Chapter 254 It’s too late (revised)

Chapter 254 It’s too late (revised)

Kurosawa Hikaru was stunned, his thoughts in a mess.

Scenes appeared in front of his eyes.

In the student guidance room, Miss Ninomiya said that in order to avoid her being influenced by other girls and delaying her studies, she proudly agreed to go on a date with him.

At Shinjuku Station, Miss Ninomiya wore a pair of frameless glasses and made a dazzling appearance, which made his heart beat fast.

When riding the roller coaster in the amusement park, he took the opportunity to hold Miss Ninomiya's hand.

There are many more, every scene of her makes Kurosawa Hikaru fascinated and infatuated, heartbeating, sweet to the point of laughing when sleeping.

But at this moment, everything was broken.

Thinking carefully, such memories and scenes are probably the power that supported Miss Ninomiya until just now.

However, no matter how precious and sweet their memories are, his actions still deeply hurt Miss Ninomiya.

Even if she caught Xiao Yuki hugging him, Miss Ninomiya still remained rational, did not make a big fuss, and retained her dignity.

Even when she walked into the dark, she still kept calm and tried her best to figure out the situation.

Although she looked strong on the surface, her heart was probably already broken by herself.

He completely ignored what kind of psychological preparation and construction Miss Ninomiya had done to muster up the courage to come up and kiss him.

It was ridiculous that he had the thought of "Let's die" just now... Even if it was unfair, he really shouldn't have kissed everyone just now for the sake of fairness.

If he could do it again, he would have to evade the matter even if he tried to find a way, and then compensate Xiao Yuki and Mirai privately afterwards.

Because it was too cruel to let them watch him have intimate contact with other women.

Thinking of the details just now, Kurosawa Hikaru was stunned in place for a long time without reaction.

"I'm sorry, it seems that I have made things worse."

At this moment, an apologetic and subtle voice rang out.

The word "I'm sorry" made Kurosawa Hikaru react.

He looked sideways and saw that Shifengyuan Mirai had walked to his side at some point and held his arm.

Unlike her previous calm and confident look, her little face was full of guilt and sadness.

"It's not your fault, it's only my fault."

Kurosawa Hikaru came back to his senses, realized what she said, and shook his head.

How could she be blamed for this... It was only his fault that he didn't seize the last chance.

Although he said so, Shifengyuan Mirai was still worried about it.

She could see that Kurosawa really liked that Miss Ninomiya, and that Miss Ninomiya's love for Kurosawa was already extremely passionate.

This Miss Ninomiya was not only cold and mature on the surface... Even if she completely collapsed, she kept her dignity until the end, crying but not making a fuss.

It's hard to imagine what kind of psychological process she went through to show the expression just now.

"Brother Guang... I'm sorry, if I didn't let you kiss me just now, it would be fine."

Ichinose Yuki also came up and held his arm, feeling extremely guilty.

She shouldn't have been so competitive just now. If she didn't get up, it might not have been like this.

As the saying goes, there is no acquaintance without fighting. After the dispute just now, she has actually noticed that Miss Ninomiya only looks strong on the surface, but in fact, she is extremely fragile in her heart.

"Don't say that. It's not your fault. It's only my fault."

Seeing her pitiful and frightened look, Kurosawa Hikaru shook his head, forced himself to cheer up, and smiled.

"..."

Ichinose Yuki was very distressed when she saw his bitter smile that made people feel distressed.

Sad emotions are contagious, making the atmosphere extremely solemn.

"Hu... It's okay, it's okay."

Realizing that the two girls were upset because of him, Kurosawa Hikaru took a few deep breaths and forced himself to say.

Only after losing something can you know how to cherish it. He realized how cruel it was to let girls accept that he was a playboy. Facing Ichinose Yuki and Shifengyuan Mirai, he was also grateful and guilty.

Grateful that they wanted to be with him.

Guilty that the harm caused to them by today's events must be compensated more and more in the future.

"How can it be okay..."

Shifengyuan Mirai was a little anxious.

Although she had not experienced it herself and could not feel his pain, Kurosawa's sad and lost expression just now, anyone with a discerning eye could see how painful it was for him to have Chizuru Ninomiya leave.

"Brother Guang, why don't you chase her? Miss Ninomiya should not have run far now. If you let her go this time, she might really leave."

Ichinose Yuki also felt that this matter was very important. She grabbed his arm and shook it, begging.

"I said I would respect her choice."

Seeing that they all wanted him to chase her, Kurosawa Guang pulled his hand out of their hands and reached out to touch the heads of the two.

As long as he remained the same, not loving only one person, not a devoted man, he had no right to keep her.

He had already realized very deeply that he had really done something wrong this time and had hurt her thoroughly.

If he went back on his word and pestered her, it would delay Miss Ninomiya's life.

"Okay."

When Sifengyuan saw that he meant what he said in the future, she raised her head and understood.

As a bystander, she naturally felt that it would be better to try to save him...but for the person involved, it was not that easy.

"Um……"

Kurosawa Hikaru realized that she had given up and no longer forced himself to chase, and looked at her gratefully.

He really didn't have the courage to pursue it...because he had already tried it just now.

It's not that he didn't think about staying. At that moment, he was more anxious than anyone else. He wanted to do something to seek forgiveness and amends.

But Miss Ninomiya was completely hurt by him, and now no matter what he does, he just makes up for it, to no avail.

"But……"

As a girl, Ichinose Yuki felt that this matter could not end like this.

"I'm fine."

Seeing that she was still anxious, Kurosawa turned around and touched her head.

"All right."

Ichinose Yuki looked up at him, then at the corner where Ninomiya Chizuru disappeared, and finally met the eyes of Mirai Shihoin on the side before nodding.

"So good."

Seeing her approval, Kurosawa rubbed her head and smiled.

"Let's go get something to eat?" Sifengyuan suggested in the future.

"Sorry, I have no appetite right now. Can you please leave me alone for a while?"

Kurosawa Hikaru heard this suggestion and smiled bitterly.

Although he was indeed a little hungry, he was really not in the mood.

"Okay, but I hope you won't have this expression next time I see you."

Seeing that he finally made this request, Si Fengyuan looked at him deeply in the future and said.

"I try my best."

Kurosawa Hikaru choked up when he heard this. He didn't have a mirror and didn't know what his expression was.

"May I have your name?"

After receiving his answer, Shifengyuan Mirai suddenly looked at Xiao Yuki on the side.

"My name is Yuki Ichinose."

Faced with this question, Xiao Yuki was stunned for a moment and then responded.

"Ichinose Yuki, let's go."

Shifengyuan Mirai thought about the name for a while, remembered it, waved, turned around and left Kurosawa Hikari's side.

"ah?"

Upon hearing this request, Ichinose Yuki was immediately stunned.

Walk? Where is this going? Brother Guang is so sad, it's exactly the time when he needs comfort.

"Leave him alone for a while."

Seeing that she still wanted to stay, Si Fengyuan explained in the future.

There are two types of human sadness, one that can be described and one that cannot be described.

When girls face troubles, if they have a best friend, they can usually talk about it.

But men are different, because every man is very strong, so he rarely pours out his bitterness to others.

In her opinion, Kurosawa's current troubles cannot be described...even to anyone.

This matter is too complicated. It is not a worry at work, but a worry as simple as study.

"oh oh."

Yuki Ichinose was stunned for a moment, looked up, saw Hikaru's eyes, nodded, and acted obediently.

"Oh?" Hearing this response, Sifengyuan couldn't help but look at her one more time in the future and read it over in his mind.

Although she didn't have much contact with him, she always felt that Yuki Ichinose seemed clumsy.

Immediately, they walked away, taking the maid with them.

Until they also left this place, Kurosawa Hikaru looked at the empty eyes, then looked at the corner in the distance, then walked to the wall and sat down.

"..."

He didn't say anything, just sat quietly, letting his long kyudo hakama drag the floor.

Unlike Ninomiya Chizuru and Igarashi Runa who really left, at the other corner, a head came out.

Strands of flowing wavy blond hair were hanging down, and Ichinose Yuki's green eyes looked at Kurosawa Hikaru.

However, before she could take a second look, she was forcefully pulled back.

"What are you doing? I want to see if Brother Guang will cry."

Being forcibly pulled back by the shoulders, Ichinose Yuki was speechless and angry.

"Leave him alone for a while...do you really want him to cry?"

Si Fengyuan Mirai stood aside, holding her shoulder with one hand and asking.

"yes."

Realizing that she was not arguing with him, but instead asking questions, Yuki Ichinose was stunned for a moment, unable to argue anymore, and nodded immediately.

"Why?"

After receiving this answer, Sifengyuan Mirai immediately couldn't understand her.

"Because Brother Guang is crying, which means he is venting. If he never vents and keeps the negative emotions in his heart, he will not be able to get out of this incident."

Seeing that she didn't understand and didn't care, Ichinose Yuki explained to her.

When she was in junior high school, she hid in her room and cried for a long time, and she had many heart-to-heart talks with her parents before she was able to come out.

For Guang Ge, the pain of Miss Ninomiya's departure is definitely much greater than the bullying she suffered in the first place.

"indeed."

After hearing this statement, Sifengyuan Mirai nodded thoughtfully.

Judging from the psychology she had read, people's emotions must be vented.

If you keep suppressing it and don't let it out, it's likely to become a mental illness.