Chapter 109:
I made a prayer to the star and asked if it could share that dazzling light with me?
The star heard the wish and said: …
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"So have you had any troubles recently? You're welcome, tell the teacher as much as you like!"
In the private conversation room, the blond class leader sat comfortably on the back chair, with his legs folded at will, just a gesture of tilting his head and resting his chin with his hand, he could cos is a domineering president in ancient novels.
Unfortunately, the student watching this scene was a guy who didn't understand humor at all, and didn't even move his brows, as if he didn't see anything special. Shencui's eyes were calm and unwavering, and she only replied in a cold tone: "I'm fine, thank you teacher for your concern, can I go?"
"Although you seem to want to leave here immediately, and the teacher doesn't want to do anything difficult, but unfortunately, it is my duty to care about the physical and mental health of the students."
Gong Guangxi said something serious, and smiled and pushed a cup of hot cocoa: "So before confirming that you are indeed fine, don't think about running away, let's have a good chat, Xing Dou ."
Xing Dou looked at the steaming hot Coco in front of him and was silent. He couldn't figure out what the class instructor, who was so busy that he could only show up in class, came to him at this time and wanted to do something.
"You don't seem to understand at all." Gong Guangxi took a sip from the teacup, "Although I do think you are a gifted child, your acting skills are not superb, but you can see it. But the usual expressions are not so easy to cover up. Feng Xuesong should have told you that the reason why you want to experience the psychology of the characters into the play is because people's moods are more naturally reflected on the face than any deliberate acting."
“The corners of the eyes, the edges of the lips, the ends of the brows, and even the curvature of the eyelashes are revealing information.”
He chuckled, and pointed out the truth in a few sentences: "For example, you look like a flower soaked in rain, showing a pitiful, sad and dazed atmosphere."
As a man who has been in the industry for a long time and once stood at the top, it is not surprising to have such eyesight, even if it sounds a bit strange.
Xingdou was startled for a moment, and quickly figured this out.
He is indeed immature and not mature in every way. Perhaps in the eyes of people like Gong Guangxi, it is almost transparent.
But his things can't be said simply.
"Why, it's all about this, are you still reluctant to tell the teacher about your troubles?"
This class guide is obviously the type who will not give up until the goal is achieved, and he begins to persuade: "If it is really something that cannot be said, the teacher does not want to embarrass you. But the weight of some things is only based on What I can't bear, I appreciate your courage to move forward alone, and I don't agree with your stubbornness. If you can't get the answer from yourself, why not try to ask the outside world for help?"
"It's not me, it's the seniors you know, parents and elders, but you must understand that you have someone you can ask for help, we will not refuse, and are happy to help you. Because we These adults exist for this reason."
"Before you grow up, you have the right to be wholeheartedly protected and cared for. Of course, coquetry is also allowed, and the teacher will lend it to you."
Once the most attractive man in the entertainment industry changes his usual out-of-tune appearance, he softens the noise, speaks words of understanding and care in a gentle voice, and casts a focused and serious look, probably No one can resist.
It's like the spring breeze blowing across the mountains, bringing some different temperatures to the cold winter.
Slight, not annoying fit.
If you don't say something at this time, you probably won't be let go.
Xingdou used this as a reason to convince herself of this moment of slack. He hesitated, and after careful consideration, asked a question.
"Teacher, how can I be sure that I'm on the right path?"
Like a cluster of fragile and slender branches in a melting ice stone.
This surprised him, and at the same time was a little emotional. It is definitely not an easy problem to make Xing Dou, who has always been firm in his mind, show such a side, and he must handle it with the most serious attitude.
One of my responsibilities is to help students solve problems, so I'll tell you the answer."
He looked at Xingdou and asked, "Before answering you, Xingdou, what is right for you?"
"Correct?"
"Yes. There is a lot of right in this world, legal, moral, social, and everyone's right. Everyone defines the word according to their own values, so it It's not that similar, it's different. For you, what do you want to be right? What do you think is right?"
Xingdou quickly gave the answer: "It is right to realize my wish."
"It's really straightforward." Gong Guangxi raised his eyebrows, "Do you use any means to achieve your wish? Sometimes this is really convenient, you don't need to look back or worry too much when you move in one direction. But this is All-or-nothing approach is only for the dead end. It's just advice, but I think if it's you, there's more to try."
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"Well, it seems that this is not a good proposal, let's forget about it." Mr. Class Guide sharply skipped the topic and continued, "You know your 'correct', which is the goal , but still confused, so, do you regret the past?"
"No." Xingdou did not hesitate, "I have no regrets." Even if he did it once or twice, he would still not give up his dream, give up coming here, and fight for his own destiny again.
"So it is." As if trying to understand something, Gong Guangxi changed his posture, leaned forward, and became easy to talk to, "Xingdou, can't you see the direction to continue? ?"
Silence is perhaps the most silent affirmation. The aroma of hot cocoa wafted out of the white-colored conversation room, and the slender fingertips holding the quilt suddenly tightened for a moment, then slumped and relaxed, drawing a small circle around the wall of the cup.
Gong Guangxi got the answer in silence, he looked at Xingdou, and said softly: "Xingdou, when life transitions from one stage to another, it is easy to fall into such a predicament - you I don’t know how to go out next, in what posture, in what appearance. It’s like I was walking on the road, but for a moment I forgot how to lift my feet, and suddenly I was at a loss.”
"This is actually fortunate, many people can't even realize that they are at a fork in the road of change, they make a choice, and regret it. You just came to this fork. mouth, and hesitating to find your right. Whether the next step is left or right is not that important answer.”
"The most important thing when walking on the road is to look at the end point and don't forget your goal. No matter you choose the left or the right, the difference is only the distance and time. As long as you reach the end point, the journey will not count. In vain."
"If you're really confused and don't know how to get started, you might as well go back to the beginning and think about why you're sticking to this path."
It is rare to be a teacher with high morals and respect. After Yan Guangxi explained this, he also cared about a few academic issues. He did not leave Xingdou forcibly. He put a few pieces of macarons on him and let him leave the conversation room.
"You are still a child." Before leaving, he rubbed the student's hair, "You can think, you can rely on us, but if you can't get an answer, the teacher will take you there. ,do not be afraid."
"Thank you."
Xing Dou bowed slightly and walked towards the dormitory subconsciously.
Return to the beginning... When is the so-called beginning?
Is it the past in the dream, or the day after the dream? If he chooses the beginning, rather than the beginning of regret and sadness, he hopes to go back to the distant and almost vague past, and get the answer from a long time ago.
Why is he so obsessed with being an idol?
Immersed in the memories of dreams for too long, he almost can't remember the motivation that initially supported him to keep going.
"Do you want the admission materials? Yes, but isn't this your information?" Yi Xin was confused by the request of Xing Dou, who suddenly came to the door, and still swiftly mobilized her authority , and sent the information to him.
"I want to confirm something." Xingdou explained a few words, "I accidentally deleted it before." He really didn't know where to put it.
"Well, don't do dangerous things." The manager looked him up and down, and nodded with satisfaction after a while, "I'm not thin, I'm just trying, it seems that you've been very good lately. , did not mess around in private, not bad, worthy of praise."
She stood on tiptoe and touched Xingdou's head, as if comforting a child: "I will be able to complete the new training plan soon, don't be afraid, I will help you. It will be fine."
Don't be afraid of...?
Why treat him so tenderly?
Happy and sad, full and empty, once you think about these, the soul will be torn in half.
Immersed in ice water to tell myself to calm down, being placed in flames can't help but blood.
Pain is born out of entanglement and division.
Romantic will kill him, using that false temperature, dreamy feeling, a little bit like smoke and fire, to drag him into the fantasy **** and finally never get back.
I don't want to listen, I can't listen, I dare not listen.
Bid farewell to Yi Xin in a hurry, and after getting the information, Xingdou went straight to the subjective part.
After answering according to the rules, on the last page, where he can express his feelings freely, he found an essay from the past. Then fell into a long silence.
[If you make a wish on the star, can it share that light with me?
The star heard the wish and said-
You must shine to be a star. ]
That was the beginning.