Chapter 40:
Does my brother dislike me?
Si Tian couldn't believe what she heard for a moment.
"Ning Yi, what did you say?"
Ji Ningyi had tears in his eyes at this moment, and he tried to hold back, but his small body seemed to be trembling, and his voice was so choked that he couldn't speak a complete sentence, but he said again: "It's me, I threw Zhile away. here."
As soon as the words were finished, those suppressed tears couldn't help but all fell down.
He didn't cry like Ji Zhile did. There was no sound, but his shoulders twitched, causing his small body to tremble, and the tears fell in big ones. It was very distressing for a child to cry like this.
Si Tian was stunned, she couldn't believe it for a moment, why did Ning Yi do this? Obviously the two brothers usually have a good relationship, Zhile gave his prize to Ning Yi, and Ning helped Zhile draw and teach him pinyin.
Why is it like this now...
Just looking at Ji Ning's tears, Si Tian couldn't ask anything.
This was the first time she saw Ning Yi cry. He is a very strong child, he will not cry easily, he is a very good child, and he will not be criticized by others.
At this moment, his eyes were as red as rabbits, and he lowered his head after meeting her gaze, his shoulders were trembling slightly, already extremely scared, but he still told the truth.
Si Tian's heart was sore and soft, she knelt down and hugged Ji Ningyi: "Don't cry, Ning Yi will tell mom first, you will..."
She swallowed the word "lost" back into her mouth. Although it was said by Ji Ningyi, she felt that it would hurt Ji Ningyi if she said it again.
"Where was Zhile when you left?"
With tears in his eyes, Ji Ning pointed to the tree: "It's there, but he's gone now."
Si Tian took Ji Ningyi's hand and walked towards the big tree he mentioned, and sure enough, under the big tree, there were traces of grass and trees being stepped on.
"Zhile said, we're hiding here, I, I'm leaving..." He whimpered in his throat, and stretched out his hand to cover it desperately, but the tears fell more fiercely, slipping down between his fingers, and his small body trembled Take a pump.
Si Tian leaned over and hugged him: "Don't cry, let's go find Zhile together, and we will find him back."
She didn't ask Ji Ningyi why he did this, it's not a good time.
Ji Zhile needs them to find it.
Ji Ningyi was so sad and scared that he kept crying silently.
Si Tian stood up, took Ji Ningyi's hand to find someone, she called, "Ji Zhile."
Ji Ning held her hand tightly, and his weeping voice was a little hoarse: "Zhile."
Si Tian was about to call out the system, asking for an exact location. The woods are not small, and she didn't know when she would be able to find someone.
If Ji Zhile had been thrown here, he would have been very scared, as he was not a brave child in the first place.
Ji Ning pulled her hand, his voice was still sobbing: "Mom, let's go look here."
There are more trees here, and he thinks that Zhile will hide behind the trees, but he dare not tell his mother this sentence, what if his mother thinks he is lying again, he told a lot of lies today.
But Mom said, "Then we'll go this way."
As soon as Ji Ning grabbed Si Tian's hand, they called Ji Zhile's name together, and after a while, they heard a slight response.
Si Tian's eyes lit up, and she took Ji Ningyi's hand and walked quickly towards him.
The grass on the ground showed traces of being trampled on, Si Tian yelled again, and heard a clearer response.
"Mother."
Hearing Ji Zhile's voice, the two almost jogged, and then they saw Ji Zhile under a tree.
Ji Zhile's eyes were a little swollen from crying, and he sat on the ground, leaning against the tree tightly, his clothes and trousers were all black and yellow, traces of grass and mud, and two yellow leaves floating on his curly hair , hands tightly clenched into fists, as if pinching something.
The moment they saw Ji Zhile, Ji Zhile also saw them, and burst into loud cries.
"Woo hoo, mom!" Ji Zhile ran towards her, squatting for too long, and stumbled a little when running over.
Si Tian let go of Ji Ningyi's hand almost without realizing it, and she hugged Ji Zhile who had already rushed towards her.
Ji Zhile looked so pitiful, like a homeless lamb, all dirty.
Ji Zhile hugged Si Tian's leg and started crying loudly: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
He has always claimed to be a strong and brave image, because it is unheard of to cry so terribly because of fear.
While crying, she hugged Si Tian's thigh even tighter: "There is no one, woohoo, I'm afraid some monster will eat me, woohoo, mom."
Rubbing her head against her lap, hiccupping and trembling, Si Tian's heart was so sore that water dripped out, she picked him up, and patted Ji Zhile on the back: "It's okay, mom found you Alright, let's go home."
"I want to go home, woo woo." Ji Zhile buried her head on her shoulder, and rubbed her face against it.
Ji Zhile is not heavy, and Si Tian can hold her in his arms, but in this way, there is no way to hold Ji Ningyi's hand, but it is definitely not possible to let Ji Zhile get off her body at this moment.
Ji Zhile was frightened, hugged her neck tightly, and shed two tears on her neck from time to time.
"Ning Yi, we're going home." Si Tian said.
Ji Ning gave a low "um" and looked up at Ji Zhile.
Zhile is so pitiful, and he feels even more sad.
Ji Zhile raised his head buried in Si Tian's neck, and when he saw Ji Ningyi, he immediately remembered that his brother left him behind, and immediately raised his hand.
With a "snap", Ji Zhile smashed the stone in his hand onto Ji Ningyi.
"I hate you!" Ji Zhile said angrily.
Ji Ning stood still, his lips were bitten white by his teeth, with deep tooth marks carved on them, and there was a trace of mud on the white T-shirt.
Si Tian saw it and immediately stopped her: "Don't hit brother."
Ji Zhile burst into tears immediately: "He threw me here, I hate him, hate him!"
He was too young and too scared, and was thrown into a strange wood by his elder brother whom he loved and trusted all the time.
The elder brother walked very fast, he couldn't keep up, fell down, cried, his hands were bleeding, and the elder brother didn't look back.
He doesn't know why, is it because his brother hates him?
Ji Zhile felt wronged, but he still liked his brother so much that he lent him his favorite doll and gave him his favorite super egg, but that was the original, he decided not to like his brother in the future up.
Ji Zhile was crying loudly, but his arms were still tightly wrapped around Si Tian's arm. He must have struggled to walk by himself, but he was just abandoned by his brother, and he didn't want to be abandoned by his mother too.
Si Tian has nothing to do with Ji Zhile at this time, she can't talk about a child who was just abandoned in a strange place.
"Don't cry, let's go home first." Si Tian patted Ji Zhile's back, trying to free one hand for Ji Ningyi to hold, "Let's go back together."
Ji Ning shook his head, clutching the hem of his clothes tightly with his hands, the bones on the back of his hands were clearly visible: "I will follow you."
Si Tian really couldn't last long with one hand, so she hugged Ji Zhile with both hands: "Let's go."
Ji Zhile lay on Si Tian's shoulder, he looked at his brother who was following them, and muttered: "I hate you, I hate you to death."
Why not wait for him, why leave him here alone, he bit his cheek and thought, he would hate his brother for the rest of his life.
Ji Zhile felt sour in his eyes, and wanted to cry again. He buried his head on his mother's shoulder, rubbed against it, and wiped away all his tears. What a shame.
Ji Ning lowered his head and followed them step by step. His lips were tightly pressed, his eyes were too red, but he didn't make a sound.
After Si Tian returned home with her two children, Ji Jiangzhou also came back.
It could be seen that he came back in a hurry, seeing Si Tian hugging Ji Zhile, he quickly stepped forward to take Ji Zhile over.
Ji Zhile was really terribly frightened, and yelled in a choking voice: "Father." He threw himself into Ji Jiangzhou's arms and hugged his neck tightly.
"I heard from my mother that she came back without seeing Zhile." Ji Jiangzhou simply explained.
Si Tian rubbed her wrist, it felt a little sore, her body is very lack of exercise now, she needs both hands to hold a child, and her hands tend to be sore.
"Zhi Le, Dad will take you to take a bath first." Ji Jiangzhou said.
Ji Zhile let out a "hmm", and her baby voice was slightly hoarse: "I'm so dirty."
He is still a clean kid.
Ji Jiangzhou carried Ji Zhile to the bathroom, and only Si Tian and Ji Ningyi were left in the living room. Seeing Ji Ningyi lowering his head and not daring to look at anyone, Si Tian felt quite uncomfortable.
She didn't know why it became like this, it was obvious that Ning Yi was the most worry-free child.
"Ning Yi, what happened today, can you tell mom?" Her voice was very gentle, she raised Ji Ningyi's head, trying to be at the same line of sight as him, but when she saw the child's white lips biting, her heart skipped a beat. Wei Wei was in pain, "Mom knows that you are playing games with Zhi Le today, you didn't come back alone on purpose, did you?"
But as soon as she finished speaking, Ji Ningyi cried. He was holding back desperately, but there was an unstoppable broken voice in his throat.
He thinks he is too bad. Why does his mother always think of him so well? He is not good. He has done very bad things. He is so bad that he is unwilling to say it now. If Mom doesn't like it, everyone will hate it.
But he couldn't panic at the moment, it seemed that he had told too many lies today and before this moment, and he was deprived of the right to lie all at once.
Si Tian has always felt that she is a cruel person, and the modern society cannot tolerate the Virgin.
But when she saw Ning Yi's tears, she felt very distressed, so distressed that she couldn't ask any more questions, she could only wipe away his tears with a tissue, and touched his dark red eyes from crying with her fingertips.
"Then don't talk about it now, can you talk about it when you are willing to tell your mother?"
Ji Ning nodded, then shook his head, but still shedding tears.
Si Tian found it difficult and didn't know what to do, and the children's psychology books she had read were not useful for a while. If you want to change a naughty child, you can still threaten with force, but Ji Ningyi is too obedient, even crying when he is so obedient, he tries hard not to make a sound.
Many children use crying as a weapon and can threaten their parents to do anything, but Ji Ningyi doesn't seem to know.
Si Tian thought that Ji Ningyi might be conflicted now, so she shook her head and nodded, Si Tian could only try her best to comfort him: "Go and wash your face first, and then change your clothes, okay, your clothes are dirty."
Ji Ning nodded, and Si Tian led him upstairs.
Ji Ningyi was very silent. He washed his face obediently and changed his clothes obediently. Si Tian touched his cheek and said softly, "Mom, I'm sorry."
The voice is very hoarse.
Si Tian said: "If Ning Yi is willing to tell me the reason now, I can now say that no matter what the reason is, I won't be very angry."
Originally, Si Tian wanted to say that she would not be angry, but she was afraid that she would be angry, so she didn't want to lie to Ning Yi.
Ji Ningyi didn't speak.
"Dong dong dong." There was a knock on the door.
Si Tian opened the door and found that it was Ji Jiangzhou. The man had a helpless expression: "Zhi Le wants to see you."
He turned slightly sideways, and Si Tian saw Ji Zhile standing not far away.
Ji Zhile took a bath, but his hair was still slightly wet, and he was a clean and beautiful child again. He stood there stubbornly looking at her, as if he had fulfilled the words he said he hated his brother thoroughly, and even approached her brother's room None of them are willing.
Si Tian waved to him: "Come here, Zhile."
Ji Zhile shook his head decisively: "I don't want it."
Si Tian had no choice but to turn around, walked into the room, and said to Ji Ningyi: "Ningyi, please stay by yourself for a while, if you are willing to tell mom, mom will wait for you outside."
"Wow!" The moment she walked away, Ji Zhile's cry came from outside, looking very sad.
Si Tian could only rush to deal with another injured child, who was replaced by Ji Jiangzhou, but it was obvious that Ji Ningyi didn't want to talk to anyone at this moment.
Si Tian looked at her little son standing in front of her howling, squatted down, rubbed his face, and teased him with a relaxed voice: "It doesn't mean that you are not a three-year-old child anymore, why do you still like to cry so much?"
Ji Zhile was very sad, he saw his mother walking into his brother's room just now and thought that his mother would not come out, he held Si Tian's finger, sobbing and said: "I, I can still be a three-year-old today, a three-year-old kid. "
He succumbed, but this succumbing was only for one day, and today was too sad, so Ji Zhile felt that he could cry for a day.
"Okay then, are you hungry after crying for so long, what do you want to eat?" Si Tian asked.
Ji Zhile stopped crying and thought for a while: "I want to eat fried chicken drumsticks."
Si Tian frowned, and asked Grandma Fang if she had fried chicken legs.
"No, it's what Zhile wants to eat. There's still some food left for lunch. I'll give him some hot food."
Si Tian reluctantly told Ji Zhile that without chicken legs, Ji Zhile didn't want to eat the leftovers at noon.
He sniffed: "Is there any Coke?"
Obviously, there is still no, but Grandma Fang said that there is another drink—milk.
Si Tian could only ask Ji Zhile: "I have milk, would you like to drink it?"
Ji Zhile shook his head desperately, he doesn't want milk!
Grandma grows bitter gourd in her vegetable field, which is very bitter and unpalatable, but Ji Zhile now feels that she is a little bitter gourd. She is very hungry, but she has no chicken legs and cola, so she can only drink milk, which is too bad to drink.
Finally, after looking around in the room, it was Cheng Yangjiao who sent a few bags of potato chips and sweet milk. After eating, Ji Zhile successfully made Ji Zhile feel less bitter.
He seemed to be in a better mood, and stopped crying, but he still spoke less than usual. He looked down at his fingers, and finally asked Si Tian softly, "Mom, why did brother throw me away?"
After he finished speaking, he didn't want to make a sound.
Si Tian hugged Ji Zhile, rubbed his hair, it had been blow-dried just now, and it was fluffy and warm now.
She didn't understand what happened, and said hesitantly, "Maybe my brother didn't do it on purpose."
"It was on purpose, he didn't want me anymore, he left very fast!" Ji Zhile said loudly, his eyes were a little red.
Si Tian asked: "Would you like to tell mom what happened today?"
Her gentle voice stabilized Ji Zhile's mood, and he hugged her arm tightly.
"I played games with my brother and Panpan. It was time for Panpan to find us. My brother and I hid in the woods together, but my brother got angry and spoke loudly to me, and then left. I told him he would not Wait for me, he walks so fast, I can't catch up, mother, it's scary in the woods."
Si Tian hugged Ji Zhile tightly, his small body curled into a ball and leaned against her arms, arching his head back and forth like a cat, looking for a stable angle.
"Don't be afraid, go home now."
Ji Zhile asked sullenly, "Will mom throw me away in the future?"
Si Tian was startled, and immediately said: "Of course not, mom will never, ever, never abandon you!"
Ji Zhile blinked after hearing this, and seemed a little shy again, buried her head in her elbow, and gave a muffled hum.
Seeing him calm down, Si Tian asked hesitantly, "Does Zhile know why brother is angry?"
She was very worried that mentioning Ji Ningyi again would make Ji Zhile angry, but it is impossible not to deal with the matter between the two children, but this time Ji Ningyi was not angry, he was a little frustrated: "I don't know, he suddenly Angry."
He was so sad now that he didn't want to call him brother, but after a while, he asked Si Tian in a low voice: "Mom, does brother not like me?"
Si Tian said: "No, my brother likes you, and my brother went to find you with us and told us where you might be. If it wasn't for my brother, we might not have found you so quickly."
Ji Zhile blinked, and didn't quite understand, he hugged Si Tian's arm, feeling like a baby being held in his mother's arms, which gave him a sense of security: "Then why did brother abandon me? "
Si Tian said: "Then let's go find brother, maybe brother is willing to tell us."
Ji Zhile thought for a while, then nodded.
Si Tian took Ji Zhile and knocked on the door of Ji Ningyi's room. Ji Zhile was still angry, and stood proudly aside, not moving, but looked this way from time to time, expressing his distaste for being upright. Performed to the fullest.
Knocking on the door for a long time did not get a response, which is not in line with Ji Ningyi's character.
Si Tian twisted the doorknob, only to find that there was no one in the room.
She was a little panicked, and searched around the villa, Ji Zhile also ran behind her, and finally looked at the surveillance, Ji Ning opened the door one by one, walked out quietly, at the end of the screen, his figure disappeared On the road outside the villa.
Ji Ningyi left home by himself.
Ji Zhile also watched the surveillance, he thought for a while, and finally tugged at Si Tian's sleeve, and said, "Mom, go find brother, he's also very scared outside alone."
He also stayed outside alone for a long time, and he was really super scared.
Although he hated his brother very much, he decided to wait for his brother to come back before continuing to hate him.