter how good the past life is, Roman should not be immersed in memories. Life is not only the past, compared to the memory that has ended, the future is the most important part. If you really like that kind of life, you should Strive to find people who care about you, try to find important friends, instead of indulging in memories. If Roman continues to be depressed, it's up to me to correct you."
"Correct...?"
Roman suddenly remembered what had happened in the past two years. Whether it was work or study life, he didn't really care much. But at this moment, Yu Chuan Yi took care of him for two years, and it came to his mind clearly. But whether it is preaching or correcting, in fact, she has been doing it all the time, but it was not officially spoken until today.
Still so serious.
"Yu Chuan, you are right, people shouldn't indulge in the past. But you are wrong about one thing, Yu Chuan. In fact, I have found an important person who cares about me."
Roman smiled, staring at the stunned girl in front of him.
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"What are you doing? A look of despair."
Roman watched the absent-minded Yukawa Tsubasa get on the tram, really worried that she might forget to get off after sitting at the stop.
Since just now, Yukawa Tsubasa has been in a state of distraction, and Roman called her several times but did not respond.
Is it really worrying?
"Or did I do something wrong?"
How could it be? He did nothing.
After returning from the station, Roman took a shower and started to wash his clothes. He found that it was not yet ten o'clock, and it was far from the time to rest.
What to do? It's time to find something to pass the time.
Roman rarely has any entertainment activities. He has already finished reading the newly bought comics, and there is no such thing as a TV at home. When it comes to killing time, a member of the student council once said that online games and online idols seem to be good choices. Do you want to try them?
He took out the laptop that was supposed to be the bedroom full of clutter, plugged in the network cable and started downloading the game, and then followed the instructions of the game tutorial, Roman quickly created the character.
I have to say that online games are a very time-consuming thing. By the time he completed the novice task, it was almost twelve o'clock.
That's it for today, let's continue next time.
Thinking like this, Roman was about to close the game when a message suddenly popped up on the screen.
"'Princess Kaguya Taketori' applied to be a friend, agree/disagree."
friend?
Roman checked the character information with the id of "Princess Kaguya Taketori" and found that the other party turned out to be a very advanced player.
When Mengxin entered the game and was met by the boss, Roman felt a little flattered. I don't know why there is an ominous premonition in my heart, but since the other party is expressing kindness, why not make friends?