Chapter 50: promise
Lin Qingxu forgot to eat and sleep, and spent an entire afternoon plus half an evening to finally read the story that Lu Qishen had to tell the story.
She closed the last page of the book, looked at the candle full of tears in front of her, and exhaled heavily.
So cool!
"Qing'er finished reading? Can I go to bed?" Su Yan smiled when she saw that she had rarely escaped from the world of novels.
He had seen Lin Qingxu obsessed with the story of the story a lot, and he would have seen it earlier. On weekdays, she was so obsessed with it that she didn't even want to sleep. If it wasn't for him watching, maybe she would be able to stay up all night!
The good baby Lin Qingxu, who goes to bed early and stays up late, has someone specially assigned to take care of her. Although she has finished reading the story, her enthusiasm inspired by the story has nowhere to express. How can she still sleep now?
"Ayan, do you want to know what story I read?" She stood up from the small table and ran to the soft chair where Su Yan was sitting.
She smiled brightly, leaned over and gave him a quick kiss on the side of the cheek, then stood up straight and gave him a shrewd wink.
Su Yan put a miscellaneous notebook in his hand, originally sitting idle with her, but because she approached unexpectedly, his fingertips clenched the pages of the book, and the frequency of his heartbeat was already chaotic.
"What is Qing'er looking at?" His throat rolled, but his voice was calm.
He didn't look at the words book she was holding in her hand, and looked straight at her without moving for a moment.
Lin Qingxu had been with him for a long time, and her senses were already dull. At this juncture, she didn't notice any difference in him.
She arbitrarily raised the book of words in her hand and showed him the cover with a look of anticipation.
Su Yan had no intention of it at all, and only glanced at the cursive script "Love, Hate, Love and Enmity between Poor Boys and Immortals".
"It's good if Qing'er likes it," he said.
Lin Qingxu puffed her face, but she didn't want this answer: "Ah? Why don't you ask me what I think looks good?"
She tugged at his cuff with one hand, tugging unwillingly.
She said so perfunctory, she didn't want to accept it!
Su Yan's heart was quivered by her unmistakable fluctuations. He looked at her light-white fingertips on his sleeve, and the black rhyme in the bottom of his eyes sank two points.
He held her wrist, and in her surprised eyes, his arm suddenly charged, and he spun her into Rekuo's embrace.
"Well, now Qing'er tell me, what's so beautiful?" He hugged her tightly from behind, let her sit on his lap, his chest was close to hers, the voice in his throat was slightly hoarse, no more Restoring calm: he finished speaking next to her ear, holding her earlobe maliciously, and biting lightly.
Lin Qingxu let out a snort, trembling lightly in his arms, and half of his body instantly went numb.
Although her consciousness is sluggish enough, her body's sensitivity is still amazing!
Su Yan tightened his arms, chuckled softly beside her ear, and sprayed his hot breath behind her ear: "Since Qing'er doesn't want to talk now, then I'll listen to it later."
Lin Qingxu bit her lower lip in embarrassment, tilted her neck slightly, all her senses fell on his lingering kiss.
Hearing her breathing gradually intensified, the curvature of Su Yan's lips deepened, and the strength of his arms increased again, from behind her ears to her neck, the kiss slowly moved downward.
The temperature around him gradually increased, and the booklet slipped to the ground one by one. Su Yan gasped heavily, hugged her tightly, turned over, pressed her on the soft chair, and kissed her on the lips fiercely.
Lin Qingxu wrapped his arms around the back of his neck, closed his eyes, and awkwardly responded to his enthusiasm.
The clothes gradually fell, the temperature on the two of them reached the highest point, and the sweat was densely blended, ambiguous and lingering.
While Su Yan gasped, he stretched out his hand to remove her sweat-soaked hair, opened his eyes slightly, looked at her who was under his body/below, found her red lips, and took a heavy bite on it.
Lin Qingxu groaned softly in pain, and tightened the hand on his back. Su Yan hugged her even harder, his eyes pressed tightly, and a faint red light suddenly flashed in the thick jet black.
When Lin Qingxu was woken up by Fangyin, it was already half past midnight (about ten in the morning).
She was weakly beating her legs that were about to be abolished, and sat beside the bed staring at a pair of fish bubble eyes.
Fang Yin felt very distressed when she saw that her clothes were half-covered, and her white and tender skin was now all blue and purple.
"The eldest young master is also true, the madam is still young." Fang Yin whispered and helped her change her clothes lightly. During the period, she looked at Lin Qingxu's innocent red eyes, and Fang Yin was in the bottom of her heart. The resentment towards Su Yan was even heavier.
After waiting for a basket of small meat buns to fill his stomach half full, Lin Qingxu finally returned his soul and regained his energy.
Seeing this, Fangyin happily opened the next drawer of buns for her, and told her an important event: "Madam, butler Liu from the old man's yard came to inform her this morning that the old man left a letter last night and left, saying It's back to the Immortal Cultivation Realm."
The old man has always acted unruly, there was no sign of coming, and there was no prompt to leave.
Lin Qingxu drank the fragrant meat porridge with a surprised "uh" sound, swallowed the hot porridge and asked, "Did that grandfather say when will he be back?"
Fang Yin shook her head: "I didn't say it. Before, he only mentioned the arrival and departure of the old man, and there is no specific time."
Lin Qingxu nodded knowingly and continued to solve the breakfast, not finding it difficult to accept.
The old man has lived so old, and his concept of time has long since faded away. He has been indecisive for a few months after drinking and playing chess with his drinking buddies, and making an appointment with him is simply a fantasy.
However, thinking that the old man was going with Lu Qishen, if Lu Qishen had no intention of cultivating immortals, then the time to go this time should not be long.
The only thing that makes Lin Qingxu feel pity is that she just found a good time to joke about the old man (according to a love-hate relationship story), but the master ran away with good luck!
…
The old man and Bai Zhanji scholar Lu Qishen left together, which made Lin Qingxu's life less interesting.
One is the lack of a close friend who has advanced thinking and consciousness, and the other is the lack of a person who can show his sense of self-existence at any time, and who will not feel guilty when he is bullied.
But life is always turning, and this aspect is missing, and the other side will automatically fill in.
With the end of winter and changing into spring clothes, Yu began to slowly teach Lin Qingxu to manage the housework.
As the eldest daughter-in-law, Lin Qingxu has no scruples to be the mistress of the house in the future. However, due to her personality, she has no pressure in her life since she was a child. Learning to be a housekeeper is actually a slow-filling learning with soy sauce.
Therefore, this way of learning is leisurely and leisurely, and most of the time is still left to her to develop herself.
As the weather warms, Lin Qingxu no longer chooses to be a rice bug living in a warm world, and hangs out in street shops every three days.
Sometimes, he would go to Yuxing Embroidery Village and other shops to see Su Yan, but then he and Fangyin would wander around the town looking for some trinkets and treasures that they liked at their age.
There are only a few commercial streets coming and going in the town. She just walks around to relax, and because she was the daughter-in-law of Su's family during the Chinese New Year, she gave gifts to the children publicly. Will say hello to her and greet her twice.
Lin Qingxu was not familiar with it, he nodded and smiled every time, and dealt with it easily.
She enjoys this peaceful and harmonious way of life freely, but for some unknown reason, she always feels that she is occasionally walking on the street, and someone is paying attention to her behind her.
Those eyes were like a shadow, but she turned back, and did not find a suspicious person.
The first time or two she could blame it as an illusion, but more often, she couldn't help but wonder?
Because the source of this matter has never been found, Lin Qingxu is not willing to be suspicious and scared to death. With the temperature getting higher, she found a suitable reason for herself to continue to be lazy in the house, and then she went to the book to practice big characters. It's just that every few days, she still goes out to the Su Mansion to go to Fangxiu's mansion to fight with the big red **** for 300 rounds with passion!
As a biological mother, Fang Xiu still dislikes her, and of course A Mao, who is shy, can't go against her temper and come over to kneel and lick her?
Every time she went back to Fang Xiu's house, she simply went to seek abuse!
But after all, she is her own mother, and A Mao who wants to see her become a sperm with her own eyes. Lin Qingxu has a very high tolerance for people who have one person and one chicken. He is not afraid of being abused, but he is afraid that he will not find the passion of life!
In addition to finding passion from A-Niang and A-Mao, the Su Mansion was also surging.
When he gave Su Rong a blind date when he was fifteen years old, the Yu family was desperately trying to find an answer, which would have torment Su Rong half to death.
Yu and the three card friends have a close relationship, and the most optimistic is of course Suyin, the girl from the Jiang family. In addition, he knew that Su Rong had a relationship with Jiang Suyin because of his position, so he was almost sitting on the sidelines.
However, the strong Su Rong was beaten to death.
Of course Yu wouldn't really beat his baby son to death, and he was angry with him with a dark face all day.
Su Rong originally thought that after the old man Xu Yan left, he could finally be happy for a while, but he didn't want to, Xu Yan left temporarily, but his mother took over this position.
He had a headache all day long, and he talked to the Yu family back and forth about this matter, but he couldn't get it right once, and he had no choice but to find his father, Master Su, in private.
I want Master Su to find a way to catch him in the outer city and stay away from this place of right and wrong.
It's not that Su Rong can't go out and get a job, but he's used to going through the back door. He doesn't care about such trivial matters as where to do things.
Su Rong is not a person who has the convenience of being idle and wants to start from scratch. He thinks how capable and how much money he has, so he will show it to others!
Suffering from those suffocating and sulking, it is purely idle panic!
He surreptitiously mentioned this idea to Master Su, and Master Su happily agreed, turned around, and immediately informed Yu Shi.
Although Master Su is his father, of course the father loves his wife the most, and the son who is a horse must stand aside!
When Yu knew, it was incredible.
That night, Su Rong was invited into the house by his mother, and he talked bitterly for half the night, and Master Su was not enough to add fuel to the jealousy.
Su Rong looked at his father's unprincipled appearance, and was stunned to death.
When he finally stepped out the door under the moonlight, his head was dizzy, and he almost fainted.
Lin Qingxu's thoughts on this matter were calm, and no one knew exactly what step Su Rong and Jiang Suyin would take.
As she said, with Su Rong's temperament, it was really hard to meet a girl who could live in peace with him. If you think for the better, maybe they will be able to go to one place in the end when they are happy with each other!
After all, it was a long-term matter, and she still listened to Su Yan's words very much. Don't mix it up casually. Occasionally, while Yu is in a good mood, she can say a few words to enlighten her, an obsessed mother-in-law who wants to think of her daughter-in-law.
For this, Su Rong was simply grateful to her.
On the other hand, Lin Qingxu and Su Yan have been close to a year, and the discomfort of the demon in his body has weakened to four days.
Apart from the tranquility of life, when Lin Qingxu was so idle, he occasionally thought of Cui Yuying hanging the battle flag.
On the first day of the new year, Cui Yuying gave her a dignified hostility. Lin Qingxu thought that she should have a second move, but fortunately, she was looking forward to it. Unexpectedly, in the past six months, the other party has nothing to write about.
Xiaobaihua didn't do anything, and Lin Qingxu was happy and at ease.
Time flies by, just when Lin Qingxu thought that everything was going in a good direction, some things began to subvert.
"Have you heard that Xiaozhong Mountain was attacked by the demons. Just like the previous Chuxun Mountain, not only the Xiuxian sect on the Xianshan Mountain was wiped out overnight, but also the villages where people lived at the bottom of the mountain were also wiped out. Slaughtered/killed." On the street, the merchant women took advantage of the leisurely afternoon to exchange news with the gossip friends next to them nervously.
One person started the conversation, and the other woman who had heard the wind approached, her shrill voice was extremely penetrating: "You know it too? The news I got from my man last night, he just came back from Qudu yesterday. , it has already spread all over the place. First, it was Chuxun Mountain, and then it was Xiaojun Mountain. The demons are so rampant, they don't even know where their next goal is?"
People were in a state of panic, and everyone was sighing.
Lin Qingxu, who happened to be passing by, listened silently, and it was difficult to open his already deeply frowned brows.
She looked up at the sky, the sky was bright and the sun was shining brightly during the day, but she felt as if there was a haze blocking her eyes, making her breathless.
Seeing her pale face, Fangyin couldn't help but squeeze out a smile at her when she heard the voices still discussing on the side of the road, and comforted her in a low voice: "Madam, don't worry too much, Xiaozhong Mountain and Chuxun Mountain are both immortal mountains. It's so far away from us, and besides, there are no fairy sects around the town, we should be safe here."
Fang Yin knew she was reluctant, but she just wanted to comfort her.
Lin Qingxu shook his head, his expression still melancholy.
Back at Su Mansion, she stayed in her room alone, silently meditating.
I felt uneasy in my heart, and the doubts and uncertainties that I had barely put aside before were all overturned when the demons suddenly started to riot.
Lin Qingxu's mind was in a mess, and he couldn't decide what to do for a while.
At first, she was worried that she would fall into the fate of Lin Qingxu in the novel "The Legend of Lin Nuxiu". Not long after she married Su Yan, she was destroyed together with the town's Hehua Village due to the sudden turmoil of the demons.
When the reality could not be changed, she got married, really knew Su Yan, and was worried about her previous relationship. At the same time, Lin Qingxu had doubts about the novel's plot character Su Yan's becoming a demon.
Even now, she has no reason to believe that Su Yan will become a demon one day in the future - but just as everything is going in a good direction, the one-ring demon clan that is tightly clutching has now appeared.
Lin Qingxu once imagined that if it was really the same as the novel's plot, the Lotus Village and the town would perish because of the demons. She could bring the Su family and her aunt Fangxiu with her family to relocate, hide in a safe place, and wait. Let things end.
But now, this idea has all come to nothing.
She never thought that the turmoil that broke out in the Demon Race was not just the town of Lotus Village.
Xiaozhong Mountain and Chuxun Mountain are located in the human world. The two immortal mountains are full of spiritual energy. The current actions of the demons can still be classified as wanting to weaken the strength of the immortals, but when Lin Qingxu connects the plot and reality, she It is known that the target of the demons may not only be the cultivator.
In this world, I am afraid there is no place for peace.
…
Lin Qingxu sat for the whole afternoon, feeling unhappy during dinner.
Su Yan had heard Fang Yin's message to him early on, looked at her situation one by one, and never took the initiative to speak.
After eating, Lin Qingxu washed up with a full heart, crawled onto the bed and lay down obediently, turned to the inside and looked at the flat bed curtain and began to think again.
Of course she was not reconciled to her fate, but the reality made her see little hope. She was worried, but helpless.
She is not someone who looks at the approaching danger, doesn't know how to move, doesn't know how to stop her, but the reality in front of her has led her into a dead end.
She hit the wall everywhere and couldn't find an exit. In the process of moving forward, there was an invisible force grabbing her throat, making her feel the danger, but at the same time, there was no strength to fight back.
Lin Qingxu hugged the quilt and shrank into a ball without a sense of security.
The temperature on her body was difficult to condense, her whole heart was cold, her throat was cramped, and she let out the suppressed gasping sound of an unbearable little beast.
Just when she couldn't continue and was almost trapped in her own imagination, a warm body came over from behind her.
Su Yan hugged the shivering her, feeling her body's icy cold, as if her heart was being pinched tightly, and she couldn't breathe well.
"What is Qing'er worried about?" He spoke in an extremely gentle tone, trying not to let her burden her mind because of him.
Lin Qingxu slowly stretched his body in his warm tone and embrace, and finally let himself go, and the temperature in his body slowly returned.
Her tightly clenched fist was taken into his palm, gently smoothing the folds in her heart.
"Ayan, what should I do if it's a disaster that is not sure if it will come?" She murmured with trembling in her voice.
She said the question and already knew the most obvious answer, but since that answer was already known, it was not what she really wanted to hear.
Su Yan's strength around her was not heavy, leaving enough space for her, his voice was gentle: "The Qing'er I know is very smart, and shouldn't be able to get out of this vortex of thought."
He held her quietly and said slowly: "However, if Qing'er is really afraid, do something that can counteract this fear. Fear will be further magnified by deep thinking, and Qing'er will follow her own path. In the heart, there will be an answer.”
Lin Qingxu listened silently, his dry heart seemed to be poured into sweet rain. A few beams of light gradually emerged from the haze that had been pressing down before. Although the road ahead is still dark, she can find a vague direction from the vagueness.
When she thought that the topic was interrupted, Su Yan continued: "Qinger, don't be afraid, no matter what time, I will always accompany you. Joy and disaster, we will bear it together."
Su Yan lightly rubbed her hair, her words firm.
She is the person he wants to spend his whole life with, and he is willing to be her harbor, always waiting by her side, as long as she is willing...
Lin Qingxu's tears rolled down instantly.
She pursed her lips and suppressed her crying. She asked him, "What will happen to you if I'm not by your side one day?"
Su Yan's arms around her suddenly tightened.
With a sullen face, he took her by the shoulders and turned her over. His originally solemn and depressed expression disappeared when he touched her tears.
He lowered his eyes and sighed. Pressing his fingertips under her eyes, he wiped away her tears over and over again. He looked at her with an unignorable affirmation in his heart: "If you are gone one day, I will not live alone."
Lin Qingxu's heart throbbed fiercely, and the pain was unstoppable.
She grabbed his shirt and shook her head vigorously, trying to deny the answer.
Her tears flowed and fell between his pillow and bedding, her voice choked: "No, no, Ayan, you can't do this."
Hearing that he was willing to accompany her to Huangquan, Lin Qingxu was not moved, but refused.
Even if she is really dead, he will enter the Demon Race, and he will live, and he should not, let alone die, by suicide because of her.
Seeing that she was agitated, Su Yan stretched out his arms and hugged her hard, dying all her refusal and resistance in his arms.
He patted her on the back, slowly letting her relax.
Lin Qingxu's sobbing gradually subsided, she secretly found his palm, pulled her fingertips and shook it gently, looked up to see his dark eyes, and whispered in a low voice: "Ayan, you promise me , even if I'm gone, you have to live well, okay?"
If her destiny really cannot escape the shackles of the plot, then she would rather his destiny remain unchanged.
He will enter the devil and become the devil's master Li Yuan, he will become the leader of the devil clan who causes harm to the world, he will disturb the order of the three worlds step by step, and he will fall in love with other people...Lin Qingxu thought of this, the tears in his eyes once again gushing.
He may slowly forget about her, the person who stepped on her toes briskly in his life, and the oath they had made between them, but he was still alive.
It is the saddest thing to die to pay homage to the dead. She is afraid and unwilling to obliterate his future.
Su Yan's throat choked, touched her pale cheek, and nodded lightly, as she wanted.
Lin Qingxu's tears flowed silently down his eyes. He wanted to laugh but was filled with sadness.
Su Yan hugged her tightly again, like a boulder weighing more than 1,000 jins on his chest, making it extremely difficult for him to breathe.
He closed his eyes, and a crystal tear from the corner of his eyes slid down hastily, and quickly disappeared, as if it had never appeared.
When she asked him to agree, his first reaction was stern refusal, but her mournful and humble appearance made him reluctant to say refusal.
If she is not here, all his joys will be gone with her. Even if he is alive, he is only a walking corpse. How can there be a need to live alone?
But if this is the answer she wants, he is willing to give it to her.