Chapter 37: .37 He feels crazy

Chapter 37: .37 He feels crazy

    Listening to Lin Xigan telling a few cold jokes, Lin Xiyu's mood gradually improved, she turned her head unintentionally and saw the father and son standing outside the window.

    She almost didn't recognize it at first sight, because the father and son both wore a cap with the same shape. Lu Junting wore it very casually today, and the cap matched his outfit very well, but It doesn't quite match his temperament.

    Guobao naturally saw his mother, and his happy little body trembled, jumping and screaming in his father's arms, "Mom, mom, mom."

    Lin Xiyu hurriedly put down her chopsticks and went out, when the baby saw her mother coming out, she stretched out her arms to hug, and half of her body came out of his father's arms, Lin Xiyu was startled, afraid that he would He fell down and hurried over to pick him up.

      .

    "Good baby, good baby, don't miss Mommy."

    "Um, mom, um, mom."

    As if saying, um, yeah, thinking about mom.

    Lin Xiyu only felt that the tip of her nose was sore for a while, but she didn't want to cry in front of the child, she rubbed Gubao's hat crookedly, hurriedly helped him straighten, and smiled: "Guybao wears a new hat Already? Do you like it?"

    Guaibao seemed to think of something, leaned out of his mother's arms and pointed to his father's hand, Lin Xiyu followed and looked over, Lu Junting was holding a hat in his hand.

    Lu Junting handed her the hat and said, "My dear, picked it."

    Lin Xiyu also saw that it was a parent-child hat, she glanced at the top of his head, this hat did not match his temperament at all, even if he dressed casually, his temperament also gave people a kind of temperament Seriously, this peaked cap is very hip-hop, and it looks a bit funny when worn on his head, and I don't know why he is willing to wear such a hat.

    Lin Xiyu didn't take it, she coaxed Gubao and said, "Mom don't wear it, Gubao can wear it. The hat that Gubao chose by himself is very beautiful!" She put on his face He kissed and said, "My baby has a very good eye."

    Good baby was so kissed and giggled by her that she forgot to let her mother wear a hat.

     

    She doesn't even want to wear the hat chosen by the child, because it is a parent-child hat, a parent-child hat for a family of three, both he and the baby wear it, just waiting for her to bring this one too, That way they looked more like a family of three, and she didn't want to form a family of three with him.

    Two gardenias were planted in front of the hotel. A gust of wind blew and brought a fragrance. This fragrance seemed to be imprinted in his memory for a moment. The pain is like a knife twist. For a long time in the future, whenever he smells the smell of gardenia, the pain engraved in his memory will emerge. Even if nothing happened, it still makes him feel a colicky pain in his heart. .

    She really doesn't love him, even if she has been with him for so long, even if she gives birth to his child, she doesn't love him.

    Lin Xiyu teased the child for a while, and then asked him, "What did you bring the baby here for?"

    Lu Junting gradually recovered from the colic. He said, "The child misses you and wants to have a meal with you."

    Lin Xiyu didn't want to have dinner with Lu Junting, and after this time, he will come to her with the same excuse in the future, she just wants to divorce him now.

    "When I get divorced, I'll have dinner with him when I visit Gubao normally."

    She only said she wanted to eat with Gubao, not with him.

    She looked cold and kept a distance from him. He remembered that when she saw him before, she would greet him with a little shyness. If he kept staring at her, she would be embarrassed to bow down. The head, although he was wary of him, was never so cold, as if he didn't even want to say a word to him.

    She is so soft, but she shows the hardest thorn to him, but do you blame her, this thorn is also picked out by him. But if he doesn't do that and doesn't want to find a way to make her keep the child, then they won't have any contact in this life.

      The house, her suspended death certificate, but he still didn't do that, he didn't want her to hate him, all he didn't want was a body.

     

    Lu Junting went out with a nanny, Lin Xiyu hugged the baby for a while, then handed the child over to the nanny, and instructed: "Take care of him, the things outside are not clean, don't feed him."

    After she finished speaking, she said to Lu Junting: "I will draw up the divorce agreement, and we will sign it when you are free."

    She really wants to get divorced, so she wants to leave him?

    The smell of gardenia is getting stronger and stronger, making him feel like he can't breathe. He has never felt that the smell of gardenia is so offensive.

    "I can sign, but you have to promise me a condition."

    "What conditions?"

    "After a divorce, you should never see your children."

    Lin Xiyu was stunned by this, and after a short period of shock, a burst of anger quickly rushed up, she stared at Lu Junting, her hands clenched subconsciously, "How can you do this? Even if I get divorced, I still have it. Children's visitation rights."

    "This is my condition. If you want a divorce, you don't want to see your children, or you go to the court to file for divorce, but I didn't do anything wrong. It's not easy for you to file for divorce."

    "Think about it for yourself."

    Lu Junting dropped these words and took the child into the car. Lin Xiyu looked at the car and walked away, so angry that she wanted to curse. She felt that she used to be a brainless person, why did she think Lu Junting was a good person! Why was he fooled around like a fool.

    How could he make such a request, how could he be such a jerk!

    Lu Junting looked at the little girl from the rearview mirror, even if he was far away, he could feel the anger in her. Good baby separated from his mother and started to make trouble. The nanny hurriedly coaxed him. There was a lot of noise in the carriage, but his heart was extraordinarily deserted. not filled.

    Why are they making such a fuss? So ugly?

    

    But he has no other way, the child is the only condition she can compromise, he can only do this.

    Lin Xigan came out of the restaurant to support Lin Xiyu's shoulder, for fear that she would fall down accidentally, he asked, "What's the matter? What did he tell you?"

    Lin Xiyu closed her eyes to calm her anger, "He told me never to see the child, I really didn't expect him to go so far."

    Lin Xigan said: "The child is the only thing he can restrain you, of course he should make good use of it, you should think about it first, don't make a decision in such a hurry, and wait until you figure out exactly what you want What is to be decided."

    Lin Xiyu has been absent-minded these two days. She doesn't want to give up the child, but she also doesn't want to compromise with Lu Junting. Every time she got home, she would flip through the photos of Gubao on her phone, and she couldn't help crying, especially thinking that she might never see him again in the future.

    What should she do now, if she doesn't get divorced, then she will always be Lu Junting's wife, and she can't get rid of him for a lifetime, but if divorced, she and her children will be separated forever.

    She remembered that Lin Xigan once told her that Lu Junting was a very powerful person and knew how to restrain her.

    But now that she has experienced all this, she is passively caught in a dilemma, and she realizes that she has never really understood Lu Junting, this person is far more terrible than she realizes.

    Lu Junting didn't have a good life these two days. He was often distracted at work. Even though he kept forcing himself to be busy, when there was a space in his mind, he would think of her, her ruthlessness, her ruthlessness hateful.

    He moved his son's cot to the room, and his room was also padded for his son to crawl around, this child was the only connection between him and her, he could not Let him have any mistakes, and he even asked the nanny to bring the good boy to the company. His office is very wide. He dismantled some equipment, put soft pads on it, and surrounded a protective fence, so that his son can stay in the office. play inside.

    At night, my son was playing with his little toys in the room. He was sitting on the sofa reading documents, but he was not distracted, and he was often distracted.

    He hadn't slept well these days, he always felt in a trance, always felt that she was still by his side, and he could see it when he looked up, but when he looked, there was no sign of her.

    The phone rang at this time, he scanned the caller ID, as if the call would disappear if he took a step too late, he hurriedly pressed the connection, but held his breath again, It took a while to speak.

    "Hello?"

    "It's me."

    She heard a familiar voice from the other end.

    He tried his best to keep his tone calm: "I know it's you, what's the matter with me?"

    "I promise you, I promise all your conditions, as long as you can agree to the divorce."

    For so many days, this was the only call she called him, but he didn't expect her to call for this matter, or he never thought that she could really call for and He is divorced and will never see the child. He knows how much she likes the child. In order to stay with the child, even if he doesn't like him, he is willing to have **** with him.

    He tightened his fingers while holding the phone, and a blush filled his eyes. He wanted to calm down and restrain himself, but the words were still trembling with anger, "You hate me so much. Would you rather divorce me if you never see the child?"

    "You don't have to use the baby to coerce me. As I said, before being the mother of the baby, I am myself first."

    He was silent, or he was too uncomfortable to say a word.

     "I agree to all the conditions you asked for, when will you divorce?"

    He couldn't listen anymore and hung up the phone abruptly. He didn't expect her to agree, but she really agreed. Do you just want to get rid of him? She didn't even want the child, that was her favorite child!

    He was completely stunned, he didn't know what to do.

    In his life, he was used to calculating, he calculated a lot of things, but the only thing he did not calculate was that she would really recklessly divorce him.

    After Lin Xiyu made that call, Lu Junting never replied to her. When he called him, he didn't answer, so she sent a text message to ask him.

    Lu Junting didn't want to answer her call, or he didn't dare, he didn't want to hear the words he didn't want to hear, but her text messages were still sent one by one.

    "I promised you all the conditions why not divorce."

     "My divorce agreement is out. When are you free, I'll go to you to sign it."

    "What else do you want, I promise you will never see the baby."

    Lu Junting didn't answer a single one. He went to get off work, got off work, and took care of official business after returning home. He still took his son with him every day.

      all day.

     

    "Dad."

    Just as he was bowing his head to sign, he suddenly heard Gubao screaming, Lu Junting suspected that he heard it wrong, and he looked at him in disbelief.

    "You...what was your name just now?"

    Guy Bao holds a small inflatable hammer in his hand, the small hammer can smash the inflated button, he seems to just call out unconsciously, when asked by his father, his face is on his face Still a little bewildered.

    But Lu Junting just heard it clearly, he put down his pen and walked over. He crouched beside his son, excited and happy, "What was your name just now? Say it again."

    Guy Bao stared at Dad with bewildered eyes, and then waved the little hammer and said, "Dad."

    He called very clearly, he understood, he was really calling him.

    He taught him for a long time before, but every time he saw him, he still screamed "Wow".

    "Dad." He called him so clearly, his son would call him Daddy.

    Lu Junting couldn't help picking up his son, he rubbed his little head, the joy of being a father made him so excited, he kissed his face, "Good son, my good son."

    My darling was kissed by my father, and I was a little disgusted. The back of the fleshy hand subconsciously wiped the place where he had been kissed, but Lu Junting was not angry. He was eager to share his joy with others, so he took out Send a message to Lin Xiyu on the phone.

    "You know what? Your son just called me Daddy."

    Lin Xiyu stared at this message for a long time after receiving this text message, she covered her mouth and almost did not cry, there is one more thing that Baobao can say, he is growing up slowly, And she couldn't witness his growth in the future.

    She closed her eyes and calmed down for a long time, and only then did she reply to Lu Junting.

    Lu Junting waited after he finished, he waited for her to be as excited as him, even if she hated him again, but the baby is the common child of the two, and the baby will be called Dad, She must be happy too.

    "When exactly did you get divorced?"

    He looked at these cold words, and his joy, excitement and joy disappeared in an instant. She no longer wants to share joy with him, and the only thing she wants him to do now is divorce.

    But he really doesn't want a divorce.

    Lin Xiyu didn't expect Madam Lu to come to her so early. Madam Lu was accompanied by Lu Yuan, and the two were waiting at the door of the club.

    "Hee Hee, I heard that you and Jun Ting are getting divorced, what's the matter?" Mrs. Lu looked sad, "Is it because of Jun Ting's scandal a few days ago, I I asked him and they checked it out, and it was that little star who deliberately hyped it up, and Jun Ting has already taught him a lesson."

     "Grandma, the problem is between me and Brother Jun Ting, and it has nothing to do with anyone."

    "What's the reason? Did Jun Ting do anything to hurt you? Tell your grandma, and grandma will help you get justice."

    "No one can resolve the matter between me and him."

    Old Mrs. Lu was not in good health. She was very angry when she heard that Lu Junting and Lin Xiyu were going to divorce. When she heard this, she coughed a few times, and Lu Yuan helped her back, Lin Xiyu was also very guilty about it. The second elder of the Lu family had always treated her very well.

    "Grandma, you are not in good health. Don't blow the cold wind here, go back first."

    Old Mrs. Lu paused for a while, she held Lin Xiyu's hand, "Xixi, I don't know what happened to you and Jun Ting, if Jun Ting did something to be sorry to you , Grandma apologizes to you, it's because I didn't teach my grandson well. Divorce is not a trivial matter, not to mention that you have children, Cheng Subaru is still so young, if Jun Ting is not so unforgivable, can it be for the sake of the children not to have **** He's divorced."

    Her eldest grandson finally got married and had a child. She was happy for him. Who would have thought that the happy days were not long before the two were arguing about divorce.

    Lin Xiyu didn't know what to say, she held the old lady Lu's hand, and after a long time she only whispered, "Sorry grandma."

    Once Mrs. Lu saw her like this, she knew that it was unreasonable, and she was not unreasonable, but she was really satisfied with this granddaughter-in-law. Lu Junting married her and she was serious Happily, she also felt regretful that the two were really divorced.

    The old lady Lu sighed heavily, "Forget it, you young people have your own ideas, and what grandma wants to persuade has already been brought to you, it is you who live."

    After Mrs. Lu finished speaking, she asked Lu Yuan to help her back to the car. Lu Yuan helped the old lady Lu into the car and ran back. She asked Lin Xiyu, "What's the matter with you and my eldest brother? Why do you want to divorce? What about Xiao Cheng Subaru?"

    Lin Xiyu didn't want to say so much, only said: "I have a lot of problems with him."

    Lu Yuan sighed and said: "I know that you have your own reasons for making decisions. If you don't say anything, I won't ask more, but you have to remember that my family will always be your mother's family. And my parents are also your family, and we will always be your backing behind you."

    The sun has already risen, and the warm light is scattered on the earth, and the sky is full of golden light. Hearing Lu Yuan's words, Lin Xiyu feels that the sun has not yet reached her, and she has already given birth in her heart. A warm feeling.

    She hugged Lu Yuan and said to her sincerely, "Lu Yuan, thank you."

    No matter how out of place this girl is sometimes, she will always be her best friend and will not hesitate to stand up to help her when she is in trouble.

    The leisure area in Lu Junting's office was remodeled by him. It was enclosed by a fence and covered with soft cushions. Cheng Subaru could play in it.

    When he went to work, he brought Cheng Subaru along with him. Cheng Subaru is not a crying child and will not affect him. When he was doing business, he would occasionally glance at him, and he would see the little meat dumpling sitting on the soft cushion, his chubby little hands clumsily assembling toys. While assembling, he talked to himself, and occasionally he had to match his expressions, such as frowning and speaking angrily. Occasionally, there will be a smile, a cheerful smirk.

    Looking at this scene, a familiar memory suddenly hit his mind. He remembered that when he was a child, he also liked playing alone, talking to himself, not crying or making trouble. One toy can play all day.

    I didn't expect his son to do the same.

    There is a strong sour feeling suddenly hit, it seems that nothing has changed, it seems that fate has already been destined, generation after generation, his childhood is miserable, and his child's childhood is destined to be as miserable as him .

      But now, looking at the child who was playing with toys and talking to himself, he suddenly felt a huge sense of powerlessness. This sense of powerlessness stirred his heart, and suddenly there was a sharp pain.

    I don't know if the little guy realized that he was looking at him, he looked up at him and met his eyes, but the little guy smiled at him, he didn't know anything, he It is innocent and happy, without sadness, and understands nothing. He shook the toy in his hand at him, his eyes lit up with a smile.

      The children born also smiled at him.

    Not the same, everything will be different, his children will not be as miserable as him.

    Lu Junting put down what he was doing and walked over to the child. He walked up to him and squatted down. The child handed him the assembled toy. It was a very small caterpillar toy, but he Wrong, put the head on the body. Lu Junting took it, rubbed his head and said, "Good baby is great."

    The little guy who was praised laughed even more, giggled, and the empty office was filled with his laughter. I don't know what the little guy suddenly thought of, he pointed to the toy and said, "Mom."

    Lu Junting guessed what he meant and asked him, "Would you like to take this to my mother?"

    The little guy nodded and said again: "Mom."

    After Lin Xiyu got off work, she saw a familiar car parked in front of the club. She recognized it as Lu Junting's car, and Lin Xiyu didn't care. It took about ten minutes to walk from the club to where she lives now. Lu Junting's car kept following her, not fast, and kept a certain distance until she reached the gate of the community, and the car stopped at her faster speed. beside.

    The car door opened, and she saw Lu Junting sitting in the back seat, and the baby sitting next to him in the child seat. As soon as Gubao saw her, he called her with open hands, "Mom, mom, mom."

    Almost instinctively, Lin Xiyu went around to the other side, opened the car door, and picked up the good treasure, she hugged him tightly, sniffing his body deeply.

    "My baby, my baby, my mother's baby."

    Guangbao handed the toy he brought to her, Lin Xiyu was stunned for a moment, a toy caterpillar was assembled in a mess, Lin Xiyu asked him with a puzzled look: "Is it for mother? "

    The little guy nodded, Lin Xiyu took the toy caterpillar and asked him, "Did you make it yourself?"

    Guangbao didn't answer, she giggled, Lin Xiyu kissed her on the head and praised him with a smile: "Guangbao is awesome."

    Lu Junting stood aside and watched this scene, she didn't change the child, she and the child were still warm, but when her eyes fell on him, the smiling expression gradually became cold.

    She asked him: "Are you looking for me for divorce?"

    The first exit is divorce, apart from divorce, do they have nothing else to say? His heart was pierced with severe pain, and it took a while for him to speak normally.

    "The child needs you, come back with me."

    Lin Xiyu came to understand, not to discuss divorce with her. The old lady Lu came only in the morning, and in the afternoon he brought the child over again. In order not to divorce her, he dispatched the whole family.

    But Lin Xiyu doesn't understand, is this necessary?

    Lin Xiyu kissed Gubao on the face, she put him back on the seat and helped him fasten his seat belt. He reluctantly rubbed his face again. Then he closed the car door again, and Lin Xiyu said to him, "Just a little bit, don't do this again, it's not necessary."

    After she finished speaking, she turned and walked towards the gate of the community. There was a sudden sound of rapid footsteps behind her, and then a pair of arms suddenly came upstairs from behind to hug her.

    "Hee-hee, don't go."

    She heard his hoarse voice speaking to her.