Chapter 51: angry
Lin Qingxu woke up the next day with swollen eyes like two small walnuts.
"Madam, don't worry, nothing happened, don't panic." Fang Yin took a small package wrapped in crushed ice and carefully rubbed her eyes.
Lin Qingxu closed his eyes and felt the icy cold around his eyes, which was quite comfortable in such weather.
She gave a "uh" and took the ice pack in Fangyin's hand: "I see, you can pass me breakfast, I'm hungry."
Lin Qingxu was really hungry.
She cried for a long time last night, consuming a lot of mental and physical strength. When she woke up, she found that her eyes were swollen into buns, and she was busy asking Fangyin to find her an artifact to reduce the swelling. By now, she was so hungry that her chest was sticking to her back.
Seeing that she had changed from yesterday's melancholy, Fang Yin immediately cheered up and trotted out the door after responding.
Lin Qingxu listened to her footsteps and walked away, and then took the crushed ice pack and slapped it on the forehead sadly. The next moment, she was frozen.
So, what was wrong with her mind yesterday?
How could you actually say those words to Su Yan? Lin Qingxu wanted to cry without tears.
Last night, he begged Su Yan to promise him to live a good life, as if the scene of his parting words was still vivid in his mind, Lin Qingxu raised his forehead and sighed lowly.
It's one thing to worry about the attack of the demon clan, but it's another thing to immediately put the plot on Su Yan.
...how will she face Su Yan in the future?
After breakfast, Fang Yin carefully watched Lin Qingxu sitting on the desk practicing big characters.
Lin Qingxu flicked the ink and twisted his arm and wrist in one go. Without two words, he occupied an entire copybook.
Fang Yin felt the strong resentment and agitation lingering around her, peeked at the ghostly talisman, swallowed her saliva, and did not dare to speak.
After drawing three pictures like this, Lin Qingxu's belated self-knowledge finally appeared.
"Madam, why didn't you write?" Fang Yin saw that she had withdrawn her writing brush, staring at the copybook with bitterness and hatred.
Fang Yin had been by Lin Qingxu's side for a full year, and she had already figured out her temperament.
Lin Qingxu is approachable, intelligent and detached, with a lot of unheard of, but very reasonable and profound knowledge in his mind. Fangyin has respect and respect for Lin Qingxu on the one hand, and on the other hand, she likes her from the bottom of her heart.
However, Lin Qingxu is smart and not fake, but his temperament is not calm enough.
Her mood will be affected by the big events around her, and she will gradually become addicted. If outsiders are with her, she may not feel her depression or ups and downs, but Fangyin is careful and has been with Lin Qingxu for a long time. Xu didn't deliberately hide it in front of her, but she could see it.
Lin Qingxu let out a low sigh, turned her head to look at Fang Yin, and asked her a question with a frown: "Fang Yin, you said... If I let Ayan make a promise, how much would he care?"
Fang Yin looked at her hesitant expression, pondered, and evasively said, "It depends on what promise the madam made to the eldest young master? As far as the eldest young master's attitude towards you, most things will reach ten points, right?"
Fang Yin said hesitantly.
She didn't know what answer Lin Qingxu wanted at all, so she could only make a rough guess. The promise that the eldest young master made to his wife, he will never go back on his promise, right?
Unexpectedly, Lin Qingxu's face turned black after hearing this answer.
If it was the other way around, Su Yan told her that if one day he died, she would live well by herself, don't think about him...
Lin Qingxu: Haha.
Her reaction must have been to roar at him immediately, and then patiently dig the whole story, dig the whole thing upside down, find out all the outlines, and feel that she can't find any hidden threats, so she can just let it go.
What did Su Yan do?
He promised...
accepted! !
Lin Qingxu was depressed and wanted to beat the table!
Su Yan has never been a person who talks less and does more. It was the surprise he carefully prepared for her, and he could patiently grind her to the end before giving the gift.
If he didn't reveal it, Lin Qingxu wouldn't be able to guess his true thoughts at all. She didn't think there was something wrong with his temperament before, but now, she was flustered.
After making such a promise, what would Su Yan do and what would he think? Will she just say nonsense when she is out of control for a while? Or will it be... for real?
She took a deep breath, the veins on her forehead jumping.
In fact, after carefully recalling the conversation between the two last night, she did not feel that the content of the topic itself was wrong. Whether it was asking him how to dilute the burden of the impending disaster, or asking him to promise to live a good life, it was a question in her heart that needed to be relieved urgently.
But it was wrong, at this time.
The danger has not yet come, and it is too early for her to make him promise at this time.
Lin Qingxu was afraid that this would affect the good relationship between them, and she was unwilling to threaten the relationship between the two because of worrying about gains and losses.
The scorching sun gradually subsided, and the scorching heat was replaced by gentleness. As the setting sun gradually subsided, the golden afterglow was covered by the deep twilight, and night was approaching.
Su Yan looked at the corner of the sky, and saw the last ray of light on the horizon disappearing from his field of vision, his fist hanging by his side clenched hard.
"Eldest young master?" Su Quan, the gatekeeper, called out when he saw that he had been standing still for a long time.
Su Yan's thoughts flickered, and the lake that was disturbed in his heart was forcibly smoothed out by him.
He withdrew his gaze, hid the turbulence in his eyes, nodded lightly at the other party, and stepped into the mansion gate with his feet raised.
Small lights were slowly lit in the courtyard, but the room was chaotic. Su Yan pressed his eyebrows, seeing the darkness from a distance, his heart slowly sank.
Lin Qingxu didn't like to be surrounded by servants. On weekdays, there were only Fangyin and a steward in the yard. There were few people, but now no one has seen them.
Su Yan pursed his lips tightly, although he knew that there would be no accident, but his heart was trembling unsteadily.
"Squeak—" He held his breath and pushed open the door.
The night was getting darker, everything in the house was shrouded in gray fog, and the mist was not clear.
There was no one, and Su Yan's heart seemed to be tightly grasped by someone. An unknown uneasiness enveloped him, and his heart gradually sank to the bottom.
"Ayan!" Suddenly, a clear female voice came from far to near.
Su Yan was shocked and turned his head hastily. In an instant, the melancholy between his brows was replaced by intense joy.
When Lin Qingxu saw Su Yan turn his head, he happily hugged the food box and ran from the end of the corridor to Su Yan, looking up at him: "Ayan, why didn't you pass by the main entrance, I was waiting in my mother's room. It's been a long time, but Ah Quan came to tell you that you went back to the yard directly from the path..."
Lin Qingxu pouted, still guessing his thoughts with his eyes.
However, Su Yan saw her clearly for a moment, and his chest was filled with emotion. He spread his arms, like a lost and found treasure, and hugged her tightly: "Qing'er."
Lin Qingxu was so caught by his embrace that she could hardly breathe. She had a food box in front of her, but now the wooden food box was pressed against her chest, and her chest hurt.
"It hurts, and my pastries." Her voice was almost squeezed out.
Su Yan only realized it later, and hurriedly let go of her, turned her hand and took the food box down again, and asked anxiously, "How is Qing'er?"
Lin Qingxu rarely saw his reckless appearance. He loosened his hand rubbing his chest and pursed his lips and chuckled: "Actually, it doesn't hurt. Ayan, let's go in quickly, this is the cake I made!"
She gestured to Su Yan for the food box in her hand as if offering a treasure, and took the initiative to hold his hand.
Su Yan held her hand instead, his eyes gradually became calm, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
The two entered the room and sat at the table one by one. Lin Qingxu excitedly took the food box, and placed several trays of cakes in front of them one by one, extremely attentive.
Lin Qingxu: "I originally wanted to steam more in the kitchen, but I thought that I would accumulate food after eating too many cakes at night, so I only steamed a few kinds. Ayan will try this rose cake first. It's not very sweet."
Since the two met, Su Yan's eyes have been on her face, he heard the words, took a small bite on the edge of the rose cake with her hand, and looked at her, chewing slowly: "It's delicious. ."
Lin Qingxu's shy face turned red.
Fang Yin, who was standing behind the two of them, secretly took two steps towards the door, trying to make her light bulb less present.
It is really unbearable to be stuffed with dog food by the eldest young master and his wife every day!
Su Yan took Lin Qingxu's hand and tasted each cake. He didn't mind continuing to eat it, but Lin Qingxu was as embarrassed as Steamed Xia. The pastry was withdrawn to the small table next to it, and dinner was called in.
One person, one bowl, one pair of chopsticks, so he doesn't have to look at her, right?
During a dinner, Lin Qingxu was about to eat it under the table.
She originally thought that because of yesterday's incident, Su Yan would think more, lest it would be embarrassing to meet the two of them. So she went to the kitchen with Fangyin in the afternoon and wanted to learn to make some pastries to win over him.
Unexpectedly, Su Yan did change to her, but it was this kind of change... Lin Qingxu was half-sitting on the soft slump, and pretended to take the script to cover half of his face, but he was secretly looking at him with a pair of eyes. .
Su Yan was sitting at the end of the soft collapse, and as soon as her eyes floated over, he immediately noticed.
"Does it look good?" He smiled with a smile in his eyes, and at the same time he was gentle, but also mixed with a taste of provocation.
Lin Qingxu was caught by him, couldn't help swallowing, and glanced at him: "Okay... look."
Su Yan put down the book that he hadn't read in his hand, and simply moved to her side a little bit, and continued to ask her in a low voice, "Is it better for me or the book?"
Lin Qingxu's heart was about to jump out of his heart.
"All, all look good." She pressed her eyes back to the writing with a guilty conscience, and she frantically complained about how today's Su Yan could be so blatant, so flirtatious, the next moment, the words in her hand would disappear.
"!"
"Qing'er didn't tell the truth." Su Yan grinned, closed the book with a gentle gesture, put it aside, and then slowly pressed the fingers of her right hand on hers.
After interlocking her fingers, Su Yan slowly pressed her to his side.
Lin Qingxu was pressed by him to reflexively lean against the soft pillow behind, staring blankly at him diagonally above.
Su Yan is this, changed the core?
Seeing her stunned appearance, Su Yan felt an itch in her heart, lowered her head, and took a punitive bite on her lips.
Lin Qingxu groaned in pain and turned his head to hide, but Su Yan pressed his jaw with his free left hand and kissed him fiercely.
Lin Qingxu was kissed so badly by him that he could only gasp for air from his mouth, and had long lost the consciousness of resistance.
Approaching the brink of suffocation, Su Yan reluctantly left a mark on the corner of her lips, slowly let go of her lips, and leaned against her neck to pant, but the hand that was intertwined with her never let go.
"Does Qing'er know it's wrong?" he said, panting.
Lin Qingxu's mind has not recovered, he just thought he was asking about the matter just now, and said "um" aggrievedly.
Su Yan's eyes flashed with light, and he opened his mouth to touch her nearest earlobe.
Lin Qingxu trembled violently, and the numbness instantly spread throughout his body.
"Do you know what's wrong now?" He said again, his voice indifferent, as if he was not the one who tossed Lin Qingxu into such a situation.
Lin Qingxu's eyes were red and his mouth was deflated, only then did he realize that he was actually resenting what happened last night.
"I knew it was wrong," she said earnestly.
She was wrong because she shouldn't have said it so early, even if she was really going to die, she should have given him the parting words when she was dying!
She thought she was so wronged, Su Yan should be able to let her go, but she didn't want to, just after speaking, the soft flesh on her waist was pinched.
"Hmm." She bounced up reflexively to protect her waist, but in the current position of the two, her struggle was to get closer to the person in front of her.
Lin Qingxu clearly noticed that the breathing sound of someone in his ear was heavier.
Su Yan's hand was still on her waist, he felt a slight tremor from under his palm across a thin shirt, and his heart seemed to slowly sway along with the tremor.
"If Qing'er knows she's wrong, she won't be able to say that kind of thing again in the future."
Lin Qingxu nodded hastily, just asking him to let go of her soft waist first!
Su Yan stopped laughing, this time he finally got what she wanted, sat up slowly, and hugged her head-on in his arms. His heartstrings, which were tugging so tightly, were finally able to relax temporarily.
She had no idea how he spent last night and today?
Even though he kept reminding himself that it was just a moment of fear for her, and she didn't want to say anything, but the fear of losing her was pulling him into the abyss.
Until he returned to the house and found that she was not there, one of his hearts almost stopped beating.
Su Yan didn't dare to think that one day, she would leave before him... He had written her into his bones and blood, and he couldn't break it, let alone leave her.
Lin Qingxu rested his head on his shoulder and embraced his waist with both hands. The air was silent, and she seemed to be able to hear the sound of his heartbeat, steady and powerful.
"I'm going to Qudu in two days, and Qing'er is waiting for me in the mansion." I don't know how long it took, Su Yan made a sound, breaking the peace.
Lin Qingxu tightened his fingers on his clothes, and asked with a frown, "But now it's the twentieth, and it's before the time of the attack..." She bit her lip and didn't say anything further.
Although the influence time of the attack of magic in his body has been reduced to four days, the time is not stable. If the attack occurs in the middle, he is still in the field, and there may be many uncertain factors in the middle.
Su Yan patted her back gently: "Qinger, don't worry, I'll be back in three or five days at most, so it shouldn't be a problem. Besides, the business is busy during this time, and Dad doesn't have time to relax, so I'm the If the attack occurs in the middle, and it stays for two more days, there will be no danger."
Lin Qingxu bit her lip and wanted to say a lot, but finally swallowed it all back.
"Then be careful on your way, I'll wait for you to come back at the mansion." She hugged him tightly and urged.
"Okay." Su Yan chuckled lightly, a fleeting sadness in his eyes.
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