Chapter 253 Sorry (revised)
The feeling of kissing is actually very subtle.
It's like two clouds, or two marshmallows, fused together.
The impression brought by touch is fleeting. The key is the feeling at that moment, the contact between two people.
It’s different from holding hands or hugging, but kissing.
Really feeling the presence of the other person, the heartbeat and heartbeat at that moment will make people addicted to it and unable to extricate themselves.
At this moment, Kurosawa Hikaru suddenly felt something.
"!"
This discovery made Kurosawa Hikaru suddenly wake up and open his eyes.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he met a pair of beautiful ruby eyes that revealed a smile that made people fall for him, and his heartbeat couldn't help but accelerate.
Obviously, compared to Yuki-chan who can only kiss lips to lips in a daze, and Miss Ninomiya, Shifengin Mirai is too good at playing.
Shocked by this, Kurosawa Hikaru knew that if this was discovered, the problem would be serious, so he could only retract his words reluctantly.
Seeing his unfinished reaction, Sifengyuan Mirai's beautiful eyes seemed to have blue waves rippling, which made her feel very comfortable.
She could feel that Kurosawa's infatuation with her was limited by the occasion and situation and had to stop.
The kiss sounded long, but in fact it only lasted less than ten seconds.
"Why is it so sweet...did she eat some candy beforehand?"
Kurosawa retracted his mouth and couldn't help but glance at her lips again, feeling a little surprised.
It has to be said that Sifengyuan is truly a beauty in the world in the future. Every move of his hands and feet exudes a breathtaking charm, which is enough to make any man fascinated and fall for her.
"cough!"
Although he had endless aftertaste, he knew what the occasion was. He coughed lightly and turned around to face the other two people.
But when Kurosawa Hikaru turned around, what he saw in front of him stunned him.
Xiao Yuki on the side turned sideways at some point and covered his eyes with his hands, as if pretending not to see.
But Miss Ninomiya, who was more prone to jealousy, did not do this, but looked directly at herself.
However, behind her rimless glasses, those intellectual and beautiful, cold blue eyes like jade were stained with a layer of mist, and tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes like broken pearls. .
"Crack."
She bit her lips tightly, tears streaked down her beautiful cheeks, and fell rapidly and continuously on her chest like stalactites on her chin.
The tears were like a glass heart, hitting the ground and turning into crystal water splashes all over the sky.
Her body was shaking, and she was holding her left arm with one hand, clenching her fist tightly, and her body was tensing up.
The right hand grasped the arm tightly, struggling to grasp it, and the nails even pierced into the skin, and bright red blood slid down the slender and white fingers and arms.
She cried, she cried again, her sad and aggrieved expression was heartbreaking.
"Ninomiya-chan..."
Kurosawa Hikaru saw her crying again and saw her scratching herself. His mind buzzed and he couldn't help but take steps to get closer to her.
But just when he took a step, Ninomiya Chizuru shook her head and subconsciously took a step back.
Her half step back made Kurosawa froze in place.
"Poof!"
Seeing this scene, Kurosawa Hikaru, who was already prepared to face the judgment and scolding, vaguely heard something breaking, which was the sound of his heart being torn apart.
Immediately afterwards, an unprecedented sense of fear emerged from his heart.
Fear, guilt, panic, many emotions are intertwined in my heart.
"sorry……"
Ninomiya Chizuru bit her lip tightly, so hard that she even bit her lip. Seeing Kurosawa Hikaru's expression of despair and astonishment, she said harshly.
Her apology had a nasal sound, it was the sound of crying, a sound on the verge of breaking.
It was different from the fight with Ichinose Yuki just now, but he lost the fight and cried heart-breakingly, earth-shatteringly.
Her tears this time were quiet and silent, sad and wronged.
"The person who should say sorry is..."
Kurosawa Hikaru heard the aggrieved and low cry and her apology, and his fear forced him to take a step forward again.
However, in response to him, Ninomiya Chizuru shook her head and took half a step back.
The two retreats shattered the hopes in Kurosawa Hikaru's heart, causing his words to stop abruptly and his movements to freeze in place, looking at Ninomiya Chizuru who always maintained a distance of two meters.
She was standing there, less than two meters away, but there seemed to be an insurmountable ravine between the two of them.
In fact, most women are duplicitous animals, unlike men who speak their minds.
Rather than words, a girl's physical reactions and actions truly represent her thoughts.
At this moment, Ninomiya Chizuru's resistance to retreat while keeping her distance undoubtedly showed everything.
"I thought I could accept it. I just thought I could accept the real you, so I kissed you... But when I saw you kissing them, I realized that I really couldn't do it."
Ninomiya Chizuru shook her head, feeling extremely heartbroken.
Do it all at once, second time tired, third time exhausted
For Kurosawa, she worked hard to convince herself, cheered up twice, and rekindled hope twice.
She kept comforting herself and convincing herself with various reasons.
If she misses Kurosawa, she may never meet a man who makes her heart beat like Kurosawa in her life.
Kurosawa was really kind to her. He made plans for their date, got up early in the morning to make lunch, and knew that she didn't want to be seen. He even drove her to sketch in the Asera Valley several hundred kilometers away.
As Runa said, aside from everything else, she really couldn't let go of Kurosawa.
However, no matter how much she mentally built up her heart and built up iron walls for her heart, when she watched Kurosawa kiss other women, not just once but twice, she really collapsed.
She is not a generous woman. Even if she sees Kurosawa sitting and chatting with other girls, drinking coffee across the table, talking and laughing, she is already extremely jealous. How can she accept it like this?
Ninomiya Chizuru wiped the corners of her eyes with her bloody right hand so that her vision would no longer be blurry.
She looked deeply at Kurosawa Hikaru's face, and saw Shifengin Mirai behind him. She turned her head and saw Ichinose Yuki who turned around when she heard the noise.
"sorry."
Seeing the existence of the three of them, Ninomiya Chizuru became more and more frightened and painful. She looked at Kurosawa Hikaru again, apologized to him with a deep bow, turned around and ran away.
But she just ran a few steps, because she was running too fast, her feet stumbled, her body stumbled, and she almost fell to the ground.
Seeing this scene, Kurosawa Hikaru's pupils shrank and his body moved subconsciously, wanting to go over and help her.
But this time, Ninomiya Chizuru did not fall, but stabilized her body.
She didn't turn around or look back, but continued running.
Even though her ankle was sprained and her arm was pricked by nails, it did not affect her escape, because it was far less than her heartbreaking heartache.
At this moment, she just wanted to run away as far as possible, to a place where she couldn't see them.
"well……"
Igarashi Runa, who had been watching, watched Chizuru's figure gradually running away with great distress, turned his head to look at Kurosawa Hikaru, sighed deeply, and immediately followed.
The martial arts hall is very large, and all roads are smooth. Even though there are many detours, there are few dead ends.
Ninomiya Chizuru and Igarashi Runa disappeared around the corner.
Seeing their figures disappear around the corner, Kurosawa Hikaru froze on the spot, reaching out his hand to retain them, but couldn't say a word.
Because of Miss Ninomiya's sorry words just now and her silent tears, they were like mountains weighing on his heart, making him breathless and suffocating his courage to get closer.
Not only did he lose his movements, Yuki Ichinose looked left and right, feeling a little at a loss.
"Brother Guang, won't you catch up?"
After Yuki Ichinose hesitated, he couldn't help but ask.
If Miss Ninomiya's hysterical crying, like a dam bursting, only made her feel depressed and aggrieved, and she couldn't help but cry with her... then this time, she felt the pain of Miss Ninomiya very clearly. collapse.
Those expressions and words were heart-wrenching and sad. Even as a love rival, she felt heartbroken.
"..."
Kurosawa Hikaru stood there in disbelief, looking at the corner in the distance. Even though he was wearing the long-sleeved hakama, which was very dense and hot in summer, his hands, feet and heart were extremely cold.
Before today, he had trouble sleeping and eating many nights and was restless. He went to the archery dojo every day and relied on Brother Shinichi's scumbag quotes to comfort himself. He must accept everything calmly. Life.
He thought he was mentally prepared for them to turn around and leave.
However, when the separation actually happened in front of him, he found that the preparations he made were of no use at all.
Until she left, Ms. Ninomiya retained her dignity. She did not cry heartbreakingly, nor burst out in anger... But just like this, Kurosawa Hikaru's guilt was endless.
"I am the one who should say I'm sorry."
Kurosawa Hikaru lowered his head and looked at his hands, his whole body was numb.
In the archery field, he was a master of archery, with both arms firing the bow, and his strength was so great, but now he was so powerless... He didn't even have the courage to take steps to chase.
Because he realized that what he did had completely hurt Miss Ninomiya.
Those two kisses just now were like the straw that broke the camel's back, crushing Miss Ninomiya's heart.
He just kissed Ichinose Yuki, and Miss Ninomiya couldn't hold herself any longer.
When he turned around to kiss Shifengin Mirai, he couldn't see the expression on Miss Ninomiya's face, and he would never have the chance to see it again in this life.
Because this is reality, there is no video playback function, and there is no option to go back... He only knew that when he turned around, Miss Ninomiya was already crying. She had reached the limit of her patience and finally collapsed. .